Chapter 1154

Yes, bitter smile.

From knowing that he was infected with the virus to now, he has been trying to keep smiling.

Smile to Yan Xiaoshu to reassure her, smile to Mingkun and Gaoshan to reassure them, and smile to doctors to let them not worry.

However, only his own heart knows how bitter he really feels.

At the beginning of his return to Huadu from the capital, he was in a bad mood. He thought more than once how good it would be if Yan Yaru and the innocent child were not the people who died, but him.

In that way, he would not have a debt to Yan Yaru, and he would not suffer because Tang was with other people.

However, today, he really faced the death, only to find that he still had so many regrets.

God knows how much he wants to see Don at this time.

He doesn't expect too much, even if he just stands far away and takes a look at her, it's enough.

Before leaving the world, he wants to take a last look at her, just one look, far away, to see if she is happy, whether she is happy, and then he can calmly face the coming death.

But he couldn't and didn't have the time.

It is really unexpected that his life is only a short one month.

What will happen to his body next? He has learned from the doctor that fever, vomiting, body ulceration, from viscera to flesh, slowly turn into a pool of blood mud

Is that his destiny?

"Don't tell my mother yet."

Although he has tried his best to exert pressure, his voice is still shaking unconsciously.

"She's not in good health. I'm afraid of her I can't bear the blow... "

Yan Xiaoshu, on the other side of the phone, was already in tears when he heard Jiao Yang say so.

"Wait till Wait until she is better, and then tell her if at that time... "

"Don't talk nonsense!"

Don't let him finish, Yan Xiaoshu mouth, interrupted him, "you will be fine, you will be OK, isn't there still 10% survival rate? You believe in yourself, you'll be fine! "

He also wants to be the 10 percent.

After a moment of silence, he tried to adjust his mood. When he spoke again, his tone had returned to its normal state. "Have you had dinner?"

He deliberately found a light topic.

Yan Xiaoshu is still crying, with a choking tone of response, "No."

"Then go and eat. It's time for me to exercise. The doctor will collect data later."

Listen to what he said, Yan Xiaoshu quickly raised his hand to wipe his tears, and asked, "well, you have to listen to the doctor's words and exercise well. You can't be careless at all, you know?"

"Well."

Jiao Yang promised, still don't forget to urge her, "go back quickly, it's dark, the road is not safe. I'm going to exercise, too. "

He said such a long sentence, but in fact, only the last one worked.

Yan Xiaoshu nodded, "well, I'll go back. You have a good exercise and a good rest. I'll see you tomorrow."

……

Come out from the hospital, Yan Xiaoshu's mood, still can't calm down for a long time.

Over the phone, Jiao Yang's trembling voice has been lingering in her mind repeatedly.

She knew that Jiaoyang's brother was deliberately making it look like nothing was wrong, so that she could feel at ease. As long as you put yourself in the right place, you can know how bad his mood is.

Now is the time when he needs his relatives most, but his aunt's body

The doctor also said that her body can no longer withstand the blow.

If she told her aunt that she would definitely leave the sanatorium and come to country B, when she saw that brother Jiaoyang was so heavily separated by the windows, she was afraid that there was nothing wrong with brother Jiaoyang, and her aunt would have to live in the ward again because she was frightened.

I can't tell my aunt about brother Jiao Yang for the time being.

Yan Xiaoshu thought in the bottom of his heart.

However, besides his aunt, who would brother Jiaoyang want to see?

This question, she thought all the way, however, until the hotel, only one answer came to mind.

Tang wanwan.

Although she was unwilling to admit it, she knew very clearly that if there was anyone else who could occupy a place in the heart of brother Jiao Yang, then he must be Tang wanwan.

How much he loves this woman is obvious to all.

In order not to disturb her life, he was willing to carry everything on his shoulders.

Although he never mentioned it, she also felt that for a year and a half, although others were not by her side, her heart never left.

Otherwise, he would not shut all the women out, nor would he put all his energy into his work and not give himself even a little rest time.He is to divert attention, let his heart, not so painful.

In fact, the moment she saw Tang wanwan in the trusteeship, she guessed that there should be some misunderstanding between them.

However, out of her selfishness, she did not tell Jiao Yang.

She thought, as long as Jiaoyang brother has always thought that Tang wanwan has another destination, he will gradually selfish, also slowly, open his heart to himself.

She thinks so and does so. If it wasn't for Jiao Yang's brother's infection with Ebola, she will continue to do so until he accepts her.

But now, it's different.

Although she kept telling him not to give up, she knew very clearly in her heart that the survival rate was only 10%, while the death rate was as high as 90%.

Such a terrible virus, and did not find a suitable treatment, if you want to survive, rely on their own self-healing.

There is very little hope.

From the beginning of the road, she asked herself again and again, if she helped to solve the misunderstanding between the two people, and then Jiao Yang brother recovered and discharged, would she regret it.

The answer is very positive.

Yes.

She loves her brother Jiao Yang and believes confidently that her love is no less than that of her sister or even Tang wanwan.

She wants to be with him, and she has planned the future for both of them.

However, if brother Jiao Yang could not survive this time, she would not bear to die with the heartbreak caused by misunderstanding.

So, in this way, she tangled all the way, struggled all the way, also followed the pain all the way.

Finally, when the car was about to arrive at the hotel, I made this difficult decision.

"Master, turn around."

The driver looks like a psychopath.

"Master, please turn around and go to Bruce college."

She repeated it busily.

The driver then turned the steering wheel and headed for Bruce college.