Two and a half years ago, his mother had a kidney transplant. She got rid of the pain and regained her health. Then her family moved to the United States. He has also reestablished his own career kingdom in the United States, and the territory of his career is constantly expanding every day. However, he does not have much happiness. He is still restless and absent-minded day by day, and even has symptoms of insomnia.
The reason for insomnia is very simple. At first, I didn't want to sleep. I was afraid that I would see the woman who was very upset. Now even if he wants to go to sleep and dream, he will never dream again. That person is just like evaporation from the world, so that people can't find any information about her. When he began to use all means to find her, he found that he didn't know her at all. He only knew her name was mo Hui, and her home was in that small village.
When she was interviewed by someone, she learned that she had been back there after the operation, but when she had time to work, her mind jumped back to the backward village, remembering that afternoon, the pond, and the little fat girl's smile brightened up
Memories, now he has only a few memories of her.
Seventeen years, because of his deliberate neglect, I can't remember much about Mo Hui. Even if I carefully pick up the memories, I still can't remember a few paragraphs.
And yesterday's familiarity was so strong that he almost thought he would never come back here. Then he let Lao Wang catch up with him, but he didn't find anything. He saw the broken car standing alone on the side of the road, without any shadow. He knew that the people in the car might be nearby, but there were two forces in his heart, one was clamoring to find out, the other was instinctive negation.
He wanted to see Mo Hui, but he didn't want to, and he didn't dare to. I'm afraid to see hatred in those simple eyes. They've been looking at him for more than ten years. They've always loved him. He can't accept hatred in them. Mo Hui with hatred can't imagine. What's more, they're also afraid that she's living a new life without him and giving all her former kindness to another man.
In his heart, he was eager to deny such a hypothesis. He felt that he was abnormal and cruel. He couldn't give back love and happiness, but he didn't want to get it from other men. Love or hate, should be given by him, such idea is crazy, he knows. But only for one person, only for him.
He can smile to others, gentle and elegant, only to fat and stupid Mo Hui, he was terrible and cruel.
Zhang lingshuo's eyes are deep. He crosses his hands behind his head and leans down on the huge stones. He silently looks at the gradually darkening clouds in the sky. The bright red sunset slowly sinks down, leaving a gorgeous sky. It's like the impressionistic School of painting. It's the most natural and beautiful scenery.
Suddenly, the mobile phone ring in his pocket rang clearly in the quiet space.
Zhang lingshuo didn't want to move and let the bell ring.
However, the person on the other end of the phone seems to be very patient. He is playing again and again, which makes Zhang lingshuo very impatient. This is his private number. Not many people know it. It's basically relatives or friends who can lose their temper at will.
"Hello." His voice was very displeased and he answered coldly to the person on the other end of the phone.
"Lingshuo, when will you go back to America? Wu Yang comes to see you at home every day, so you can't be seen. " The voice of that chapter is also a little bit helpless.
"The work is not finished. I have to stay here for a while." The voice still didn't rise and fall.
"Well, that's true. Can you come back as soon as possible? "
"I think you should know how I work." His voice became colder, and he thought clearly that he should be a son, but he still spoke ill to his mother. In the past, Zhang's group will complete the preliminary work of any new project in person, so that the follow-up work will not cause unnecessary waste of time due to negligence in the early stage. This is a rule of his conduct.
"Of course Ma knows your habits. But Wu Yang has already spread out your wedding date. It's spreading all over the world, waiting for you in Meier group and Zhang group every day. You're a good runner. It's unfair to Wu Yang. "
Zhang lingshuo pursed his lips into a straight line, and his chest seemed to be blocked by one breath. He was almost out of breath. His voice was indifferent. "Mom, you are distressed by the trouble Wu Yang caused himself. What about Mo Hui? Don't go back and cut your kidney for you. Why didn't I see your heartache? "
“…… I'm sorry for that. " The person on the other end of the phone stopped for a long time before squeezing out this sentence.
“…… Sorry, it's too late I'll hang up first. " Zhang lingshuo was silent for a long time. After spitting out this sentence, he received the line without getting the other party's answer.
Mo Hui has become a topic that he and his mother can't talk about.
Wu Yang, the woman who should have been his wife. He knew that she was worthy of a beautiful and happy marriage, but his heart was no longer here. He didn't know what was wrong with his life? He thinks that if Mo Hui is still with him, she must want to get a marriage with him. He can't give Mo Hui, but he doesn't want to give it to other women, even though Wu Yang really meets all the requirements of being his wife. But he just didn't want to give up his marriage because of this.Half a year after they went to America, they got engaged first. He helped her to wear the engagement ring. She was smiling brightly and delicately. His mind suddenly came up with Mo Hui's round and chubby face, always with a silly smile.
He thought, if he put on the ring for her, would she laugh so much that the sun would lose its color?
She changed his mother's kidney, and his family never mentioned her from the beginning to the end, but naturally accepted such help and continued to live a beautiful life.
He suddenly felt sorry for her. In this way, his marriage was delayed again and again, and he even began to postpone it until now on the ground of consolidating his career.
This year, Wu Yang began to threaten him with the excuse of withdrawing his marriage.
He is willing to retire, but he doesn't want to live up to her two years of youth. He hasn't found a way to make up for it, so it's not decided yet. The two of them have been deadlocked.
In his heart, he knows that many things are irreparable and irreparable, such as emotional things, but Wu Yang is a smart and typical urban woman. She knows the rules of the world, so she can compensate as long as he finds the right way.
But Mo Hui She seems to put all her energy and enthusiasm into him. He is the only one in her world.
He brought her harm is no material can make up for, now he still can't find a way to make up for her, just want to find her, think as long as you find her, all problems will be solved.
Zhang lingshuo ponders. His thoughts are disturbed by a familiar hot female voice. He looks back at the sound source.
Zhang lingshuo raised his eyes to see Koizumi pool not far from the big stone block where he was. He saw a thin woman with her head down, hands shaking to pick up the vegetables floating on the water. Her soft shoulder length hair draped down covered her appearance. It was not true, but it made his heart beat hard.
Is he hungry now? Even before I could see the woman's face clearly, I was so confused.
He laughingly thought, eyes continue to stay in Koizumi pool next to the two people.
"Boss, why are you so careless! Look at all the dishes. Fortunately, the water is not deep, otherwise it's a waste. " It turned out to be the funny girl, Zhang lingshuo thought happily.
Zhang Qing bent down, rolled up her trouser legs and went into the water to salvage the vegetable leaves on the clear water. The woman in white dress beside her also rushed to salvage them. The thin woman picked up a few in a panic. When she found that he was looking at them, she was shocked. She simply stopped, stood up and left without looking back.
"Hello, boss! Which one are you singing? Didn't you say don't waste food at will? Now the food floating on the water is still edible, isn't it? Do you want to waste so much, boss? Boss The hot voice continued to howl plaintively, then bent down and hurriedly picked up most of the dishes, put them into the small bamboo basket, and quickly followed his boss.
Koizumi pool to restore peace, Zhang lingshuo also continued to lie on the stone.
He saw clearly that it was a strange woman's face, thin, with big eyes, almost black and white, and a morbid pallor on her face.
He is sure that he has never met this woman, but why she gives him a great sense of familiarity.
Who is she?
He closed his eyes and searched his mind quickly, but he couldn't get the answer.
The setting sun fell on the other side of the mountain, and the afterglow of the sky faded away. Instead, it was dark, which could not be changed. Suddenly, a deep loneliness surged into his heart.
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Mo Hui walked quickly along the path with weeds on both sides, trembling and full of panic. She almost stood up and left.
That voice How did that sound get here?