Chapter 525

Don't let her go

probably because she was too tired after her illness, he Xinying had a long dream.

In her dream, she seems to be still lying on this bed, but outside the window is not the scenery in the yard, but the dark clouds all over the sky.

It was a gloomy day, as if the sun would never appear again. The rain crackled on the windows, and the wind was strong.

He Xinying immediately sat up from the bed and looked out in a panic.

She was in the cabin of a ship.

The ship is rickety. He Xinying struggles to get out of the cabin, only to find that the ship has no one at the helm.

She couldn't leave. She had to curl up and listen to the sound of the waves outside.

She was afraid, but she didn't even know where the ship was going or when the storm would stop

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and he Xinying felt her body shaking violently.

"No -" she sat up.

People around turned over, still did not open their eyes.

He Xinying found out that Shen Junquan didn't know when he was sleeping by his side.

Almost subconsciously, he lifted the quilt. After she found that her pajamas were completely on her body, he Xinying began to laugh at her nervousness.

She should understand that since Shen Junquan took care of her as usual after her illness, it would be impossible for her to do that again.

Knowing that it was one of the causes, Shen Junquan certainly would not do that.

He just hung up Ji Longman's phone and looked at he Xinying's sleeping face. He was a little dazed. His seemingly trouble free face overlapped with he Xinying, a young girl who was full of vitality many years ago, which made him feel like a stranger.

If possible, he is willing to use the next life to accompany her a little bit out of those haze.

Looking at her quietly for a long time, Shen Junquan was tired, so he lay down beside her and went to sleep.

But even if he didn't do anything excessive, he Xinying was not very happy when she looked at him.

Just that dream let her heart have sorrow, that is probably the portrayal of her mood now.

At a loss, I don't know what I will do in the future.

And those who comfort her patiently time and again Now she was lying beside her without any scruples.

She knows in her heart that Shen Junquan is really good to herself now.

But what if it's just pity?

She didn't know what to do with herself.

She wasn't always in a trance, at least she was awake.

Time and again the disease, again and again to drag others, she did not know when such a life would end.

Dr. Zhao's words are ambiguous, and it seems that he has negotiated with Shen Junquan not to let her take medicine.

He Xinying often doubts whether her illness has become more and more serious, and there is no medicine to cure it? In that case, even if he was just pitying, she didn't seem to drag anyone down.

Not to mention, if he really has more and more hot feelings for himself? It seems that he should not be trapped, because he may not have a future to look forward to.

She has this mental illness He Xinying knows in her heart that the possibility of cure is too slim, and she doesn't want to be his burden.

As for Xiaochen, the child was also frightened by her attacks.

He and Shen Junquan really get along very well. If he leaves, he should get used to it.

People who are sick are always cranky. Once he Xinying gets into such a corner, she will never get out again.

Why don't they just leave, so they don't have to worry about themselves.

He Xinying some dispirited to think so, unexpectedly really quietly out of bed want to pack.

"Where are you going?" Just opened the cabinet, Shen Junquan stood behind her.

He Xinying was startled and asked in a bad tone: "you've been awake for a long time?"

He's pretending to be sleeping.

"I wanted to call you a long time ago." Shen Junquan said, "look, you've been worried all the time. How come you have nightmares?"

His eyes were full of concern.

He Xinying gave a dull promise, laughing in her heart that she was not promising.

Seeing his eyes, she was reluctant to leave.

"You are too tired." Shen Junquan had a trace of heartache in his eyes.

If only she could think less, she would not blame herself so much.

Sometimes he wanted to care about such a situation, but he didn't know where to start.

I can only hope that she will think it through earlier.

"I'm really tired." He Xinying nodded, bit his lip and said, "brother Junquan, I want to leave here."

Or don't nostalgia it, she is afraid, she is afraid of such feelings more and more intense, finally will insert a knife in her heart.

And Ji Longman, after all, is pregnant with Shen Junquan's childAlthough some of her memory was confused, she did not remember what happened before.

Shen Junquan puzzled to pick eyebrows: "leave?"

He thought she just wanted to change the environment. After a moment of surprise, he nodded: "OK. We'll go where you want to go. "

"I mean..." He Xinying made up her mind, gritted her teeth and said, "I mean I'll leave myself."

"What did Ji Manman tell you?" Shen Junquan pauses for a while and finally clears up the crux of the problem.

He knew that Ji long must have said something to he Xinying to stimulate her, and it wasn't just the photo and consent.

"You're pretending to me." He Xinying's look in her eyes is a little sulky, which almost makes Shen Junquan think that she is going crazy again. "Shen Junquan, Ji Longman is pregnant with your child, don't you count it in your heart? With my aunt's request, she certainly won't allow you to let her have no reputation! If I don't go, can she drive me away again? " When they were husband and wife, Ji Longman dared to stir up the trouble, not to mention that now she is no longer a real wife.

She knew that it was because of this that she was excited before, and in retrospect, there was no need to be so excited.

She can't keep this person. It's better to let go now.

Her illness did not allow her to keep him, and Ji's children could not live without a father.

"I've only had one child with you." Shen Junquan lightly replied, "did Ji Manman show you the receipt?"

"Of course she..." He Xinying was stunned.

Yes, now she suddenly came back to her senses. At that time, Ji Manlong said that he wanted to see the diagnosis list for himself, but what he took out was Her consent to the operation.

"No Shen Junquan said, "so why do you believe it?"

He approached her and held her between his arms, his forehead against hers.

"So you're going so fast just to be jealous of her?"

He said in a low voice, "do you want me and Xiao Chen for Ji long, who lies without blinking an eye? Xinying, this family is complete with you. "