Chapter 1427

Standing in the same place, Lan Li is full of holes. He never said goodbye, never said goodbye to Chu Jiashu, never said goodbye to Heather, never said goodbye to the hall family. He was so cowardly and so timid. He buried his fear deeply in his heart, carefully covered it with a smile, and then pretended that he was flying wantonly, but he never really was free.

As a result, Andrew was unable to break through the shackles of 400 blows. Just like the shooting of every previous work, the nightmare is always there, always there.

"I can't do it." For the first time, Lan Li showed his vulnerability. The overwhelming pain completely drowned him and almost suffocated him. He could not even clench his fists. How could he really say goodbye? He has never been so strong on the surface, he has never been so wise on the surface, he is just a fool, a fool who is stubborn on a road.

"I'm sorry. I can't do it. "

He missed heather.

Chu Jiashu didn't speak, nor did heather. She just looked at her eyes quietly and let go of all the negative emotions.

For a long time, lanli finally calmed down again, raised his eyes, looked around at the boundless darkness, and finally fell on Heather, "I have to do this, right?"

Heather nodded with a smile. "You know all this, lanli." She turned and looked around. "It's your consciousness, it's your world, it's all your thoughts, my words are also your thoughts. So, you know what to do. "

Langley closed his eyes painfully.

Indeed, he knows what the root of the matter is, that kind of bondage, that kind of imprisonment, that kind of repression, that lingering nightmare, like the smoke, pestering the soul, and then let him step by step to the end of self destruction, but he can't refuse or stop, just like Nina in the "black swan", knowing that there is a cliff in front of him, Or jump down in desperation.

In the end, it's broken.

That's what happened to Andrew: either destroy or break through, there's no other choice.

And the only way to break free is to get back to yourself.

Everything should be about the drum, and it's only about the drum, not about Fletcher.

He should challenge himself, he should break the rhythm, he should persevere; More importantly, he should completely forget Fletcher. His goal is to be buddy rich, not a little school teacher. His goal is to be great, not just a conservatory——

He should focus on himself and achieve his own brilliance after making a breakthrough, then Fletcher will no longer be important, just a trivial obstacle; He should... Should stand up bravely, stick to himself, overthrow Fletcher, surpass Fletcher, and be reborn.

He should have killed his father.

The road of self breakthrough has never been easy, but only when we know ourselves, insist on ourselves, embrace ourselves, and truly find and recognize the most real self, can we have a breakthrough,

Andrew is. So is he.

He should say goodbye to Chu Jiashu, and he should say goodbye to heather.

It's really difficult.

"I see the sky fading, I hear the breeze sighing, and when the snow covers my fallen brother, I whisper the last good-bye."

Lan Li slowly raised his head and raised his eyes. The chaos and blankness in his eyes dissipated bit by bit. The black fog was rolling away, and the gloomy temperament of the whole person became bright again. There was a sigh and relaxed smile hidden in the relaxed corner of his mouth. His eyes were clear and bright, and he looked at Chu Jiashu in front of him.

It seems that it has been a long time since the last time I seriously looked at Chu Jiashu. The once familiar face has become blurred. Now I draw a clear outline in my sight again. It's strange, but it's slowly awakening those familiar people in my mind, as if I were really looking in the mirror.

"The night is coming, and the day is approaching. The journey ahead is calling. I will set out again, cross the mountains again, cross the land of eternal night, and run to the sea along the Yingying river.

Bathed in the stars, snowflakes flying, cold wind whispering, I will set out to go home, although the road ahead, all the way, unknown, but the day of farewell will come.

After thousands of mountains and rivers, after ups and downs, but I have never regretted, nor forgotten, all the partners walking side by side

The smile on the corner of his mouth rose little by little. Lan Li raised his right hand and waved it gently, "Jiashu."

"Lan Li." Chu Jiashu exhibition showed a bright smile, a little bit shy and reserved, stopped for a moment, Chu Jiashu's eyes fell on the depth of blue Li's eyes, seriously said, "you do very well."

Involuntarily, Lan Li gave out a low laugh and tried to say something, but his mind was too turbulent and too mixed. He didn't know where to start. In the end, he could only respond with a mixture of five flavors, but he couldn't tell whether he agreed or appreciated, or what other meaning he meant.

Chu Jiashu raised his right fist, tightened it, tightened it again, and the light of happiness in his eyes brightened up little by little, and said softly, "come on."

All of a sudden, Lan Li realized it. He clenched his teeth tightly and shook his head gently. But Chu Jiashu didn't care at all. On the contrary, his smile became more and more brilliant. "This day should have come a long time ago, didn't it?"

"The night is coming, and the day is approaching. The journey ahead is calling. I will set out again, cross the mountains again, cross the land of eternal night, and run to the sea along the Yingying river.

I will be full of memories, I will be full of blessings, set foot on the journey home, although the road ahead, all the way, unknown, but the day of farewell will come.

Here I would like to say goodbye sincerely. "

It's time to say goodbye.

Slowly, Chu Jiashu came towards the direction where Lan Li was. Step by step, step by step, he came closer. His firm step became brighter and brighter, just like lingering in a golden mist. With a touch of warmth, he came closer and closer. Even at the end, his step did not stop, so he ran into Lan Li.

There was a soft goodbye in my ear, "goodbye."

Then, the two are completely integrated.

Next came another clear and loud voice, "Lan Li, goodbye. But it's not a farewell. " Then, the sound dissipated like smoke and completely disappeared.

bye. This is the last goodbye.

Suddenly, tears broke through lanli's eyes, the bitterness, the pain, the depression, the sadness, the despair, the reluctance, the torture, the depression, the sadness, the regret, all of which began to turn up. Standing in the same place, he began to cry.

From the last life to this life, from Chu Jiashu to Lan Li, he finally finished his last farewell.

"I see the light of the sky fading, I hear the breeze sighing, when the snow covers my fallen brother, I will whisper my last goodbye."

"Goodbye." Lanli murmured, but his voice was so vague that he collided between his lips and teeth, as if his heart had curled up and he couldn't breathe at all.

bye. bye!

That golden light is more and more bright, more and more dazzling, just relying on a ray of light is enough to illuminate the whole space, the darkness is rolling away like the tide, and then the whole world is more and more bright, more and more widely, little by little to light up the fragments of memories, like stars dotted on the vast sky.

Chu Jiashu's. Heather's. Ding Yanan's. Arthur's. Edith's. Paul's. Ryan's. It's Rooney's. Matthew's. Andre's. There are countless, even "buried alive", "crazy love", "detached", "gravity", "drunken ballad", "burst drummer", and so on. The vivid memory fragments gather together and light up the whole world, bright and warm, happy and moving.

Like summer flowers in full bloom.

Lan Li stood up straight, looked up at the golden halo in front of him, hesitated for a moment, then stepped forward and ran towards the golden light in front of him, faster and faster, until the whole body began to burn, burning vitality like a flame, releasing the power of the soul unreservedly.

In a trance, he seemed to return to the day 23 years ago. He thought he was dead, but he saw a beam of light. Then he tried his best to run, forgetting himself. He didn't know what he was doing, and he didn't know what he was doing. It seemed that he was just driven by the remaining desire to survive, and ran recklessly.

Finally, he rushed into the light again. However, this time, the scene before us seems quite different - all the memories of the two worlds have been completely disrupted, condensed into the same world, sad, happy, bitter, sweet, bad and beautiful, all of which are presented in front of us more clearly than ever before, and flash by like a lantern.

He saw Chu Jiashu.

He saw Heather, too.

They are still there. It's goodbye, not goodbye.

Now, he finally understood the meaning of this sentence. He once refused to take this step because of fear and timidity. He always worried that it was a dream. After waking up, he went back to the dream of the past again. But now, he is no longer worried.

It's not because I firmly believe that the present is "reality", but because I'm not afraid to go back to the past. He is him, no matter Chu Jiashu or Lan Li. Even the scars left on the body and spirit are his unique marks. He won't deny it, and he doesn't want to deny it.

This is the most real and complete him.

The smile on the corner of the mouth bloomed, but when I raised my right hand, my cheek was full of tears.

Note: the last good bye (Billy Boyd)