Chapter 85 - Guilty Pleasure

"Zeke-- Sir! What--" Jian Yu wheezed, face smushed into the cement ground as he was pushed even harder. The smell of mud and wet earth invaded his nose making him dry-heaved. 

No matter how much he wanted to recoil from the dirty and wet ground; how many people had already stepped onto this ground with their dirty boots, the words coming from Zeke terrified him more than his obsession for cleanliness. 

The silverette Beta found his entire body frozen, hands scraping the ground as he choked another "What?" 

"Let's see if you are all bark--" The Alpha scoffed as if what he said was a wrong choice of word. "Well, nothing but mȯȧning will be the only thing you do even before I am done with you." 

"W--wait! Stop it!" 

"What's wrong, Beta?" Zeke hissed with a snap of his hɨps, grinding his crotch into Jian Yu's bottom through their pants. "There's no option for backing out, sweetheart." 

Jian Yu gritted his teeth. 'Fuck.' 

The Alpha suddenly leant so close to Jian Yu's neck and took a deep breath, taking a long whiff as if he was addicted to the Beta's scent, like he couldn't get enough of it. 

"Are you sure you are even a beta? How the hell did you smell this delicious?"

"Don't do something you will regret later, Zeke." The younger man warned, trying to keep his voice steady despite what he was feeling inside. 

"And why would I regret it?" The Alpha purred, reaching a hand under the younger man's body to pop open the vest suit Jian Yu was wearing. 

His other hand still maintained a tight grip on the Beta's neck, pining his head down. His right cheek stung and Jian Yu wondered if the skin had been cut but he didn't have enough energy to push his pinned head. 

"I'm not talking to you, Alpha." Jian Yu's finger scraped hard against the ground, gathering mud under his nails. He squeezed his eyes shut and tried to calm down as he gathered his courage to speak calmly. 

That seemed to make the Alpha pause, he stopped for a second before a mad grin stretched across his face, like what Jian Yu just said was absolute bullshit and such a funny matter to him. 

"Regret? Far from it, darling. In fact, I'm going to enjoy this to the fullest," His free hand slid upwards to lift Jian Yu's shirt up and pinch the Beta's nɨppŀė roughly, earning a choked sound from the younger man. 

Jian Yu regained his struggle to push the Alpha off, but Zeke's fingers were still around his neck, digging harshly and cutting his airway off. 

'Fuck, calm down.' 

'Don't agitate him. It will only excite him more.' 

Jian Yu contemplated his escape route. Bringing a leg back and slamming it in-between Zeke's spread legs, he would totally hit him right in the crotch. That sounded like a good idea. 

But trying to reach that point was hard. He knew Zeke was stronger than him, with larger body build and all, that wasn't even included with his aggressive Alpha side yet. 

The Beta was sure as hell that he wouldn't be able to fight off the Alpha right now, heck, he couldn't even push his body up. 

Not that any of that matters, he shouldn't keep on defying the Alpha. The more he struggled, the more excited the Alpha was. 

Besides, wasn't he the one who offered himself in the first place? Wasn't he the one believing that he was willing to let Zeke do whatever he wanted and he was prepared for it? Because of his own selfishness and insecurities that the Alpha would still go and hire an Omega for his rut. 

'You picked your choice.' Jian Yu reminded himself. 'You made your choice.' 

Sucking a breath, Jian Yu let himself go limp in the hands of the Alpha as the other pulled his zipper down and palmed at his undėrwėȧr. The hand on his nape slid down his back to lift his shirt up, tracing a pattern on his spine before returning up to the back of his throat. 

"Beta isn't one to carry a mark, but rest ȧssured, I will bite down hard enough to make sure everyone knows who you belong to." 

Jian Yu let out a shaky exhale when the Alpha purred right beside his ears. He felt the hand move further to pull down his pants. Even though he kept reminding himself that it was his own fault for bringing this issue up to an Alpha in rut and it was his choice for believing he was prepared, he couldn't help the tears prickling his clenched-shut eyes. 

Fuck. He's scared. 

'Be strong. Don't be such a weakling.' Jian Yu told himself, but he couldn't stop the wrenched sob that tore his throat. 

Except, those wrenching sobs seemed to awoken the Zeke buried deep inside his Alpha persona. Those hands paused in their ministrations, fingers hooking onto the belt of Jian Yu's pants. 

Jian Yu stilled and Zeke, who had finally returned to the world of living, saw an expression on the Beta, an expression that was never directed at him. It was something unfamiliar, but never once had that been sent towards him. 

It was fear. 

And all of it was directed towards him. 

"Fuck." 

Jian Yu snapped his eyes open and almost whirled around to look at Zeke. That tone of voice, not an octave lower and full of huskiness, it was Zeke. He was back, but the look on Zeke's face was absolutely heart-wrenching. Even the fangs poking out his bottom lips no longer look feral but instead looking like a lost puppy. 

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, I'm sorry…! I don't know what came over me…!" Zeke choked out. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry…!" 

He had dropped his hands beside either side of Jian Yu's head, he kept on repeating it over and over again as sobs burst through his throat until he was crying heavily.