"Hum... Hum..." the melody of softly humming is swinging nimbly. The melody of "beast" is ringing, while the inner beast is gradually sleeping. All the noise and noise are so quiet, and the hourglass of time seems to have slowed down. That silence makes the moment become eternity.
If the world can stay in this second forever, that's good.
The spread of silence makes the beating of the heart very clear, and then the breathing is gradually stable, as if those wars and chaos have become the past; But the fatigue of the body is still lingering, heavy soreness seems to be pulling the muscle, even the fingertips are unable to lift.
"Matthew, I need a bath."
Lan Li's voice is exploring in the boundless darkness. It seems that he is groping for the boundary of the world. His deep tiredness makes his voice full of deep sleepiness. Then his voice flows with a little smile. He feels helpless about the present situation. "But now my eyes are going to be closed. What should I choose?"
"I won't carry you to the bathroom." Matthew refused, and directly saw through Lan Li's intention, which made Lan Li laugh. Then Matthew added, "but I can help you to the bathroom. Philip should have put the water in. You need to relax or you may catch a cold
"No way. I need to be healthy. Otherwise, if Chris calls directly, I won't be able to fight back. " Lanli solemnly expressed his firm belief.
"Ha. Ha. It's very funny. "
"Don't underestimate my fighting power! You have to know, I'm a rock climber! It's much more powerful than you who sit in the office every day; In the face of difficulties, of course, I went to the battle myself. Otherwise, am I expecting Andre to come and help? "
"It's like you really fight - I'm not talking about the speed and passion movie routine."
"I think you're disdaining me. I protest. "
"... please continue to protest."
With the help of Matthew, lanli enters the bathroom. Then he can see Philip busy inside. The steaming steam makes lanli shiver for several times.
Philip took the initiative to help Matthew share the weight of lanli's body, which is not an easy thing - because lanli has almost no power, the whole body weight completely rolled down, and even has not enough strength to support himself, which makes Matthew and Philip extremely difficult.
However, at this time, Lan Li had really ignored it.
The deep fatigue of his soul made his eyes almost unable to open. Then his body was immersed in hot water. The sharp pain from the surface of his skin was protesting. However, he was too tired to stand up. He simply immersed himself in the pain. In the pain, the pain of his muscles slowly came out, The soul seemed to melt into it, and so he closed his eyes in a daze.
Vaguely, he just felt that he was wandering in a warm, so he gradually lost consciousness.
Outside the window, the drizzle is still beating the window lattice, the wind is blowing, the top of the tree begins to creak, rolling clouds block the moonlight, and then the whole world falls into endless darkness, snow mixed with rain in the streets of the city continues to spin, with silver traces to outline the outline of the city, winter, so slowly coming, Storm, it seems that not far away waiting.
This night, it snowed.
……
Langli wakes up from his sleep in a daze. He doesn't continue to dream all night, but he doesn't sleep very well. He always feels that he is entangled in his ankle by the nightmare. No matter how hard he struggles, he can't get rid of it. Then his physical strength and energy are lost little by little.
When he woke up, it was cold behind him, and he realized that the sheets Philip had helped to change in the middle of the night were soaked with sweat again.
He rolled over in a daze and tried to find the water cup in the bedside table. However, he saw that the screen of his mobile phone was bright. It just vibrated for a moment, and then it was dim again. It should be a short message. He kept turning over. He seemed to be hesitating whether he should continue to sleep or check his mobile phone. According to his usual habits, Lan Li was bound to choose the former, His heart gave a sudden contraction.
Some palpitations.
Strangely, lanli reached out and picked up the mobile phone. When the cold touch of the mobile phone reached his fingertips, he realized his action and was hesitating whether to give up. But his fingertips had already slid off the screen, and then he could see Roman Abramovich's message.
"The man has been found. safe and sound. The medical officers of the same trade are also at peace. Just returned to base, undergoing physical examination. If there is no accident, I will return to London by military cargo plane in an hour. "
Lan Li was a little stunned until the screen dimmed and the light disappeared. Then he turned on his mobile phone again and read the message conscientiously, over and over again. He even doubted his own judgment: is this a dream?
Sit up directly, grab the glass water cup on the head cabinet, and pour the whole cup of water into your stomach. The cold touch makes your throat and stomach feel a slight vibration clearly. Your heavy brain wakes up a little bit, and then reads the message again and again.
It's true.
It's true!
Lan Li closed his eyes tightly and let those turbulent and wanton emotions surge and roll in his mind. He completely destroyed all the defense lines, but... He couldn't vent. He was just deeply and deeply imprinted in his bones, and his whole body could not help shaking.
She's alive. Edith, she's alive. Edith hall, that guy, she, is still alive.
The sudden explosion and release of emotion paralyzed the heart and temporarily fell into the pattern of suffocation. The strong joy and happiness hit the chest, and then made a "bang bang" sound. The whole mind was reverberating with sound. It was clear that the world was so quiet, but it made so much noise.
Then, in a flash, it calms down.
The mood of ups and downs is like riding a roller coaster, but it finally calms down. All those desperation and distress are precipitated, and become the joy and joy of the rest of life. The explosion on the shoulder is finally relaxed, and then you can feel a pain in your body muscles. The feeling of exhaustion instantly drowns your consciousness, The whole mind is emptied, so sit quietly in place.
He thought that he might cry with joy, or he might collapse with emotion, or he would be ecstatic, but in fact, the only idea at this moment is relief.
It's very simple and pure joy, without too much emotion and impurities. It's just a simple feeling of happiness and joy, and then a touch of sweetness and astringency spread on the tip of the tongue. Even after rebirth, death and escape from death, he still can't determine the direction and trajectory of his life. Those unknowns are like a reef undercurrent, Waiting in uncertain and unknown places.
This is life.
That's why everyone should cherish life. Spend every minute on the ground, firmly grasp every present before it turns into the future, then the future you are looking forward to will come naturally - only when it really blooms like summer flowers, can you usher in the beautiful autumn leaves.
Lie down again heavily, let the body sink deeply into the quilt, let those emotions spread and boil in the mind, just enjoy the short relaxation - as for George and Elizabeth, as for ALF, as for Chris, as for the trivial things are temporarily put aside, because Langley knows that the battle of Edith is still not over.
Going through a war and going through a death, these two things are very similar, but there are many differences. What's more, Edith has gone through one war after another, faced with one death after another, and even felt the sharp of death's sickle. She can't have no feelings.
After shooting the "Pacific War", lanli understood that the real war actually starts after "survival", because death is all over, while living needs to bear more visible and invisible wounds. The objective existence of post-traumatic stress response (PTSD) can not be ignored.
Even if it had nothing to do with lenley, Edith had her own problems to face. Only now, for a very short time, can he relax a little bit: at least, Edith is alive and well. Let them focus on this first. That's the most important thing.
After a long time, lanli sat up straight again and replied to a text message from Roman.
Perhaps, from an objective point of view, Langley can't judge what role Roman played in Edith's escape from death. From the perspective of peacekeeping forces, Roman should be difficult to change their decisions or interfere in their choices. It's very likely that Roman has no way to intervene at all; But at least, Roman kept his promise. He always followed Edith's news for the first time to make sure that lenley didn't stay in the dark, and used his contacts to help lenley establish contact with the Red Cross and other organizations, exerting pressure through internal public opinion.
The so-called internal public opinion, on the one hand, is the "times" and BBC television, which keep their attention by reporting relevant news; On the one hand, it is the pressure of key figures, and the name "Edith hall" is obviously not unknown; On the other hand, they use the name of "Langley hall" to create threats - they can't guarantee what Langley will say in front of the news media, and they can't guarantee how many contacts Langley can use.
All aspects of the pressure everywhere, despite some setbacks, despite the face of some obstacles, but ultimately things are moving in a positive direction.
Roman Abramovich did a lot of good.