Chapter 41：Please don't go

I find myself looking at Jandi as she walked from one side of my room to the other in distress which made me jot in my mind that something huge is definitely bothering her ..But what could it be?

I know Jandi cares about me but this whole concubine stuff can't possibly be the reason for her sweaty hands. No, it definitely isn't but what is it then ..what isn't she telling me?

Is she hiding something from me?

"Lady Nana." Jandi called now facing me. I pull her down to sit near me and then I told her to tell me what is it that's eating her up.

"You can tell me anything Jandi ..ok? You're my best friend ..my only friend and I'd like to know what's eating my best buddy up, so please Jandi ..talk to me." I plead and she nods her head, hug me and begin crying as she kept on muttering that she doesn't want to leave me.

"My father wants me to come home." Jandi said after a while of her outburst but ..go home, why? ..no, no, I can't let that happen. If jandi go home _I will just die of depression. Why do her father want her back home.. Who's even her father? This is the first time me and Jandi are talking about something related to her family.

"Jandi you can't go, you know if you go that I'm so doomed. Nobody else knows me like you do and I'm going to talk to the Emperor so that he will tell your father to let you stay here." I said then started shaking my head no that I won't tell the Emperor when Jandi suddenly begin acting like she's going to have a panic attack as she shakes her head no ..not to tell the Emperor.

I turn her face up back to mine and plead for her to explain everything ..why do her father suddenly wants her back home and why doesn't she want me to tell the Emperor so she can stay?.

She grabbed my hands in hers and whisper to me even though we're in my room and alone ..she whispers "You just can't tell the Emperor, Empress." and I ask her why because damn it! I'm so confused and I don't want her to go.

"Because lady Nana, My father is Ying Yi Ren, the Public Censor of Shilli which is no more so that makes him a nobody which doesn't matter now ..what partially matters is that he's the best friend of a traitor, your father ..Kim Shi Huang."

"When I told my father that Kim Shi Huang is indeed the traitor ..he became so angry, he disagreed with others Lady Nana and I'm sure that if he were to bet his life just to prove your father's innocence, he would have and now him learning that Kim Shi Huang is indeed a traitor, he's mourning in pain and he wants me to come back after I tell you that you should survive because you're a good child but it's time for me to live my own life."