Chapter 178 - Mistake she can't say he was at fault

He took her in his arms and they both sightseened, just then Quin came looking for Alina and she saw Rayn holding Alina in his arms, enjoying their father daughter moment.

Quin suddenly didn't know what's wrong with Rayn. He was caring and gentle now but before he didn't even want to talk with their children. 

After the day she comes back from the hospital, he tries to take care of her and even brings her the things she didn't even ask. It was rare seeing him like that.

Was it because of their new baby? Or he wanted something from her? She already lost the race for heir position, nor she has anything, she already gave everything to him already. Now, she just wants to go away from him and never see him again in this lifetime. 

She walked towards them,"Alina," she called her daughter's name.

Hearing that, Rayn turned around and saw Quin, but she didn't even look at him.

Quin came up, and took Alina in her arms without saying or looking at Rayn. She was turned around to leave when she stopped suddenly. 

"If you are doing this all for something, say it out instead." She coldly said to him.

"Yes…" Rayn muttered softly, only loud and clear enough she could hear. She scoffed in disgust. 

She was right, a person like Rayn will never change no matter what happens. He only thinks or cares for her when he needs something. He was selfish, a heartless demon. 

"If I ask, I want your forgiveness then will you forgive?" Rayn asked looking up at her. 

Quin was surprised by his request, he wanted her forgiveness? After all that he had done to her. She will never, never forgive him. He created a hell for her, which she can't escape even if she wants. 

"Fine. I forgive" Quin said, looking at his eyes finally. 

"Quin" Rayn felt a boulder was left from his heart, he smiled happily and forwarded his arm to hug her, but instead of letting him hug her, she took a step back.

Rayn was surprised by her behavior, he pulled back his shoulder, as his smile disappeared as fast it came.

"Quin.." 

"Go downstairs, I will come later." Quin looked at her daughter, put her on the ground and asked her to go downstairs stroking her hairs gently, and smiling a bit. 

Alina nodded and left. 

After she left, Quin got up and looked at him. 

"I will forgive but I have a condition." She stated, walking passed him and leaning at the railings. 

"What condition?" Rayn interrogated, looking at her back.

"Never appear in my life and my kids life again. Take us as deceased." Quin said coldly.

Her words were like daggers piercing his hearts into thousand parts. It was shattered, his last hope. He knows that she will never forgive him but hearing her words he can't stop feeling painful. 

Was there difference between her forgiving her and not forgiving him? No matter whether she forgives him or not, both are going to do the same for him, give him pain and misery. Dead ones, how can he take them as dead when he knew they were alive. Can his mistakes never get forgiveness? Yes, it was not mistakes, they were sins.

He still can't let go, he will try every way to stop her. 

He dashed to her, hugged her from the back. Quin was taken back by his sudden hug. 

She struggled a bit, to break apart from his hug,"What are you doing? Let me go." Quin yelled at him.

"I am sorry." He put his face in her shoulder. He can't let her go,he will die if she leaves him. In the past he was an imm.a.t.u.r.e and ignoring bastard but he wants to change for her. He needs one chance.

Quin was finally able to break apart,she pushed him away. By her sudden push, he looked up at her but that was for only a second before a slap landed on his face.

"Asshole." She stated in disgust. She hated him, the only thing that comes to her mind is disgust, hatred and all the memories and pains from the past he gave to her. 

What was she, a plaything? When he wants he comes when he doesn't, he dumps her like garbage. She doesn't want his love anymore, but he wants her forgiveness, forgiveness is for mistakes not for those sins he committed on her.

He insulted her, he felt disgusted with her, he even forced her to sleep with him even till then it was fine, but he even forced her to sleep with others. If it was love she didn't want that love.

"Forgiveness?" Quin scoffed, she crossed her arm and glared at him,"When did the Almighty Rayn want a plaything forgiveness?" She said scornfully.

Rayn didn't say anything, he didn't even look at her, he kneel down on his knees, looking below.

"If you want to hit me more, you can." He said.

"Hit? Sure." Quin slapped him in her cheeks but didn't move an inch. Quin was not letting go of this chance, he did so many bad things for her, how can she let him go?

She continuously hitted him, yelling at him. In her mind every scene of him abusing her flashed. She hated him, more than anything. 

"I hate you, and it's for lifetime." She yelled at him as she continued hitting him. But somewhere tears rolled down her cheeks. 

She sat down on the sobbing remembering how much he had tortured her. How much? Once a loving girl became heartless only because of him.

One mistake which she can't say it's his fault is that she fell for a monster, she lived with a monster. A monster who destroyed everything in her.