Chapter 466

He's still alive.

This is the first thought in his mind after his rebirth. He thought he had given up, he thought he was free at last, he thought he was calm. After ten years in bed, his mood experienced numerous ups and downs, and finally returned to calm, just wanted to end all this.

As Adam just said, "I just want this to end soon." The collapse of despair to the extreme, reluctantly chose to surrender, hidden behind the pain and struggle, all turned into a helpless sigh.

He thought he was.

But when my eyes opened, I saw the light again, began to breathe again, felt the vitality again, and determined that when I was reborn as a baby, I was covered with blood, weak and short of breath, but life was so real. After all, he didn't hold back and burst into tears, as if he had lost the whole world but found it again. He couldn't stop crying.

As a baby, this is his right. The old soul imprisoned in the young body, after the disaster of life and death, finally collapsed. He's not hungry, he's not pissing, he's just... Alive. Tears simply can not stop, just forget to cry, there is no end.

He knew that he still wanted to live. So sincere, so urgent, so eager. He not only wants to live, he also wants to breathe, to walk, to stand, to live... To be free. Once upon a time, all this was extravagant for him. Because it was impossible to realize, he chose to give up and surrender. But the flame in my heart never goes out.

He's chuka Shu. He's Langley hall. At this moment, he's still Adam.

He thinks that chujiashu and Adam are different. They are faced with different difficulties, suffering and suffering. It's like at the beginning of the shooting of "cancer fighting me", his mentality and mood must be adjusted, and even the rhythm, style and connotation of the performance need to be adjusted.

But today, he realized that chujiashu and Adam are the same.

They are suffering from the pain, helpless; They are missing the wonderful life, regret for life; They are all longing for the continuation of life and rebirth.

One night before Adam's operation, he woke up the pictures in his deep memory, which he almost thought he had forgotten: after death, before rebirth, that dark passage, long running, seemed endless, he didn't know where the end point was, or what was ahead, but he just kept running, instinctively running towards the light at the end, The desire to survive dominated his feet and ran with all his strength.

Adam's despair, Adam's pain, Adam's repression, Adam's madness, Adam's release, all are so real and clear.

Adam and will, Adam and chujiashu, Adam and Langley, each image is so bright and unique, but at this moment, they all blend together without hindrance. The boundary between methodology and experientialism has disappeared completely, and even the control and framework of expressionism have disappeared. Performance is no longer performance, but a kind of resonance from the depths of the soul, and everything is natural.

Life and death, the eternal theme, sublimates Lan Li's thought and soul. The four dimensional barriers of film and the different dimensional barriers of two generations disappear.

The moment of breeding life, the moment of life dissipation, is always so great, also so magical, sadness and happiness intertwined, pain and happiness fusion, but always learn not to face calmly. Even if he was reborn, even if he survived, even if he was reborn, in the face of death, he was still just a beginner.

The sudden silence, his brain quiet down, those angry roar, those regret sigh, those painful struggle... All the noise disappeared. The emotion after the hearty release, return to calm, Adam's or Chu Jiashu's, is like this.

He wants to continue to live, yes, not just to survive, not just to live, but to perform his life more wonderful. One day, even if it's just one more day, he will choose a different way. However, now the right to choose and decide is no longer in his hands, he can only wait, quietly waiting——

To live or to die. This is not only a question, but also a fork in the road. He can't face death calmly, but at least he can face tomorrow calmly.

Mood completely calm down, tight shoulder lines gradually softened down, the vicissitudes of life and experience of the two generations are precipitated down. He leaned slowly towards the back of the chair, his back muscles relaxed a little, a quiet sigh came from the corner of his mouth, and his eyelids slowly dropped down, hiding the faint fatigue.

Anna stood in the same place, looking at Adam in the driver's seat with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth. The light in his eyes finally returned to calm. The darkness engulfed most of them, leaving only the last halo. But his mood had calmed down.

No anger, no despair, no sadness; Similarly, there is no resistance, no struggle, no fight back, just so frankly accept their own destiny.

Stand up and embrace death. So calm, so calm.

Suddenly, tears burst again. Anna could hardly control her emotions. She covered her mouth and burst into tears.

Jonathan Levin was in the same place, numb. He didn't know how Lan Li did it. This year, Lan Li was only 21 years old. However, his tact and sagacity, which had gone through many vicissitudes, had dyed his facial features with a thin layer of jade halo. However, a look from the corner of his eye had already revealed the complexity of life and death.

Is that the power of acting? Is it just the power of acting?

Jonathan can't believe his eyes. Lanli's performance breaks the shackles of time, the blockade of time, and the shackles of time and space. He tells the theme of the film incisively and vividly. Even if he is the director and the director in charge of the whole situation, he has to be moved at this moment. The warmth of his eyes makes him embarrassed.

It's not just magic.

Jonathan can't remember how many times he's felt this shock since the filming of "cancer fighting me" began.

Lanli has brought the mystery of performance to the extreme, far exceeding the weight of a comedy or even a movie, and has interpreted the meaning of cancer, life and outlook on life to perfection; At the same time, it also takes into account the comedy effect, black humor and irony, even in front of Seth, it is not inferior.

What's more, Langley is only 21 years old.

God, when Jonathan realized that again, his jaw was almost dislocated. But at this time, he did not care about his chin. He had to deal with the falling tears first.

The whole crew was silent, just when everyone thought that lanli was affected by the Oscar and his state fell sharply, but lanli gave them a head-on blow. The wonderful performance brings everyone present into the story. They feel the pain of Adam and the fear of death.

Those doubts are so ridiculous.

Travier sighed, his cheek burning with pain, but he could not help but thumbed up and sincerely praised the blue gift. In the face of such a performance, he was absolutely convinced and had no objection.

At night in Seattle, the cold wind with water vapor is still blowing tirelessly, which makes people shiver. However, lanli's performance makes everyone devote themselves to it. In a trance, they have forgotten the cold at night.

Adam quietly sat in the driver's seat, the whole person back to the calm state, the corner of the mouth that wipe bitter radian gently pulled up, with a trace of light banter, "before I call you, what are you doing?" The calm words jumped up slightly. "Are you on Facebook?"

……

Silence, the answer to Adam is silence. Everyone in the crew turned their heads and looked at Anna. Anna should have continued to answer and teased herself: you know, I have a lot to do besides spying on my ex boyfriend. Then they started a conversation full of warmth and laughter, ending the last night before Adam's operation.

In one word, it completes the transformation from tragedy to comedy, and returns to the inherent tone of the whole movie "cancer fighting me".

Here, the most important thing is Adam's emotional transformation, from the outbreak of despair to calm recovery, and then to the self mockery of hope. This is a "concave" development curve, which is a very difficult test for acting skills. If one can't handle it well, it will be either too heavy or too easy, which may have an impact on the sublimation of the film and the keynote of the film.

Lanli's performance just now has won everyone's heart. It can be said that he has swept away thousands of troops with absolute strength; Even Seth's performance was a natural one; But no one thought of it, but it is the most unlikely part of the problem, Anna Kaku.

All eyes fell on Anna, but Anna covered her mouth, tears continued to slide down, wet the back of her hands, red eyes, and even some can't help themselves. Don't say the right lines. It's very difficult to stand up straight.

Anna also realized her negligence, but she couldn't explain it. She just shook her head, stood in the same place, bent down and cried.

Jonathan knew that the film had to be cut off. He was depressed, but he had no choice but to shout, "card."

Lanli, sitting in the driver's seat, didn't understand what happened. Suddenly he heard "card", but he didn't have the strength to ask. All his strength seems to have been taken away, as if he had become Chu Jiashu again. Lying on the bed, Chu Jiashu raised his head, looked up at the starry sky through the window, and his mind gradually calmed down.

He knows. He's Langley. Not chuka Shu, not Adam. But in the scene just now, he was Chu Jiashu and Adam. This kind of performance is quite different from before.