Cloud heart a Leng, don't understand the meaning of Shen ruochu's words, then raised head Zheng Zheng ground saw to come over.
"If you apologize and seek death, can Yan'er come back?" Shen ruochu dropped this sentence and no longer looked at Yun Xin. He turned and walked out of the servant's room.
Cloud heart Leng a half ring, just understand to come over Shen if the meaning in the beginning words, her facial expression immediately white.
"I'm sorry, I'm damned, I'm damned..." Cloud heart white face murmured to himself, the whole person as if lost soul general, dejected to sit on the ground.
Yunxin knows that his wife will never forgive her again in her life.
She is a sinner and a superfluous person in this family, so she should die early.
Seeing that Yunxin's face was not right, the servant girl was worried, so she comforted her and said, "sister Yunxin, madam also advised you not to seek death. It's a fact that the young master is missing. It can't be changed. What's the use of you tormenting yourself like this?"
The servant sees clearly, and she naturally hears that Shen ruochu actually forgives Yun Xin, but she doesn't say it.
But the servant girl's words fall in the cloud heart ear, but become another meaning, she more and more feel oneself shouldn't live in this world, she is a biggest burden.
She must die. Only when she dies can she pay her debts!
"What, Yan'er is missing?" When Si yuanchu heard the news, he stood up.
"That's what I heard from outside, Miss Siyuan. There are people looking for the young master everywhere." Said the servant truthfully.
Si Yuan can't believe her ears. How could Yan'er disappear?
She fixed her eyes on the servant and asked, "is it true?"
"It's true. I also asked a servant of the Li family. He also said that the young master hasn't been home since he went out in the morning..." Half way through, the servant saw that Siyuan had turned and ran towards the gate.
"Miss Siyuan, are you going out? I'll ask the driver to drive out..." The servant had to run out after him.
The car sped all the way to Li's villa. Siyuan sat in the car, looking at the scenery outside the window, but she was so anxious that she thought the car was still driving too slowly.
"Lao Liu, drive faster. Hurry up." Si Yuan constantly urged the way.
The driver had to step on the gas again.
In less than half an hour, the car stopped at Li's villa.
Si Yuan pushed open the door and got off, then ran to ring the doorbell.
In the bedroom on the second floor, Shen ruochu just lay down on the bed for a while.
She had a splitting headache. As long as she closed her eyes, Yan'er's figure was shaking in front of her eyes, and his childish and familiar voice was heard in her ears.
As long as you think of Yan'er and her son who doesn't know where to suffer from the cold, her heart is like being gouged out by a sharp knife.
Shen ruochu tossed and turned countless times, and finally got up from the bed.
As soon as she put on her slippers, she heard an urgent voice at the door.
"Sister in law, are you in there?"
It's Si Yuan's voice!
Shen ruochu replied, "I'm here. Come in."
The door was quickly pushed open, and Siyuan rushed in anxiously.
"Sister in law, are you ok?" Si Yuan looked at Shen ruochu's whole body anxiously, and saw that she was still normal, and her heart finally came down.
On the way here, she had been worried that Shen ruochu would be upset because Yan'er was missing. After all, her sister-in-law had been with her elder brother for so many years, and she had only such a son. She was so sore that her eyes were tight, but she didn't expect such a thing to happen.
"Si Yuan, I didn't watch Yan'er. I lost him..." When Shen ruochu saw Si Yuan, she felt sad as if she had found a breakthrough. She stared at her closest friend and no longer covered up her sadness.
Si Yuan feels a pain in her heart. She has known Shen ruochu for so many years, and seldom sees such a sad and helpless expression on Shen ruochu's face.
Shen ruochu, whom she knew, has always been resolute and resolute, and never lost any man's momentum.
But now Shen ruochu, but let her feel inexplicable heartache, want to hold her in the arms of care and care.
Si Yuan thinks so, also did really.
She put her arms around Shen ruochu and patted her on the back. Her eyes turned red.
She tried to hold back the tears in her eyes and comforted: "sister-in-law, Yan'er will be OK. He will come home. Besides, it's not your fault. Don't take all the responsibility on yourself."
"It's my fault, Si Yuan. It's my fault. Yan'er quarreled with me in the morning and asked me to take him to the camp, but I didn't promise. But who knows that he went out with others in the afternoon and never came back. If I had known..." Shen ruochu didn't say a word, so he felt more pain in his heart. He could no longer help crawling on Si Yuan's shoulder and weeping.
From Yan'er's disappearance to now, Shen ruochu has been forcing herself to be strong. Although she is in great pain, she can't show her face at all. At least she can't show her true emotions in front of outsiders and her subordinates.But at the moment, when she saw Siyuan, it was like seeing her closest relatives. She was no longer repressed and defensive. Once the inner cordon was relaxed, her emotions poured out uncontrollably.
Shen ruochu cried very sad, tears quickly wet Si Yuan shoulder clothes, a cool Qinru skin, let her heart also gave birth to a bit of cold.
Si Yuan's heart is not a taste. Listening to the depressed cry in her ear, the tears in her eyes can no longer help flowing out.
"It's not your fault, sister-in-law!"
For a long time, Si Yuan released her hand. She held Shen ruochu's shoulders and said, "you look at me. Now you are in a dead end. No one wants Yan'er, and no one expects it. If you don't blame yourself, you will be even more reluctant. "
Shen ruochu sucked her nose and raised her hand to dry the tears on her face. She just let out a vent, and the string in her heart seemed to be less tight.
She nodded, looked at Si Yuan and said, "thank you, Si Yuan. Look, I've got your clothes wet. Why don't you go upstairs and change mine..."
"I understand, sister-in-law." Si Yuan holds Shen ruochu's hand, her face is full of feelings, "people have vulnerable times, I think at the beginning, when I can't get through, you have been supporting me all the time, if you didn't encourage and comfort me, now there would be no me. So sister-in-law, you must believe that Yan'er will go home, and he will come back. "
Shen ruochu looks at Si Yuan's serious face and suddenly feels a lot more relaxed.
She has such good relatives and many friends who care about her. She is not alone.
She also firmly believes that Yan'er will come back!
Shen ruochu smiles at Siyuan.
Si Yuan saw Shen ruochu's face softened, and knew that she must have heard what she said. She couldn't help smiling.
They were talking upstairs when a cry of surprise came from downstairs.
"Ah