Chapter 598 - The Scum Is In-denial

"I'm sorry." Fei Luo told Sun Yan as he walked towards him.

Sun Yan didn't answer and just lie down. "The Xinfaxian Sect and Youxiwang Sect really are good people, including the Zunjingde Sect, Qianxu Sect, Ling Yun, Tang Li, Li Yan, He Shun… and that rogue cultivator, Qi Lan." He said. "They even treated our injuries for free, and also fed us for free… now, they even gave us tents to sleep in." he sighed in awe.

The Xinfaxian Sect and Youxiwang Sect gave them three tents – one for Sun Yan, one for Fei Luo and Fei Huo and one for Xi Bing and Xi He because Sun Ri will be staying with Su Mi.

Fei Luo lowered his head and didn't speak. His guilt is eating him. Not only did he drag their sect down, he also made his younger brother got drag down because of him, and Fei Huo will definitely become very guilty if he finds out about this.

"You know…" Sun Yan spoke after a while. "I have been thinking." He said.

"What is it?" Fei Luo asked.

"I should really have used that other way to keep your mind off of your younger brother." Sun Yan said.

"What is it?" Fei Luo asked.

Earlier, Sun Yan told him that their fight against xiao Ling and xiao Bao will only take for a short while, as long as they would find out a clue. He also told him that Xi Bing will definitely protect Fei Huo with his life. But, Fei Luo not only didn't let Sun Yan's words get to his head, he also didn't trust Xi Bing. That scene of Fei Lin looking like he lost his soul after Fei Yin died replayed in his head.

Fei Lin lost Fei Yin beause he let Fei Yin out of his sight… he let him leave him. And Fei Luo doesn't want to commit the same mistake. Thus, he still worried about Fei Huo and barely managed to keep his calm during their second voting.

"You are distracted again." Fei Luo heard Sun Yan spoke.

Fei Luo turned to him.

"Ai." Sun Yan sighed. "Go back to your brother." He told him and closed his eyes to sleep.

For some reason, Fei Luo suddenly felt unease as he looked at Sun Yan's back. "No." he answered. He looked at the bandages on Sun Yan's head, shoulder, arm and leg.

Fei Luo's answer surprised Sun Yan. He opened his eyes and looked at him. "Go back to your tent." He told him. What happened today proved to him that Fei Luo deeply cared about Fei Huo.

Sun Yan couldn't help but sigh. If I confess to him, he will definitely turn me down because he only have his brother in his eyes. He thought. Just like Chen Han to Cheng Sheng… should I become as understanding as Li Tian so that I can be with Fei Luo? He thought. No… I can't. I am not as friendly to Fei Huo as Li Tian to Cheng Sheng. And I feel jealous of Fei Huo because Fei Luo cares about him!

He closed his eyes tight and suppressed his irritation.

"What is that other method?" Fei Luo asked.

Sun Yan opened his eyes and turned to look at Fei Luo who was staring at him with his clear, bright eyes. Suddenly, he felt his throat became dry and he licked his lips. He is the only one in this tent because Sun Ri will be sharing a tent with Su Mi, and he is also injured. But, in the middle of the night, Fei Luo came to find him.

Even if it is just to apologize, but I still… Sun Yan thought and suddenly felt the temperature of his body rising. "Go back." He said with a hoarse voice.

Fei Luo was surprised with Sun Yan's dismissal of him. "You are angry." He said.

"I'm not." Sun Yan answered and turned his back on him to hide his arousal.

But, to Fei Luo, this action of him shows that he is angry. "You are angry." He said again.

"I said I'm not." Sun Yan spoke.

"You are!" Fei Luo frowned, feeling that he was being treated as a liar.

Sun Yan clearly is angry at him because of what happened today. See, he even is not facing him. So, he is definitely angry! Why is he denying it?!

"I won't go back!" Fei Luo said, feeling anger is bubbling inside his chest. "I will stay here! You are clearly mad at me!" he said. Even if he deeply cares about Fei Huo, but tonight, he felt that he should stay here. He has to make Sun Yan's anger subside!

Sun Yan gasped when he heard that Fei Luo will be staying. Are you trying to torture me?! He thought and clenched his fists when he felt his thing is about to rip his pants.

"What? Do you want to hit me? Then hit me!" Fei Luo said when he heard Sun Yan gasp. He thought that the other is about to admit that he is really mad.

"Go back." Sun Yan used all of his strength to say these two words. He can barely hold his desire. He might just suddenly pounce on Fei Luo.

"No!" Fei Luo stubbornly refused. "Tell me. What was that other method that you said that you should have used on me?" he asked.

Sweat trickled down the side of Sun Yan's face as he suppressed his desire. Damn you, Fei Luo! Stop talking to me! Or, I might do something irreversible! He thought.

Seeing that Sun Yan isn't talking, Fei Luo confirmed that the other is really angry. "Hey." He called in a low voice. "I really am sorry of what had happened. I – " he took a deep breath and bit his lower lip. "I am sorry." He said and lowered his head. "If there is… there is anything that I can do for you, tell me." He told him.

A vein popped in Sun Yan's forehead. He slowly turned to Fei Luo. All the lights were now put off so there is only the moonlight illuminating them. "You want to know what method that is?" he asked in a low and dangerous voice.

Fei Luo was taken aback by the change of subject. He thought that Sun Yan would answer him. "Yes." he answered. He was thinking maybe that method would have worked on him earlier.

In the darkness, Sun Yan smiled. "Come closer. I will tell you." He said.

Fei Luo obediently scooted closer to Sun Yan. He knows that the other is injured and so can't move easily. "What is it…" he was about to ask when he felt something wet and scorching pressed onto his lips. Before he could react, a hand grabbed his nape and pulled him down.

Fei Luo's eyes went wide in shock. This is…! He thought as his wide eyes tried to look at Sun Yan's face in the darkness. At first, he thought that Sun Yan played a prank on him. He didn't expect that Sun Yan would kiss him!

"Um!" he moaned when he felt his lips were parted by Sun Yan's tongue and Sun Yan's tongue licked the inside of his mouth. "Um!" he moaned when he felt that Sun Yan played with his tongue while Sun Yan's teeth grazed his lips. Fei Luo felt that Sun Yan would suck his breath out of him!

"Fei Luo…" Sun Yan called in a hoarse voice as they panted after their kiss.

"Is… this…" Fei Luo gasped for breath. "What you want me to repay you?" he asked.

Sun Yan's pupils shrank and his whoel body froze. He felt he was poured with cold water. After a while, he laughed a bitter laugh. "Is this what you think it is?" he asked.

"Is it not?" Fei Luo looked at him in confusion.

Sun Yan stared at him, thinking that Fei Luo is being sarcastic. But, he felt his heart skipped a beat when he saw his pure and innocent gaze. So that's how it is… he thought as a smile formed on his lips. He raised his hand and caressed Fei Luo's cheek. Fei Luo is still leaning down on his chest. Their breaths mingled.

"Did you like it?" Sun Yan asked.

Fei Luo was taken aback again. Although he doesn't know why Sun Yan asked this, he nodded. It really felt good… he thought and stared at Sun Yan's face. Sun Yan is extremely handsome, with deep and dark eyes that can hook one's soul, tall nose and red lips…

Fei Luo suddenly felt his heart thumped wildly against his chest. He licked his lips. "Yes." he answered.

Sun Yan's breathing hitched. "Fei Luo." He called.

"En?" Fei Luo answered, letting Sun Yan touch him. Sun Yan's touch is very comfortable. That's why he let him close to him. Sun Yan is the only person he lets close to him aside from his brother, Fei Huo.

"Fei Luo…" Sun Yan called as he wrapped his arms around Fei Luo. Then, he closed his eyes. "I like you.." He told him.