Chapter 15

Is she hallucinating? It's just dusk. The afterglow of the setting sun is still on the side of the mountain. She is also washing vegetables beside the spring. How can she hear the sound that only appears in a dream? During the day, she forced herself to spare no effort to think about that person. At night, he appeared in her dream like nobody, disturbing her never calm heart.

Now that he appears in her real life, what should she do? What should I do?

Just a glance, she only looked at him, she knew it was him, cold voice, long body, fine hair She only looked at him, and remembered all he had, and let the deep pain collide in her body again.

However, the eyes, that pair of pure black, beautiful eyes, she can never be mistaken.

That's the eye she once threatened to follow all her life.

She evaded for so long, deliberately forgotten for so long, just a short look, all the inner defense lines collapsed. The fact told her mercilessly that all her efforts were in vain, and all her coldness, indifference and calmness were only her own fantasy, without any real significance.

Don't walk back in a storm. She was so flustered that she couldn't see the road ahead clearly. Her brain was dazed. Thin mist appeared on her black and white eyes, which blurred her vision. Her disordered steps didn't have any rules.

All of a sudden, he kicked his foot on the stone in the road and fell uncontrollably forward onto the path. Kneel down on the sharp stones in the road, blood pouring, and white skirt.

The pain spread slowly from her knees and arms. She knew it, but she didn't even look at it. She quickly got up and went straight home.

"Boss, boss, what's the matter with you? Does it hurt? " When Zhang Qing saw his boss fall on the road in a mess, it seemed that he fell a lot.

She ran up to check her injury. Her hands didn't touch Mo Hui's clothes and feet. Mo Hui got up again and walked away quickly, as if she hadn't hurt anything. It's like you can't hear her.

Back in the shop, Xiao Ruochen, who was packing, looked at Mo Hui in surprise and asked, "what's the matter with you? How did you make it like this? "

"I'm fine." Mo Hui replied that she didn't stop at the bottom. She went straight to the back room and closed the door. She sat down on the ground and trembled.

"Mo Hui, will you come with me?" Xiao Ruochen asked outside the door with a sigh. He could almost feel her shaking through the thick door.

Did she still see the person in her heart?

"I'm sorry." The people in the door came back in seclusion.

"We don't need to be sorry. As long as you need me, I will stay with you. Do you need me now? " Xiao Ruochen finished, quietly holding his breath waiting for an answer.

“…… Thank you, third brother Mo Hui was silent for a long time, but still gave the answer.

"Well, I'm going! I'll keep it for half a year. " Xiao Ruochen took a look at the closed door, picked up the box and walked slowly to the front floor. Zhang Qinggang ran back from the outside.

"Is the boss back?"

"Well."

"She hurt her leg." Zhang Qing wiped his sweat.

"I know, take good care of her, don't let her be wronged, I'll go!"

"You just left?" Zhang Qing is quite surprised. Isn't Xiao Ruochen very concerned about the boss? How can I leave when my boss is in a bad mood?.

"She still has a knot in her heart, which no one can open. I am here, just let her more repress their emotions, simply let her free for another half a year. Six months later, I'll come back and take her

Xiao Ruochen finished, but before Zhang Qing could react, he disappeared on the path.

In the room of the back floor, Mo Hui's sadness is still going on. A pair of black and white eyes are full of tears, which are slowly dripping down his thin cheek. These tears are not only for fear, but also for their own incompetence.

She thought that after two years of precipitation, she would not panic any more. She would treat everything as if nothing had happened. However, in a short time, she found that her heart wall, which she had not easily built, collapsed into a pile of useless ruins.

The heart, which had been out of order, told her clearly that she was useless and still vulnerable to his influence.

In the past, she had a healthy body and a positive and fearless attitude to life.

And now? Now, she has a broken body and a haggard heart.

How can we fight against his coldness, his disdain, his indifference, his irony ..

her heart is cold, and even her body is cold, so cold that she hugs herself and buries herself in the depth of the quilt in the midsummer night, in order to get a slight warmth.

Tears fell into the eyes, infiltrated into the smooth silk quilt under the face, and several rolling tears disappeared.

However, tears can disappear, her sadness is still intact buried in the bottom of my heart, like a huge beast lurking in the bottom of my heart, attacking her disorderly at any time and anywhere, there is no law to find.And she, can only let it attack, not half of the self-protection ability.

She is so tired.

Small thin white teeth bite brocade quilt, don't let sob voice overflow lips.

She knows that it's useless to call, because no one will be distressed after calling, and no one will be distressed after calling!

Why bother?!

She knew that maybe Xiao Ruochen would love her, but in the name of love, she couldn't give back that kind of love. So she refused his comfort. If later, she really can forget Zhang lingshuo, and Xiao Ruochen has not forgotten her, she thinks she is willing to go with him. Throughout his life, she can not give him love, will accompany him, can accompany him to the old, can also accompany him to meet his true marriage, and then smile blessing him.

But her wound, her pain, her scar, is that she cares about the man, a knife cut. Goodbye to him, she thought that the past was dusty grievances, the past all sorts of turn out, how can not pain, how not afraid?

"Boss Are you better? " Always hot voice this time mixed with some uneasy and uneasy, and a strong concern.

Zhang Qing stood in the small garden between the two floors and didn't dare to take another step forward. Although the boss is easy-going, she will never let her step on the small building behind the garden, so she can only ask anxiously below. She didn't see her boss run out of control like this, as if the sky had fallen. What did she see just now? There are only two of them beside the empty spring pool.

Why did she suddenly panic and hurt her leg?

Zhang Qing thought anxiously.

There was silence in the room.

After a long time, Zhang Qing thought that the boss would not answer her question, and then he let out a sentence from the dark room: "I'm fine."

The voice is still flat and light, but there is a little more panic, like the wind blowing through the rough paper, sending out the endless lonely whirling.

"That's good, that's good!" She showed a happy smile, nodded busily, and continued: "the meal is cooked, come out to eat."

"No, I'm not hungry yet!" As soon as the voice fell, there was no sound in the room.

Zhang Qing scratched his head and walked quietly to the shop, eating two dishes and one soup on the table alone.

On a cool summer night, with a light wind blowing by, Zhang Qing's eating hand slowed down and looked up at the night sky. Tears suddenly burst into her eyes and rolled into the soup bowl she was drinking.

She raised her hand childishly and wiped it left and right, without any effect. The more tears she shed, the more she gave up and let them run.

The night is so deep, how many unspeakable thoughts are hidden!

…… Zhang lingshuo, will you wait for me to wake up ..

…… Well

…… It's nice to have you

…… This is my man. His name is Zhang lingshuo. Isn't he very handsome

The dream is still a chaotic scene, every picture has him, in the picture she constantly pesters him, he always hides impatiently, stingy with his smile.

She knew it was a dream, a long, long dream. Because only in a dream can she go back to the time when she was fearless for love.

Mo Hui sleeps uneasily wrapped in a thick quilt. Her small forehead is covered with fine sweat stains. A pair of small white hands are on the quilt and tightly twist the quilt.

"Zhang lingshuo! Zhang lingshuo Don't cry back, your eyes are still closed. Hoarse voice, quietly spread in the dark room, and then slowly disappear.

The sadness is distributed on itself, dyed with bamboo mat, and painted in the hair of the sweet lovers.

In the dream, her heart is still restless.

**

it's still late at night!

The heavy rain knocks on the window, and the bamboo forest nearby is shrouded in smoke. The slanting rain blows on the bamboo leaves, which makes people feel desolate and cold from the bottom of their heart. It makes people want to be wrapped in a thick quilt in the midsummer night.

It's still hot in the daytime, and it's very hot when it rains heavily.

I'm afraid this local climate is a major feature here.

In the small hotel, on the new wooden bed, the man frowned tightly, and his blanket was twisted into a tangled shape, like a lock that could not be untied.

The lock intruded into the dream and pestered him.

…… Zhang lingshuo, Zhang lingshuo

In the dream, the lifeless fat face in the operating room overlaps with the pale woman's face who has only seen one side today, and looks at him fearfully, like the most fearful dream in the world.

Zhang lingshuo was sitting up by Li Ran, holding his stomach and gasping for breath. A thin layer of sweat was secreted from his forehead.

After a long time, he looked around and found that this was not the operating room in his dream, but the small hotel he just stayed in today. This recognition made his crazy eyes gradually settle down.

After breathing for a long time, he sat up, put his right hand on his forehead, stroked the scattered hair, and put his left hand on his aching stomach.

He didn't know when he had a very serious stomach disease. He didn't care when it didn't hurt. He knew how terrible it would be when it hurt. Just a little stomachache has let him a big man can't bear to eat, Mo Hui's kidney is how to tear the pain! Zhang lingshuo did not dare to think deeply.Gasping, he bent out of bed in a bit of confusion and rummaged in the luggage compartment for stomach medicine. When the white tablets were poured out of the bottle, it was found that the hot water bottle in the room had been broken when the hotel owner rearranged the room.

He looked up, put the medicine into his mouth and swallowed it into his stomach.