The old woman, who had just appeared at the door, heard Su yunyun's reply, and a puzzled look appeared on her spotted face. She didn't know why Su yunyun would say that, but in a word, she could still use Su yunyun's living expenses, and she didn't have to care about her. Why not.

"I really shouldn't be so angry with yunyun today. I'm so old and stupid, and I still say that kind of ugly words." The old lady's voice revealed her old age. She went to the windowsill and held Su yunyun in her arms.

Su yunyun subconsciously wanted to resist, but still held back.

"I knew it wasn't that easy." Su Hao sits beside Ding Xiaolan, looks up at the sky and shakes his head gently.

Su Dahai and Ding Xiaolan look at Su yunyun's expression is not abnormal, look at each other, temporarily put down the topic.

Ding Xiaolan takes out the new clothes and a bag of snacks for Su yunyun. She gently washes Su yunyun's face and caresses her daughter's thin cheek. It seems that there are small scabby wounds on her face. She has some sour nose.

"Is it good?" Ding Xiaolan takes yunyun to the only mirror in the room.

Although this mirror is small, it can also force Su yunyun's whole body into it.

Looking at Su yunyun still without any words, Ding Xiaolan sighed in her heart.

When Su Dahai and Ding Xiaolan leave with Su Hao, they still can't put it down in their heart, "yunyun, do you really don't want to go back with mom and dad?" Ding Xiaolan sat struggling for the last time.

Su yunyun lowered his head and said nothing.

Watching Su Hao and her parents leave, Su yunyun's mind plays the scene that Su Hao stood in front of her. She always hates the sick younger sister, and even doesn't want to go home with her parents because of this younger sister.

Although there is no change in her feeling now, it seems to be a little different. Su yunyun has never been in contact with Su Hao. She did not expect that her sister, who had never met her before, would drag her sick body to block grandma's violence for herself.

On the Kang lay two figures, one old and the other young. The old one was already snoring, rising and falling, echoing in the open and dilapidated room. The sunlight outside the window came in from the broken window. The dust in the air was flying. Su yunyun raised his hand, his whole arm was bathed in the light, staring at the sunlight through his fingers.

Now the sunlight outside is the strongest, and there is the continuous chirping of cicadas. The whole village seems to have no people's activities, in the hot summer afternoon, we all hide in the house, using sleep to drive out the heat and usually unavoidable sleepiness in summer.

Cicadas are up again. It sounds like there is no activity. However, villages that look lifeless in summer actually have a common secret - children always sneak out while adults are sleeping. They have to play in spite of sweating.

Although Su yunyun is a little more mature than other children because of her own experience, as an eight year old, she can't avoid going out to play.

Su yunyun will lift up the arm down, she quietly listen to grandma's movement, seriously distinguish, it seems that she is really asleep now.

Sit up, Su yunyun crept down the Kang, careful to avoid meeting grandma, when it was found on the bad luck.

His feet fell to the ground gently, and there was some dust on the ground. Su yunyun had to raise his feet high to avoid rubbing the ground to make a sound. Before going to bed, Su yunyun planned to sneak out to play, so he convinced grandma not to close the door because it would be cool to open the door.

Su yunyun carefully crossed the threshold, walked a few steps lightly, the yard was small, and soon she came out of the gate.

In the bright sun, Su yunyun reaches out to cover her face. She runs on a narrow dirt road.

Panting all the way, Su finally stopped by a pond.

There is a circle of willow trees beside the pond, so a large area of shade has been cast down and black shadow has been cast on the earth yellow ground. Because of the shelter of green trees and the water vapor of the pond, it is much cooler here than other places.

Su yunyun sat down on a big stone on the bank. Her hair beside her cheek was wet with sweat and stuck to her face one by one. Su yunyun raised her hand stained with soil and pulled her hair behind her ears.

Her originally dirty cloth shoes, because before desperately running, absorbed more dust, think, now more dirty. Su yunyun simply took off his shoes. Anyway, the ground here was not exposed to the sun. It was cool, and the cloth shoes were full of sweat.

Su yunyun was still breathing. She walked barefoot to the pond

There are dense reeds growing in the pond. There are green orchids, accounting for most of the water. Su yunyun takes up the water and washes his face.

The dirty cheeks are finally washed clean. Su yunyun takes a picture of the water and looks at the clothes Ding Xiaolan brings with her today. She is in a mixed mood.

Since he was more than two years old, Su yunyun was sent to the countryside by his parents. She has almost no memory of her parents taking care of herself. Only when she remembers, her parents will come once a month, and sometimes they can't see them for a month.

Listen to grandma say that parents come back to see themselves today, Su yunyun always get up early, obediently finish the leftovers from grandma, put on the fitting clothes that are rare to pass, quietly at home looking forward to the arrival of his parents.

But gradually, looking at the children around with their parents, only their own, have a bad for themselves, only know how to play cards grandmother.

As for his sister Suzi's feelings, Suyun can't describe them.

Su yunyun left the water and went back to the original stone. She held her cheek in one hand and the reed that had just been broken from the pond in the other hand. She scribbled on the ground at random.

When she was a child, when her parents came to see her, they would bring her sister. Her sister was very cute. She could not put it down and held her in her arms. She would leave her a hand-made toy popular in the village, even if her sister was too young to play. She will also take Su Zi to the fields to catch grasshoppers.

Sometimes, when her parents came to see her, they would bring some delicious food. At that time, Su yunyun would even keep the food until the next time when Su Dahai came, they could give it to Su Zi.

But there are also bad luck, keep keep, Suzi has not come, things are suyunyun to put changed quality.

But later, Su yunyun noticed that Su Zi was always pale, and her parents were also very concerned about her health. They would always tell Su yunyun not to let her run or jump.

Although Su yunyun's face is not good, she is sensitive to the fact that her sister's face is not the same as her own.

Later, there was a period of time when her parents came very few times. Looking at Su yunyun's sullen and worried appearance, her grandmother suddenly said, "your sister is a sick child."

Su yunyun, who is eating porridge grain by grain, looks at the old lady with wide eyes in surprise. She doesn't know why she suddenly mentions this. Moreover, although she guesses that her sister is not in good health, she only knows today that her sister is really ill.

Grandma looked at Su yunyun's reaction, squinting and smiling. She seemed very satisfied with the effect she had made. She took a deep breath and continued to say in a serious tone: "you don't know why your parents don't want you, do you?"

After hearing this, Su yunyun's eyes were filled with tears, and her look was full of grievances. Her long-term worries seemed to be confirmed in this light words.

"My parents didn't want me. They were just busy making money." Although Su yunyun wants to shed tears, his words are still stubborn.

The shriveled and thin old lady continued to deliver the broken windmill like voice and said, "your parents didn't want you? Then why don't your parents raise you? Other children, such as Er Gou and Xiao Sen, are all accompanied by their parents. "

Su yunyun didn't know how to refute this, she just whispered: "my parents didn't want me, you don't talk nonsense."“ My parents don't want me. Don't talk nonsense. "

"You're useless. Your parents just want to cure your sister's illness and take care of your sister, so they don't want you. Why do they take your sister with them instead of you? Because Suzi is not in good health, I'm afraid that she will be delayed in taking care of you. "

Su yunyun's eyes are dull. She can't say anything. The old lady looks at her granddaughter who has been hit. She even laughs twice. She picks up the bowl and continues to snore.

Only young Su yunyun was left, and his heart was full of waves.

Since then, Su yunyun no longer welcomes her parents to see her. Even though she thinks about her parents and hopes to get their love, every time she sees them, she will feel a burst of anger and disappointment.

Su Dahai and Ding Xiaolan watched as their eldest daughter became more and more hostile to them, and the guilt that was in their heart also accumulated more and more.

A frog on the edge of the pond jumped into the water with a plop, and the cicada on the willow tree also sang tirelessly.

Suddenly, several children came from a distance. They suppressed their laughter. They were afraid that they would be found by the adults sleeping at home. They jumped and ran to the edge of the pond.

Su yunyun was awakened from the memory by these children.

"Oh, there's someone by the pond!" Said one of the children, who seemed to be the leader.

The children poured in.

"Xiaosen, it's su yunyun." A topless boy said to the leader.

Xiaosen looks at Su yunyun, with disdain and faint fear in his eyes. Su yunyun looked back at him without fear.

Xiaosen had been laughing at Su yunyun with his group of little followers before, laughing that she had no parents. Since Su yunyun retaliated with the wasps, she didn't dare to make a mistake.

"Let's go. It's going to stink when we stay with such wild children without parents." Xiaosen whispered the order to his class.