Chapter 1425

The shooting of "pop drummer" is going on in an orderly way. All the situations of the crew are going on step by step. The collapse and out of control that people are worried about have not appeared. Not only that, the performance of Langley is becoming more and more interesting and profound. Damien can always find more sparks in Langley, The chemistry of the set is becoming more interesting.

The whole shooting process is more like a brainstorming of artistic creation than a patterned application on the assembly line.

Damien always has innumerable ideas, trying to capture different pieces of pictures with different lenses and different angles; And Langley is always able to interpret Damien's ideas, and even further deduce the color belonging to Andrew, and then unconsciously point to lead the story forward.

Fortunately, the worries of lanli's friends did not come true, which made everyone feel a little relieved and went back to their work and life one after another. However, Paul still stayed in New York. He just finished shooting in the "violent neighborhood" and was on vacation. He simply took his daughter meDo to the big apple and enjoyed a summer on the east coast.

Everything seems to be on track.

But Langley knew it was all a fake.

With the shooting of "pop drummer", the sense of bondage is becoming more and more serious and distinct. It's like standing in front of a ground-based dressing mirror. Outside the mirror, you look good and you don't have any problems; But the self in the mirror is tightly bound into a mummy, no matter how hard it is.

What's worse, in other people's eyes, he is just the appearance outside the mirror, safe and sound, and the posture in the mirror is like a pure illusion. It's like a watermelon. It looks perfect on the surface, but when it's cut open, it's found that it's beginning to rot.

This kind of bondage is not only the bondage of performance, but also Andrew's bondage.

It's a very chaotic and chaotic feeling.

Under the pressure of Fletcher, Andrew is escaping into the dark step by step. He is more and more cold-blooded, more and more cruel, more and more rough, more and more violent. He is just like a bloodthirsty beast, rushing around the edge of the cliff, and he doesn't know when and how he may fall into the abyss.

The invisible sense of bondage seems to be dragging his limbs, unable to break through the speed, unable to control the power, the whole person is like a mud foot deep in general, the more struggling the more difficult. Subconsciously, he wants to break through, want to break free, want to impact, but the strong reaction of the sense of bondage makes him suffocate gradually.

In the dark, the double jump technique and 400 strokes have made progress. He seems to have been within reach, but he always can't go any further. Every practice and every stroke has fallen into a rut. This kind of subdued and repressed touch is making him more and more angry, more and more irritable, more and more confused and more confused.

That sense of bondage seemed to be the only force he was fighting. But the problem is that he has no way to distinguish whether it is a barrier that is preventing his technological breakthrough or a protective umbrella that is preventing him from falling into the abyss?

At the same time, he has no way to distinguish whether it is the barrier of calm that is preventing his acting from breaking through again, or the final insurance that is preventing him from confusing reality and illusion?

It's really weird to feel like this. It's not just the fuzziness between acting and reality, between role and self. At the same time, in the illusory world and the real world, we can feel the repression and bondage, which may be good, bad, right or dangerous. That kind of indistinguishable gray emotion, death, death, death, death He tied every nerve tightly and began to be out of breath gradually.

It's like... If the description is not completely accurate, but it's like Chu Jiashu just woke up.

The long sleep after the car accident is finally over. His eyes still can't open, but his body has slowly recovered consciousness. Hearing and touch seem to open a small window. Then he begins to try to move his body. However, the consciousness of his brain has conveyed the instructions, but his body can't feel any movement. He begins to struggle, he begins to resist, and he begins to exert himself

Irritability and panic gradually hit the heart, he has no way to calm down, he does not want to calm down.

When he realized that he had lost the control of his body, the energy generated by his anger and suffocation was even more turbulent and rough than the volcano that had accumulated energy for many years. The whole world began to shake. However, his efforts, his resistance and his unyielding were in vain.

And then it's more violent. More anger. More depressed.

In the face of such a situation, either break and then stand, successfully break the barriers and regain new life; It's either to come back without success and realize that all your efforts are nothing more than a mole ant's secret life, numb in spirit, and then... Either muddle along and get rid of this life, or complain about the world and the world, or find a new way to shine.

It's not easy to feel and experience like this once. After the restless and boring emotion accumulated to the extreme, it was finally released——

Andrew lost control. He kicked over the jazz drum, raised his fist and was ready to die with Fletcher. He threw Fletcher hard and began to beat Fletcher. His red eyes could not find the shadow of reason, and everything became blurred.

It's not patricide, it's still resistance. This is the last step before patricide.

The whole scene was shot smoothly. From tension to confrontation, from intensity to detail, all the performances were perfect. Damien even rushed out of the performance hall, crying and howling outside, celebrating the completion of the important turning point.

However, after the performance, Lan Li gasped. The feeling of oppression was not alleviated, but was burning like a flame in his chest. The hot and burning flames were constantly impacting all his defense lines. However, he was imprisoned in the same place, as if he could only watch himself burn out To ashes.

In a daze, lanli sat alone in the corner of the practice room, facing the corner of the wall, just like a child who was thinking about the past. After the eruption, his physical strength and energy were exhausted; But the sense of bondage still did not disappear, just exhausted, unable to resist, also unable to fight.

Fatigue from the depths of the soul makes the brain fall into darkness.

In a trance, the second world in my mind reappeared the vague figure: the figure trapped on the white hospital bed like a mummy.

Gradually, the picture was approaching, slowly, slowly, more and more close. The facial features, the facial expressions and the face became more and more clear. After the focus and focus were completely adjusted, Chu Jiashu's appearance appeared in front of him, which immediately made Lan Li panic

Chu Jiashu is him, and Lan Li is also him. Both of them are him, and he is standing beside the hospital bed now. Then, who is the man lying on the hospital bed?

In a strange way, he stretched out his right hand and gently touched Chu Jiashu's right hand with a "whoosh". Then he entered the body and was trapped in it. The scene of deja vu appeared again——

He is the mummy, the mummy trapped in the same place and tied to the whole body, the mummy who struggles and resists in vain. It's him. It's always him. It's always him. It's never changed.

Ryan stone is him, Levine Davis is him, Andrew Neyman is him, chujiashu is him, and Langley hall is also him... The different faces quickly alternate, and finally all merge into one face: the face reflected in the mirror and bound by mummy.

He's struggling, he's fighting, he's desperate, but he's totally powerless to fight.

What's going on?

What the hell is going on?

He thinks that he has said goodbye to the past, he has regained his new life, he has cut off his obsession, he has opened up the future... But why is he still trapped in the same place? After all his life, he came back to the origin again. So, all his efforts were in vain?

It's not fair!

He began to struggle, indomitable struggle, those angry, those unwilling, those irritable and those painful, let him frantically try to resist, but the soul was imprisoned in the body, as if the ants were stuffed into a glass bottle, no matter how the resistance, after all, still unable to break through.

The soul began to burn, released all the energy, and the pain reached the extreme. The pain nerves in the mind were in danger. When I opened my mouth, I couldn't even make a sound. There was a "beep" sound in my ear, as if the electrocardiogram had been pulled into a straight line. Then the whole world escaped into the darkness, and I couldn't feel anything any more, All the pain and bitterness disappeared, as if the whole person were floating in the endless dark universe.

It's not Ryan stone's state, it's Langley Hall's state.

In the endless universe, he saw himself. To be more precise, Lan Li saw Chu Jiashu, and they stood face to face like two sides of a mirror

The one outside, with dark brown curly hair, light brown eyes and tall figure, outlines the manners of a gentleman; The one inside, with short black hair and black eyes, is slightly thin, revealing a sense of bookish. Two different faces, but with the same soul, so quietly watching each other, every move, every smile is so similar.

This is him, that is him, both are him. So who is he?