"I don't know. I really grew up in those three years when I worked in bars and nightclubs. There were all kinds of people, too many dazzling things. During the five years with grandma, she taught me how to be a human being, so I didn't make a detour in those three years. "
Lin Lin's eyes softened a little when she mentioned her grandmother. There was warm light in her eyes. It seems that the only person who left a good mark in her life was her grandmother who adopted her at that time and the man who adopted her later.
She paused for a moment before continuing to speak. It seemed difficult. "I always remember the day when I was 20, the owner of the bar tricked me into delivering wine to the guests in the VIP room. He pestered me and asked me to have a drink. In fact, they had already colluded with each other. The overpowering drug was put in the wine in advance. So later, I just
Lin Lin's throat choked, her expression looked slightly distorted, and she couldn't speak any more. Nevertheless, Lin Wenwen clearly knew how terrible what happened behind. It sounds too cruel for a young girl to lose herself in this way.
Lin Lin poured another glass of wine. As before, she raised her neck and poured all the alcohol into her stomach. But this time, she was choked, tears DC, she coughed hard, almost broken lung.
She casually wiped the wine left in the corner of her mouth. Her elegant appearance disappeared completely. Her voice was thick and hoarse. She continued, "when I woke up, it was more than two o'clock in the morning. When I found that something had happened to me, I was very afraid. At that time, there was only one idea in my mind, that is, to die! I feel dirty and disgusting. I have to die! "
"So that day I stood on the side of the road, I found the right time, waiting for a car to pass, I rushed out! In the early morning, there are few cars. I've been standing for a long time and my legs are sore. Finally, a big truck carrying goods secretly at night passed by, and I saw it from a distance. "
"Do you know? At that time, I was still determined to die. I took a step to see the right time and was ready to rush out. But at the last moment, a man held me and he pulled me into his arms. At that time, I felt scared! "
The more Lin Lin said, the more excited she was. She had been drinking and smoking all the time. The whole coffee shop was full of the smell of tobacco and alcohol, which was diffused and became more and more strong.
It's a very frightening and suffocating feeling.
"The man holding you is the owner of this coffee shop, the man you love, isn't he?" Lin Wenwen knew that Lin Lin had already been drunk. She completely took off her mysterious disguise.
"En, yes..." Lin Lin nodded desperately, some light in her eyes flickered faintly, it was the eyes of the desperate people who caught the last straw.
"I was scared later, so when he held me, I fainted. When I woke up again, I was in a hotel. He asked me why I wanted to die. We said a lot that day. He comforted me and advised me. In this way, I stayed in the hotel for more than a month. "
"Then one day, he said he was going to leave, and I thought it was dark. No one knows that feeling. I thought I was abandoned again, but in the end, he asked me if I would like to go with him. I agreed without thinking about it. I was overjoyed. I was so happy! "
"Although the shadow of that incident has always been with me, I still feel as if I have been redeemed. Later, I followed him back to Yuncheng and left the city where I always lived. Only when I came here did I know that he is a rich boss and he has a wife. "
"We have never talked about the feelings between us. It's because I don't feel up to him. At that time, he found a quiet place, right here, and opened this coffee shop. I naturally and shamelessly stayed by his side and quietly enjoyed his care. This was ten years.... "
Lin Lin sighed and reached out to take out a cigarette from the cigarette box, only to find that the whole box of cigarettes had been exhausted by her.
"It turns out that you had such a sad childhood." Lin Wen wry smile, poured a glass of wine.
"Also?" Lin Lin holds the cheek to help to look at Lin Wenwen, some doubts.
But Lin Wenwen raised the cup, relieved with a smile, "yes, there are a lot of unhappy things. Let's drink to our sympathy for each other! "
Lin Lin fixed her eyes on Lin Wenwen, and then she laughed. They poured out a full glass of whisky without ice. Lin Wenwen still kept his nose, choking hard. Lin Lin looks at Lin Wenwen's funny expression and smiles happily.
In this way, two strange women, who had only a few sides, were hiding in the corner of a coffee shop in a prosperous city on a sunny morning, drunk and cherishing each other. This may be called fate, Lin Wenwen and Lin Lin all think so, and they are in a good mood.
"Don't drink any more. If you drink any more, I'm afraid we'll be sent to the hospital for alcoholism." Lin Wenwen grabs the cup in Lin Lin's hand and jokes.
Lin Lin is obviously drunk. She lies on the table and laughs, "that's not better. You can give Jiang Yiping a piece of advice. What about me? Ha ha, that smelly man may be nervous about me, ha ha... "
Lin Lin's tongue a little stiff, she began to babble up, eyes hazy, drunk has made her delirious“ Ah, Jiang Yiping... "Lin Wenwen chuckled and shook her head. Then she said half jokingly," I'm afraid your man hasn't arrived at the hospital yet, and the reporter has packed the hospital. "“ Hahaha... "Reporter, reporter..." Lin Lin repeated Lin Wenwen's words, smirking, her drunkenness became more obvious“ I'll pour you a glass of milk, childish Lin Wenwen poked Lin Lin's forehead, then put away the cup on the table and went to the direction of the bar. As she walked, she asked, pointing to the position of the bar, "is milk here?" Lin Lin staggers to her feet and staggers to the bar. She looks at her with her eyes like silk. "Yes, don't forget to give yourself a glass of milk, little girl!" With that, Lin Lin went to the coffee shop. Lin Wenwen rushed out of the bar and held Lin Lin, "be careful, where are you going? I'll accompany you..." no, I'm not drunk. I'll go to the bathroom. Go away, heat up your milk Then Lin Lin pushed away Lin Wenwen and went to the bathroom. Lin Wenwen rubbed her temples, and her drunkenness seemed to be obvious. However, she didn't drink much, and she was still sober, but her cheeks were flushed and slightly burned. Standing in the bar, Lin Wenwen began to wake up. She couldn't help laughing when she remembered the scene. What a wonderful thing. I walked into a closed coffee shop by mistake in broad daylight. I had a few drinks with half the owner of the shop and talked about my life and childhood. Adults always wrap themselves tightly, probably only when they are drunk will they open their hearts so wantonly. Especially for a woman like Lin Lin, she always looks cold. Unexpectedly, her heart is so soft. In fact, the more such a person is, the more difficult it is to find an outlet to vent. Many words can only be held in his heart and digested by himself. While sighing, Lin Wenwen put the hot milk on the bar and said to himself, "I don't know if the milk can solve the wine. Should I drink some honey water?" Lin Wen is trying to find some honey, but accidentally knocked over a small box in the bar. A postcard fell out of the box. She hurriedly picked up the business card to put it back in place, but accidentally caught a glimpse of the name on the business card and the lip print behind it“ This is not... "Lin Wenwen was a little flustered. When she heard Lin Lin's footsteps coming out of the bathroom, she put the business card into the box and put it back in its original place“ Are you better? " Lin Wenwen pushed the milk to Lin Lin and asked with concern. Lin Lin nodded and looked at Lin Wenwen standing in the bar, but he laughed, "it's like we've changed roles. You're still decent standing in it!" With that, Lin Lin took a sip of the milk and said, "I'm much better. I washed my face with cold water and woke up a lot. I'm sorry to have just said so much nonsense. I'm laughing. Sometimes the effect of alcohol is really terrible. " Lin Wenwen smiles and reaches out her hand. "Lin Lin Lin, nice to meet you." Lin Wenwen's sudden action makes Lin Lin feel a little uncomfortable for a moment. For a moment, she also reaches out her hand and holds it on Lin Wenwen's hand. "Little girls like these rituals, but I'm also glad to meet you, Lin Wenwen."“ Mrs. Lu... "A man's voice interrupted Lin Wen and Lin Lin, and suddenly rang“ Secretary Wu? What are you doing here? " Lin Wenwen was stunned. She looked at Lin Lin with a strange expression“ Mr. Lu is worried about you, so he has sent his bodyguards to follow you. " Secretary Wu nodded, modest and polite. Before Lin Wenwen spoke, Lin Lin pushed Lin Wenwen to the door, "go, don't worry about me, see you next time!" Lin Wenwen was pushed to the door by Lin Lin, and she was still worried, "are you really OK? Stop drinking“ En... "Lin nodded and looked at secretary Wu. She just said hello with a smile, then turned and walked into the bar. Along the way, Lin Wenwen looks at secretary Wu in the rearview mirror and thinks of the business card with lipprint in Lin Lin's bar. It's his name, Wu Yingan.