Chapter 84 - An alpha is always an Alpha

"Oh shit! Sorry--" The Beta winced when the Alpha tripped and landed rather harshly on the ground, but his mind was quite jumbled. He didn't want Zeke to go, he didn't want the Alpha to go out that door to look for any available Omega for his rutting session. 

Zeke wanted to growl warningly at the Beta. His rash actions weren't helping the situation at all, if more, the Alpha inside him felt the need to take up the challenge. 

He shook his head, trying to dissolve the fuzziness from appearing, from letting himself blacken out and let the Alpha beast inside him erupt. He had to get away, locked himself up. Zeke was already dreading the rut he was going to experience this time. 

With no one to help him relieving it, it was going to be a torture.

When the Beta craned his neck to check Zeke's swollen ankle, the Alpha's jade eyes honed in on that slender neck, and nothing else seemed to exist outside of it when he did. 

His six senses heightened as he could clearly smell Jian Yu from here without a problem, could hear the younger man's blood pounding in his ears, and hear his blood moving in his veins. 

Fuck. 

It smelt enticing, delicious, and it made Zeke want to throw any rational thoughts in favor of devouring the Beta whole. He didn't know why Jian Yu's scent was able to affect him this much. A beta was not supposed to smell this good! 

Zeke tried not to lick his lips as his eyes were shadowed by a layer of haze and--

"I-- I will help you…! Let me-- let me do it!" 

"What?" Zeke was startled. "What the hell do you mean by that?" The Alpha frowned at the Beta. 

Those words sent his already flying mind even higher. He had always wondered how Jian Yu would react during their first time? Was he the type to gasp? Or even yell? Jian Yu seemed to be one who would try to hold his voice back, though. 

Would Jian Yu tangle his hands in his hair or would he prefer creating scratch marks on his back instead? Would he enjoy it? 

In the end, the most significant question was; could he tolerate it? Could he take it? Could Jian Yu handle his knot? 

A beta like Jian Yu couldn't self-lubricate himself and it would hurt. 

A lot. 

That part would tear. It would bleed without any proper preparation. 

When Zeke questioned it like that, Jian Yu cringed at himself, his cheeks flushed as he realized how much like a desperate man he was. 

"Yes," Jian Yu whispered after what seemed like an eternity. "I will do it." 

Zeke stared long and hard at the younger man and Jian Yu felt like squirming under his heavy but unfocused gaze until Zeke shook his head at the silverette Beta. 

"Do you even know what you are saying? Fuck that, Are you even aware of what you are asking for?" 

The younger Beta's lips quivered. Yes, of course he knew. He was giving himself up on a silver platter to a starving beast, but it was still better and worth it than having the Alpha seek another. 

He knew his limits as a Beta, he didn't have the ability of an Omega, but he was willing. True, he was scared, he was fuċkɨnġ terrified. But he didn't want to back down. "Yes, I know-- Ah!"

Jian Yu squeaked in surprise at the abrupt but harsh and almost painful grip on his waist and blinked at the dark look on Zeke's face. 

"I don't think you truly get what you are offering. Are you sure you should be so pliant and willing to offer yourself to an Alpha in rut?" Zeke growled and Jian Yu found himself stammering. 

"N--No, I mean, yes--" 

"You really shouldn't do that, you know. Not every Alpha is as thoughtful as me." The sadistic side of the Alpha in Zeke was leaking and he felt like being mean. "Don't ask for what you can't give, Beta."

"Zeke--" Jian Yu gasped as the Alpha shoved him onto the ground before flipping him over so that his front was against the flat dirty floor. 

The younger man tried to say something but what his eyes caught in the glimpse of second had him shiver. The jade eyes were glowing even brighter than before. With his hair ruffled and fangs bȧrėd, the Alpha had this frenzied look on his face. 

At that moment, Jian Yu realized how fuċkėd up the situation had become. He had underestimated how dangerous a spontaneous rut could be. He had heard it happened before, even Omegas went running, indicating how brutal an Alpha could be when losing his mind. 

And here he was, offering himself because he thought it was Zeke. 

The Alpha who exceeded any kinds of expectations an Alpha had. 

In the end, An Alpha was still an Alpha and no one could change their traits; their brutal and aggressive nature. 

"My, my, aren't you a beautiful one?" The Alpha murmured, voice as chilling as the dark abyss. 

Jian Yu knew that was the Alpha inside speaking and not Zeke, not the kind and loving Zeke. The Beta let out a strangled sound as the Alpha gripped a hand at the base of Jian Yu's neck and pushed the latter face-down right on the ground, scraping his cheeks.

Zeke draped himself over the younger man's back, lips brushing against the back of his ears. Jian Yu could feel the curve of Zeke's smirk against his skin before he said with a sickening sweet voice. 

"Be prepared, darling.. I am going to fuċk you until you won't be able to think straight for days and feel an irresistable ache so deep inside that only my ċȯċk can relieve it."