Chapter 2195

Heather cross is a disease, Paul Walker is an accident, so what is Edith hall facing? It was a man-made disaster.

And Langley himself pushed Edith to hell.

Matthew opened his mouth slightly, but his voice was stuck in his throat, full of chagrin and anger. "No, lanli, don't blame yourself like a fool. It's not about you. It's not your fault. It's Edith's choice, and you choose to stand on her side."

"Then, should I blame Edith? Is it Edith's fault? "

"No! You know it's not! It's not your fault, it's not Edith's fault, you shouldn't make trouble out of nothing! It's the fault of society, it's the fault of the world. You're all just sticking to yourself... "

"And then? Then you told me that we should pursue our dreams and finally turn them into a wisp of smoke. It seems that they never existed. "

"Yes! Yes! Yes, yes! I mean that! You should know! This is the dream Edith has been pursuing. You can't be so selfish! You can't stop yourself from making mistakes! You can't take disaster as your own business! This is Edith's story! This is Edith's life! No! Don't pretend you're the victim! It's not about you! You shouldn't take those responsibilities! Wake up, Sebastian! Wake up

Matthew's reason also began to burst. He yelled angrily at Lan Li: This is not Lan Li He is familiar with. The guy who complains and abandons himself is not Lan Li. He looks like a fool. In addition to blaming himself in the same place, he completely loses the ability to solve problems.

This is not Langley.

At this moment, Lan Li is no longer himself. He has no strength and reason at all. His confused thoughts have completely destroyed his thinking ability.

Lanli, after all, is not omnipotent. He has his own weakness and fear, just like he is not George and Elizabeth after all. He really cares about the fetters of his family.

Those fetters and cares make him weak, but also make him strong.

Matthew looks at lanli who is falling apart in front of his eyes, and tears come out of his eyes - he also misses Edith, and he hopes Edith can come back, but... Edith needs lanli to cheer up, and lanli needs him, so Matthew forces himself to straighten up again.

"Lenley, look at me!"

Matthew patted lanli on the shoulder and pulled him over. He looked at lanli attentively and seriously. Even though his eyes were blurred by tears, they didn't shift. They conveyed their deep thoughts with a loud voice.

"Remember? How did you do it? No matter how many difficulties and setbacks you encounter, no matter how big the ordeal and test you face, you will never lose your faith! You realize your dream, you create an impossible miracle, and he achieves the meaning of life. That's because you never question yourself, right? "

Matthew's eyes brightened, the light shining in tears, strong faith stood up, "Edith is the same."

"She is now facing great difficulties, but she has never been and will not fear, and will not shrink back! Because she's Edith hall! Have you forgotten all this? "

"You should believe in her as you believe in yourself. Because, you, give her courage! It's you too. Teach her faith! Let her be herself and stand up bravely. Finally, let her be Edith and realize her value there. Her excellence and greatness reflect your strength, understand? Your strength and her tenacity, you are the same kind of people

"The difficulties Edith is facing now are far beyond our imagination. I can't imagine and I can't experience them. That's why she can be Edith hall! Even if we want to help, our ability is limited after all. She is creating a world that belongs to her, which we may never understand or touch in our lifetime. That is her value. Yes, she is struggling on the edge of the cliff now, but at least, we should trust her just as she believes in you. "

Lan Li knew the truth, and he knew all about it; But when we really face it, we can still clearly feel the pain.

Deep down, he knew that if he did it again, he would still support Edith——

Because that's Edith's dream. Is it safe to live according to others' wishes or brilliant to bloom according to her own? He will always choose the latter, even if his life may only have a short midsummer, which is his belief and his code. He does so, and he supports Edith to do so.

However, when the disaster came, the possibility of despair was slowly eating his heart and soul. Because care, and become weak.

Slowly, Lan Li closed his eyes and let those fragile and bitter surging, like a blade storm sweeping in, making himself black and blue. He needs these wounds to keep himself sober and calm. What's more, he needs to regain his rational state, so that he can really help Edith.

It's not easy, but for Edith, he can do it, and he must do it: he will never give up until he gets the exact information. Because he believed in Edith.

Heather cross once told him, "when the music is flowing, I will realize that there are some things that the darkness can't take away from me after all."

This sentence was engraved on Heather's tombstone. When Edith visited Heather in New Jersey, she read it and liked it very much; She also told Langley, "now I know why Heather is the special one. She can't be replaced. I'm sorry I didn't get to know her earlier. "

Now, lanli also knows that besides music, faith is something that darkness cannot take away.

Gradually, lanli forced himself to straighten his waist, which was not easy. Every inch of his muscles were protesting, and his inner fear was roaring wildly. But he still opened his shoulders, straightened his chest, and gritted his teeth to cheer himself up.

Faith in the depths of the soul gathered little by little and lit a small fire.

Then Matthew's voice came to his ear again, "blue Li!"

Blue Li opened his eyes, followed Matthew's line of sight to turn his head, and then he could see a faint halo emerging at the far end of the horizon.

The clear light blue is like a cold stream, which accidentally overturns and dilutes the thick ink, and then the ink slowly faints, showing a bright blue, which is quietly dense, quiet but noisy, weak but magnificent. It firmly attracts the eyes and can't be moved away.

I couldn't help but stop breathing.

Light blue, sky blue, water blue, deep blue, peacock blue, dark blue... The blue spread out peacefully, just like watching a drop of indigo pigment fall into the clear water. The smoke like mist like watercolor gradually penetrated into it. Although the whole process was slow, it had a pure natural beauty, showing the magic of nature to the extreme, Any lens and language can not present even one in ten thousand shock.

Then, a touch of orange appeared like this: bright and bright orange, the fresh vitality is so soft and light surging.

Tear!

From the far end of the horizon, the light burst out, savagely and openly tearing through the dark night. The turbulent and vast sunlight released its energy in an all-round way. Then, the night rolled back like a tide, and the blue soared and dashed, opening the curtain of the sky bit by bit, showing the tranquility and clearness of the clouds, The whole world suddenly brightened up.

The surging golden still lingers slowly on the horizon, and seems to be getting rid of the gravitational pull of the other half of the earth. Some clumsy actions seem to be charmingly naive. Then suddenly, they jump out, a flaming fireball appears, and a wave of air that can hardly be caught by the naked eye is released, such as the sea, the forest and the sea All the grasses are surging like wheat waves in the wind, and the cold and cold in the late night become soft. Even if we haven't felt the substantial increase of temperature, there is less sharp.

Night, past; Sun, rise. Then, it's a new day.

Lan Li couldn't hold back. Like a child, he stretched out his right hand, opened his five fingers and tried to catch the sun in a muddled way. But when he closed his five fingers, he couldn't catch anything but air; However, spread out the palm and wait patiently, you can see the sunshine dancing in the palm.

The faint warmth is playing in the palm of the hand, just like the children in the park. The clear laughter of those silver bells rings in the ear. Then the radian of the corner of the mouth rises gently, and the fatigue and sadness between the eyebrows and eyes melt and collapse in the warmth.

"Edith always likes Chaoyang, but she can't shoot Chaoyang well, so she can only become a character photographer. I said, that's because she has no fate with nature, but fate with people. She can always capture the fleeting look of the characters and the real feelings hidden in her heart. It's her talent, it's her advantage. So, she became a top photographer, standing at the forefront of the disaster, to lend a helping hand. I thought that she would never understand me as if I would never understand her, but now it seems that I am wrong. "

The blue Li tone said lightly, make complaints about Edith, which made Matthew smile on his lips and go up with him.

Then, Matthew also stretched out his right hand, spread it out, patiently waiting, waiting for a ray of sunshine to fall on his palm, waiting for a touch of hope to appear at the end of the night. Even if it was "two out of nine innings", the game was still not over. How could they give up?

"The sun is out." Matthew whispered, feeling the temperature of the sunlight with his fingertips.

"Well, another day."