"Do you think of something, captain?" Ye Ran has been paying attention to Shen ruochu's look. Seeing her like this, she knows that she must have an idea.
Shen ruochu nodded and said: "this matter really has something to do with Shen Yi. Fan Qiang may be the behind the scenes, and let people keep an eye on her."
Ye ran also deeply thought that ran, hastened to respectfully answer: "yes."
After ye ran left, Shen ruochu stood by the French window for a long time.
The cool wind at night caressed her face, as if sand had blown into her eyes.
Looking at the vast night, her ear seems to ring out that a familiar immature voice.
"Mom, I'm so hungry. What's good to eat tonight?"
"Mama, please play with me for a while. I promise I'll let you do it several times this time."
"Mom, dad is so fierce, Yan'er, don't play with him."
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A drop of crystal tears from Shen ruochu's eyes, along the cheek fell to the ground, soon disappeared.
She took a deep breath and wanted to force the tears back. She couldn't cry, at least not at this time.
Although Yan'er is missing, he will come back and she will find her son. Therefore, she must not show weakness. Crying is the performance of the weak.
Shen ruochu clenched her hands and her bones turned white. She clenched her teeth and tried her best to suppress the whimper that came to her throat.
After a few breaths, Shen ruochu took a big breath again. When she opened her eyes again, her eyes were scarlet, like a general who killed her red eyes after every expedition.
The servant brought the last dish out of the kitchen and was about to ask Shen ruochu to have dinner. After seeing her face, she was so scared that the soup bowl in her hand almost fell to the ground.
When the bowl was set on the table, the servant breathed in secret. The lady's face was so frightening just now. She hadn't seen the lady like this for a long time.
Thinking of the young master's disappearance, the servant was also sad. He looked up and saw that the whole house was so cold.
In the past, when the young master was there, how could the family be so lonely.
The servant sighed and came to Shen ruochu. He stopped beside her and said carefully, "madam, I've had dinner."
Shen ruochu raised her hand to wipe off the wet corner of her eyes. She shook her head and said in a very low voice: "I'm not hungry."
The servant was a little worried. Shen ruochu didn't even want to eat dinner. He went to find the young master all afternoon. He couldn't bear to eat.
Ah, if only the master were here at this time, at least the lady would not be so tired if she didn't have to bear all these things by herself.
Seeing that Shen ruochu's face was gloomy, the servant did not dare to persuade him any more, so he turned back and took the dishes on the table back to the kitchen one by one.
Shen ruochu stood in front of the window for a long time before he was ready to turn back to his room.
Just as she was about to go up the stairs, she suddenly heard a whisper coming from the side servant's room.
"Sister Yunxin, you are very weak now. The doctor has said that you should eat more to make up for your health."
"I have no appetite..."
"You can't eat anything. Even if you don't have an appetite, you can eat more or less. Madam, I'm sorry about the disappearance of the young master. You can't block her any more at this time. "
"It's all my fault that the young master is missing. I'm guilty. It's all my fault. It's my fault!"
The sound of "Dong Dong Dong" hitting the wall came from the room.
"Sister Yunxin, don't be like this. If you have any good or bad, isn't your wife more sad..." A fierce struggle came.
Shen ruochu stepped upstairs and turned to the side servant's room.
When you get to the door, you can hear more clearly.
Shen ruochu has already guessed that Yunxin doesn't eat because of Yan'er's disappearance, so other servants are trying to persuade her, but it doesn't seem to be effective. On the contrary, Yunxin's idea is even more extreme.
Shen ruochu stands at the door for a few seconds. In fact, she doesn't want to go in. After all, Yan'er's disappearance has a lot to do with Yun Xin.
If it wasn't for Yun Xin's carelessness and taking Yan'er out with Shen Yi, the following bad things would not have happened.
But at the thought that Yunxin has been with her for so long, she has never made any big mistakes. What's more, she is really conscientious in taking care of Yan'er, and such loyal servant girls are really rare.
Anyway, it's also a living life. There is a Yan'er missing in her family. She doesn't want any more people in her family to be hurt.
Shen ruochu twisted the door lock and the door was pushed open.
Inside the house, a servant girl is holding Yunxin's upper body to prevent her head from hitting the wall.
It's just obvious that Yunxin has great strength and is determined to die, so her servant girl is so tired that she can't stop her action completely.
The servant girl looked up and saw Shen ruochu. She was surprised and happy, and cried, "madam!"
After a few seconds, she started to hear the words on the wall."Sister Yunxin, your wife is here. Talk to her and she will forgive you..."
Yunxin didn't listen to the servant girl's advice at all. She just wanted to die. For the first few times, she almost ran into the wall. She was so scared that the servant girl cried out desperately: "madam, help! Yunxin wants to die..."
Shen ruochu steps forward and stands by the bed. She stares at Yun Xin coldly.
Yunxin is ashamed of Shen ruochu, and doesn't dare to touch her sight at all. As soon as she uses her upper body force, she pushes away the servant girl's clamp, and the whole person bumps into the front wall again.
However, the expected pain did not come, her head was stopped by a force.
When I opened my eyes, I saw Shen ruochu looking at himself sullenly.
"Ma'am, I..." Yun Xin is ashamed and ashamed. She really has no face to see Shen ruochu again.
If it wasn't for her, the young master wouldn't be missing, and the lady wouldn't be so sad. How could she have the face to live in this world.
"You want to die?" Shen ruochu asked coldly.
Cloud heart low head does not speak, the body does not consciously tremble.
Shen ruochu sees it all in her eyes. She has already forgiven Yunxin for his carelessness, but she doesn't want to tell Yunxin so early. She hopes Yunxin will remember this lesson for life.
"It's very easy to seek death. If you hit your head against the wall, blood will burst out and die. Isn't it fast?" The tone of Shen ruochu's speech was terrifying, which made people shudder.
Yunxin doesn't know if he's scared. He stops struggling and doesn't insist on hitting the wall. He just refuses to lift his head.
"Yunxin, it's easier to die than to live. If you do something wrong, you will die a hundred times. But I'm alive. I live in pain and remorse all day because I lost Yan'er. I'm the most difficult person. Do you understand? " Shen ruochu said sadly.
The deeper the guilt in Yunxin's heart, she sobbed and repeated: "madam, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
"If the apology worked, Yan'er would have come back long ago."