If it's good for you, then I'm willing to give up.
……
The apartment Tang wanwan rented was in the neighborhood not far from the front door of Bruce college.
After learning about Tang wanwan's residence from the students of the volunteer group, Yan Xiaoshu and his assistant went directly to knock on the door.
When he came back from the hospital, Tang always locked himself in his room, didn't eat or go out.
She was in a terrible mood. She didn't get out of bed all day and just lay there in a daze.
When she heard someone knocking at the door, she thought she had heard it wrong at the beginning, until Yan Xiaoshu called her voice outside.
"Late sister, late Tang!"
She yelled, yelling and knocking, "sister wanwan, it's me, Yan Xiaoshu. Come and open the door for me!"
Yan Xiaoshu?
What is she doing here?
Oh, by the way, she went to the hospice, too.
Wait, she went to the trust!
Tang wanwan seemed to suddenly understand something, and the whole person immediately sat up from the bed.
When she got out of bed, her face was full of panic. She could not put on her shoes, so she came straight to the door.
Seeing Tang wanwan open the door, Yan Xiaoshu can't help but breathe a sigh of relief and look at her again
He was still wearing the uniform of the volunteer corps, his hair was in a mess, his face was still wet with tears, his eyes were red and swollen, and he looked like he had cried.
Sigh, step up, want to go inside.
However, don't wait for her to move body, the shoulder is grasped by Tang wanwan forcefully.
She looked at her, eyes staring big, eyes desperate, but also with a trace of wings.
"Jiao Yang, is he OK? Tell me, Jiao Yang is OK
So, she guessed.
"Late elder sister..."
Yan Xiaoshu also wants to tell Tang wanwan what she is looking forward to, but
"Abel is brother Jiao Yang. He is infected..."
In the following sentence, I've been crying.
After that, tears surged down from his eyes.
See Tang wanwan's body a violent shock, great grief from her face.
"Impossible, impossible..."
She released Yan Xiaoshu, shook her head and stepped back.
"Impossible, how possible, this is impossible..."
As he said this, tears began to fall from his eyes.
"I must be, I must be too scared, so I have nightmares, it must be like this..."
Say, will close the door, shut Yan Xiaoshu and assistant outside the door.
See, Yan Xiaoshu busy to stop.
"Sister Wan, it's true, brother Jiao Yang. He's really infected It's true... "
Yan Xiaoshu could not cry.
She knew that every word she said was like a sharp knife, stabbing Tang wanwan's heart, because these words were just as cruel to her.
"Sister wanwan, brother Jiaoyang is infected. He lives in the isolation room of the hospital. If you have time, can you Can I see him... "
She lies on the crack of the door and says to Tang wanwan in her voice. She has already prayed.
"He has never forgotten you, and you are the only one in his heart. Yesterday, I deliberately I said that on purpose Brother Jiao Yang and I have nothing I'm sorry, I'm sorry... "
Her heart, is slowly remorse.
Even, some hate themselves.
If he had not run to the trusteeship station suddenly, brother Jiao Yang would not have gone to find himself, and would not have been infected with this terrible virus
"I'm sorry, it's me I'm sorry... "
She just apologized to Tang wanwan and Jiao Yang.
And inside Tang wanwan, he finally let go of the hand of closing the door.
She seems to have been pulled out of strength, the whole person is paralyzed to the ground.
Repeated repeatedly, "Jiaoyang is Abel, Abel is Jiaoyang? It was he who was infected with the virus It's Jiao Yang... "
……
An hour later, the two women were a little quiet when they were tired of crying.
According to Tang wanwan's mood at the moment, I wish I could go to the hospital to see Jiao Yang, but I was stopped by Yan Xiaoshu.
"Now there is no specific medicine to treat the patients infected with Ebola virus. Whether they can survive or not depends on brother Jiao Yang himself. I've learned that the hospital will strictly arrange for brother Jiaoyang's daily intake of nutrition, exercise and work and rest. It's so late that brother Jiaoyang should have a rest. Let's wait until tomorrow morning to see him again. "
Listening to Yan Xiaoshu's introduction, Tang wanwan was afraid and sad. His tears had been circling in his eyes, falling down from time to time.She listened, remembered and prayed in her heart.
She is not a superstitious person, at this moment, but also eagerly looking forward to, the head of three feet in the sky can have a God, bless Jiaoyang through the difficulties.
This is destined to be a sleepless night, and the two women who were not familiar with each other actually leaned together and chatted for almost a whole night.
That night, Yan Xiaoshu told Tang wanwan almost everything.
From the fake marriage of Jiao Yang and Yan Yaru, to their attempts to test tube baby again and again, to the baby who died with her mother before she was born.
"My elder sister has been weak since she was a child. In recent years, for the sake of Yan's family, she often stays up late, and her work and rest are irregular. Her body has already been hollowed out, and she has contracted the disease again..."
Yan Xiaoshu sighed, "at that time, my sister's physical condition was very bad, and her mental state was almost to the extreme. So brother Jiao Yang came up with the idea of giving her hope to live by getting married and having a child. However, they just went through a ceremony. Apart from that, there was nothing else. They were not married, and they were not registered to get married... "
At this point, Yan Xiaoshu choked.
In those days, my sister's care was in the eyes of the whole family.
How careful she is, how much she loves this man. She is afraid that she will infect him with the virus and that he will go to the same fate with herself. Therefore, for a year and a half, she has not even had any physical contact with him.
She refused to register for marriage, refused to get a license, in fact, all for him.
She knew that she was going to die and that their marriage had just realized her dream. She didn't want to cause him any trouble. She owed her too much.
"When having children, my sister suffered a lot, one failure, two failures At that time, she was very thin, but she still insisted that she wanted to keep a child. Brother Jiao Yang also accompanied her to try again and again. It was really hard to plant the embryo, but who knows... "
Yan Xiaoshu finally couldn't control her tears.