Su yunyun watched them go away and breathed slowly. No one knew how nervous she was just now.
She is not a courageous girl. Before they bullied her, she would never fight back. Listening to their ridicule of her parents, she did not know how to retort. She seemed to feel that there was a voice in her body, and the hoarse voice told her, "what Xiaosen said is not wrong. You have parents, but your parents don't want you."
She silently endured their bullying, immersed in the pain of being abandoned by her parents, until one day, in an old book she picked up, she saw the story of a girl using a hornet's nest to revenge her bully. Su yunyun clenched her fist and made a bold attempt.
Of course, this attempt was a success. Later, Komori did not take the initiative to provoke. Every time Su yunyun and Xiaosen meet each other, they will pretend to be tough and try not to expose their inner fear.
Su yunyun is such a weak character. The lack of care from her parents and the abuse from her grandmother made her afraid of the whole world. She could only disguise her clothes as tough, but in fact she did not dare to refute them.
The children's figure completely disappeared. Su yunyun thought of the dangerous confrontation just now, and the scene that Su Hao was standing in front of her today came back to his mind.
Usually, when her parents came to see her, her grandmother would tell her in advance. This time, she didn't say hello in advance. And it's the second time they've been here this month. Su Hao's face this time is much better than that last time. Her small face, which has always been as pale as paper, now has some blood color.
Seeing his sister's improvement, Su yunyun has been trying his best to suppress the questions he wants to ask. He wants to ask if Su Hao's health is good, and does his illness need to be cured? However, when she thought about it, grandma's voice at that time: "because sue is in poor health, I'm afraid that she will delay her treatment." Su Hao put the idea firmly into the small dark room.
But today, when grandma was holding the broom, the broom was about to fall. Su yunyun even closed his eyes and was ready for the next heavy blow and pain, but the expected blow did not come. He only felt that a pair of thin arms pushed him away.
When Su yunyun opens his eyes in doubt, what he sees is Su Hao standing in front of him. It turns out that this little sister with a sick face just now, in a critical situation, pushes herself away without hesitation, and uses her body to bear the heavy blow that originally did not belong to her.
She was shocked to forget the action, just staring at Su Hao in front of her body, looking at her with unbelievable eyes, but in fact, there was the feeling and pity that Su yunyun didn't realize.
When her parents came in and stopped grandma's violence, Su yunyun restrained her shock. She didn't want to show her emotion in front of her parents, but just leaned against the window sill and stroked her bear.
This little bear has been with Su yunyun since she can remember. So Su yunyun always believes that this teddy bear should have been bought when he was still with his parents. No one can know. Su yunyun always thinks that as long as he keeps this bear, it's like a tender time with his parents.
Therefore, even if the teddy bear has been broken, an eye has been dropped, and the cotton on her body is about to leak out, she still regards her as a treasure.
Even when she named the bear yunyun, she had the selfishness of a child. In the dead of night, when she was sleeping with the bear, she would think, would her parents call herself yunyun at that time, and treat me as well as they treat the bear?
Su yunyun holds bear in her arms and listens to her parents' questions. She thinks she didn't hear them.
In fact, Su Hao, who was tightly held by Ding Xiaolan at that time, was also quietly paying attention to Su yunyun. Looking at Su yunyun's sluggish caressing bear's back, Su Hao recalls the moment when Su yunyun was in danger. Su yunyun's shocked eyes mixed with complex feelings, and Su Hao is secretly happy in his heart.
If there is no mistake in conjecture, now Su yunyun's heart has been touched by himself. It seems that the task of warmth and lack of love for children is not very difficult. Su Hao thought that taking advantage of this momentum, Su Hao showed a warm and sweet smile at Su yunyun before leaving.
Now the sweet smile without any impurities appears in Su yunyun's mind again. Because of her parents, what she doesn't like and even dislikes is her little sister. Her figure coincides with the person who was in poor health but actively chasing after her sister when she was a child. What did her sister do wrong?
No, Su yunyun shook his head and threw the stone he had been holding into the pond.
A voice in her heart came out and told her, "if it wasn't for her, your parents wouldn't have left you here. Everything is because of her."
Su yunyun's eyes gradually changed from softness to indifference. Now she knows that Su Hao is not worthy of sympathy. It is clearly as if she caused all this. She is the one who is worthy of sympathy.
Su yunyun looks at the sun in the sky. It seems that she has sent out the strongest light and heat. Now the sun has become much softer. She knows that she has changed back. If she doesn't go back, she will be found by her grandmother and will be beaten.
Su Hao and Su Dahai Ding Xiaolan have been working on the bus for four hours. There are a lot of people on the bus, and the sultry air makes Su Hao a little out of breath. Su Hao make complaints about her body. It is not convenient for the body of the world. Although she has experienced a bad physical experience, it is not a process of enjoyment.
Ding Xiaolan noticed that Su Hao's face was not good. She took out a clean white handkerchief and wiped the sweat from her forehead.
"Er Bao, are you thirsty? Do you want to drink water?" Ding Xiaolan's gentle voice makes Su Hao wake up. She looks up tired and sees Ding Xiaolan's eyes full of love.
Ding Xiaolan took out a bottle of boiled water from the old canvas bag she had been carrying, and Su drank it obediently.
Watching her daughter finish drinking water, Ding Xiaolan picks up the water bottle. Su Hao wants to explore her mouth and asks, "Mom, I have a question for you?"
"Sister, when can I come back to live with us? I think grandma is so fierce when she beat her sister today, and I want to play with her." Su Hao said half before he thought that he was only a six-year-old child, so he added another reason that seemed very childish.
Ding Xiaolan didn't expect that the child would ask this question, and she didn't know how to answer it. His and her husband's original plan was to bring yunyun back after su Hao's operation, but now they are very resistant to yunyun's appearance.
She shook her head a little disappointed, but still replied: "when you are well, we will go to bring my sister back, so you should listen to mom and dad's words, don't run around, take good medicine, and then we have surgery, the soldier will be OK."
Su Hao noticed Ding Xiaolan's hesitation and nodded cleverly. Then he closed his eyes and began to close his eyes again.
Suhao seems to be relaxing, but in fact she is tidying up her thoughts.
According to Ding Xiaolan's plan, they want to take Su Hao's eldest daughter back after her first operation. Now Su Hao is almost able to do the operation, so now Su's family is short of huge operation expenses. Although the husband and wife have been working diligently for so many years, Su Hao's medical expenses are also quite large, It is estimated that they still have to worry about the operation cost.
His task is to bring Su yunyun back in advance. There are two difficulties he faces. One is that Su Hao has not yet had an operation. The other is that Su yunyun's resistance to his family at this stage should be solved one by one. Suhao thought in his heart.
"The goal now is to find a way to solve the problem of operation cost, so that the operation can be done quickly."
So how to get a lot of money in a short time?
Su Hao began to think about it again.
You can't steal or rob her, Su Hao said to himself. What's more, now her body can't be stolen or robbed. Anyone can beat her weak body. If the task can't be completed, maybe she will die.
Su Hao shakes her head in her heart and denies the idea that it is not reliable. She is naturally upright and will not do anything immoral even in order to complete the task.
Irritable frowned, but later Su Hao felt that there was a gaze watching him. Su Hao could guess that it must be Ding Xiaolan's gaze, so she controlled her expression. The mother was very careful, and she was very attentive to the children's affairs. Su Hao didn't want her to feel very painful for herself.
Then, Su Hao hears Ding Xiaolan and Su Dahai talking in a low voice. They raise their ears and distinguish them carefully. It should be to avoid disturbing Su Hao. Their voice is very low. Su Hao can only hear a few words, such as what, why, sad, shouldn't and so on.
Su Hao is not happy to hear that. It seems that they are hurt and feel guilty because of Su yunyun's indifference.
It's a pity that a family that could have a bright future is suffering from a serious illness. This strengthened Su Hao's determination to help the family. Now he is standing on his own emotional position rather than completing the task.
The bumping of the car became more and more serious, and it was hard for suhao to be bumped. Moreover, suhao could not say that she knew how to make money well. Now her thinking is completely confused, her head is dizzy, and all her thoughts are broken and can't be connected.
Sue is so miserable that she has to give up thinking and start to have a real rest. She empties her mind of the messy ideas and soon goes to sleep.
By the time suhao woke up, she was already in a small but clean bed.