Lin Lin's expression with Lin Wenwen's words, gradually lost the smile, her face sank down, eyes dim. She lowered her head fiercely, her face was almost buried by the hair falling on the table, and her hair was shining.
The smell of alcohol almost covered up the original scent of sage on her body, mixed, complex but still good smell.
"Hello, are you ok?" Lin Wenwen was a little flustered when she saw Lin Lin's appearance. Her shoulders on the table were slightly undulating.
For a moment, the voice of sobbing faintly came out from Lin Lin's hair, and Lin Wenwen was stunned on the opposite side. This seemingly powerful woman, even in front of a stranger to cry, her sobbing voice can not help heartache.
Before long, Lin Lin quickly put away her emotions. She raised her head and poked away the hair that stuck to her tears. She sucked her nose. Crystal clear tears are still hanging in the corner of the eye, looks very moving.
"You're right, I may be more naive than you, but unfortunately, that man won't come today..." Lin Lin's voice is low, her expression becomes calm, simple words flow from her lips, like the water in the dead pool.
"No matter men or women, they will become childish in the face of love. It's human nature. In fact, there's nothing to hide! " Lin Wen said with a calm face, this moment is like a life mentor, the opposite.
"Is it?" Lin Lin's inquisitive eyes approached Lin Wenwen.
"Well, yes!" Lin Wenwen's face was firm, and he nodded firmly.
Lin Lin's expression seems to be more dim, her voice is low, "Oh, no wonder I am more and more naive, but he is more and more mature..."
After listening to Lin Lin's words, Lin Wenwen seemed to feel that she had said something wrong. She was so embarrassed that she didn't know how to comfort her.
"In fact, the owner of this shop is the man who picked me up at the door of the bar ten years ago and saved my life. From then on, he raised me here, let me learn to make coffee, let me quit smoking and drinking, gave me hope to live... "
Lin Wenwen was a little shocked. She felt paralyzed, like an electric current running through her body. Lin Lin said quietly that even though the contents were different, they were the same as Lin Wen and Lu Jingshen. They were all saved by men on the verge of death.
However, Lin Wenwen has been raised by Lu Jingshen for three years, and they have gradually drawn into each other's distance from the insurmountable gap. And Lin Lin has been waiting for ten years. Looking at her, she hasn't waited for the man. Lin Wenwen thought to himself and sighed.
No wonder there is an unknown attraction between them. It turns out that their magnetic fields are too similar to each other. This is probably the fate of it, the two people together.
"That's very good. He opened this store for you and has been with you for ten years. You must have a deep relationship, right?" Lin Wenwen's words are mostly from the heart and comfort.
Lin Lin grinned bitterly, "he didn't open this shop for me, but raised me with this shop. It's like heaven and hell to me. Sometimes I feel that it's the greatest gift from heaven that I can live quietly like now."
"Ha ha..."
Lin Lin sneered and cast her despairing eyes into the darkness. "But sometimes people are too greedy. Ten years later, when I am more and more stable, I begin to want more. I not only want his money, but also his people and his heart..."
"You... Are not together?" Lin Wenwen hesitated, but he said it.
Lin Lin shook her head. "He has a wife. He loves her very much. No matter how active I was, he never even touched my finger. So sometimes, I feel that this store is like a turtle shell. I can only hide in it, and I can't see the light in the dark. I have no way to love openly, so I can only lock it in the corner... "
Lin Lin said and lit a cigarette again. Her hand trembled and she sucked hard. "In front of him, I'm like transparent. I'm not his mistress and I can't see the light, but he keeps me like this. I really don't know what I am in his heart..."
"It seems that he is a gentleman..." Lin Wen sighed and said.
It's true that a man has not touched a finger in the face of a beauty like Lin Lin for ten years, just because he has a wife. However, the contradiction is that since he does not want her, why does he keep her all the time?
Lin Wenwen can't figure out the answer. She is different from Lin Lin, and Lu Jingshen is different from that man.
"Ah, gentleman..."
Lin Lin wry smile, smile of despair, "you are right, I love his gentleman's degree, I also hate him this. So, people may be contradictory, just like I don't know why he doesn't love me, doesn't touch me, but must keep me... "
The temperature in the air began to cool down suddenly. It was probably Lin Lin's despair that the temperature was too low and froze everything. Lin Wenwen reached out and picked up the whisky beside Lin Lin, poured it into his glass and drank it all. The whisky without ice is warm, which makes people cry. Sure enough, the whisky with ice is standard and should not be changed at will.
Lin Wenwen was choked and coughed twice. She pinched the tip of her nose and felt that the wine was strong. "It's so cool!" She said to herself, the strong wine stimulates but wakes up, not like sparkling wine. It's sweet and easy to confuse people, but a drop of alcohol poured into her heart. It's like a soft knife, which makes people die unconsciously and painlessly“ Do you think I'm very bad? I love him so much even though I have a wife... "Lin said more about herself, but with a question, she pushed it to Lin Wenwen“ In fact, my home was destroyed by a third party. She not only forced my mother to death, but also forced me away, so I hate the third party most in my life. But you're not, you're not a third party, you should say, you're not a third party... "Lin Wenwen changed his words, because if Lin Lin took another step forward, she would really become a third party. In fact, in a relationship, most of the time, it's men who dominate. A man is like the wall of a home. It's his relationship to a large extent. Lin Lin looks very desperate, she seems very painful. Lin Wenwen avoided these sensitive topics and mentioned ten years ago, "you said he saved you and you stayed in this coffee shop. What about your parents? Didn't they look for you? " Lin Lin snuffed out the cigarette butts between her fingers, pushed out the last puff of smoke from the tip of her tongue, and said coldly, "I'm the daughter of Xiao San. My mother was supported by a rich boss when she was young. Later, with me, the man would not let my mother give birth to me, and beat her when she was young."“ But my mother is very stupid, she thought that as long as I was born, that man would be soft hearted, she would become a regular and keep her position. But I can't help it. My mother's stomach didn't hold up and gave birth to a daughter. The rich man didn't show his face in the end, but his mother came to throw some money to my mother, and said that my mother was doomed to be the third child. If she had a son, she might be able to tolerate her staying, but who is the daughter? " Lin Lin's tone was full of anger, her eyes seemed to be with fire, "later my mother took me out of the villa and lived in a very remote place. That's not enough to sustain our expenditure for half a year. The house is very cold and humid, there are cockroaches and mice... "After a glass of wine, Lin Lin's eyes are empty, and her mind seems to be pulled back to the painful time," my mother beat me since she was a child, and I was black and blue, because she hated me, and she thought I ruined her dream, so she always regarded me as an eyesore. Later, when I was ten years old, she met a man who liked my mother because she was a very attractive woman. "“ That man seems to have a lot of money. In my memory, every time he drives a luxury car and stops near our broken house, as soon as he appears, my mother will put me in the closet, or in the broken water tank at the door. She says that if I make a noise, I won't be fed in the evening, so I'm very quiet. Even if there are mice in the water tank, I won't make a noise, I'll endure... "Lin Lin obviously choked up. Lin Wenwen tried to comfort her, but finally stopped at the table“ Then one day, my mother still let me hide in the water tank at the entrance of the alley. I remember that day I spent a long time in it. I fell asleep and woke up again, but no one told me to go out. Later, the naughty little boy in the neighborhood found me, and it's been a day and a night. "“ I climbed out of the tank and wanted to go home because I was hungry and cold. But when I knocked on the door, I found a fierce old woman with curly hair. She was the landlord of the house. She said that my mother had moved out last night. I stood at the door crying, and then she splashed me with dirty water, and I left there. "“ I walked on the street barefoot for a long time, then I was adopted by a kind grandmother, who died five years later. At that time, when I was 15 years old, I began to work everywhere to make money. When I was 17, I began to sell wine in bars. In those years, people don't look like people, ghosts don't look like ghosts... "Lin said lightly, but casually, with the despair of seeing through everything, she drank two glasses of whisky without ice“ Why do you want to commit suicide when you are 20 years old Lin Wenwen asked, a little dry and dumb.