Three months later.
During this period of time, Luoxi didn't look for yemoshang, as if he had completely forgotten this person, but only Luoxi's heart understood how uncomfortable she was in her heart at this moment. It was clear that the person she cared about most was there, but she couldn't get close, so she could only watch it.
Perhaps accurately, that person is no longer the one you love, the one you love is already gone!
Luoxi thought of it and sighed.
And the night ink war?
During this period of time, without the existence of Luoxi, yemoshang has been living a life of remorse, and can not extricate himself. When he thinks of Luoxi, yemoshang's heart is also very painful.
"Cloud flying, how about this period of time?" This is what yemoshang does every day, that is to ask about the current situation of Luoxi.
"Shangshao, Luoxi is not bad recently, and it's OK." Cloud flying looked at the night ink war day by day haggard down appearance, before cloud flying did not understand the night ink war, but now?
Now yunfeiyang has understood.
"The clouds are flying. Do you think I am selfish? I don't care about him any more and don't think about him any more. But every time I can't control myself, I can't help asking you about him. Even if it's just a little something, I still want to ask you. What do you think of his current situation? Whether he has anything to do with it or not, and what his current situation is like, are all the things I want to ask again and again. However, I understand that these things should not be asked by me. I should not ask these things. These things should not be asked by me at all.
But I have no way, I can't control myself, I can't control myself, I don't think about him, I can't control myself, I don't care about his affairs, I have no way to control myself. When I let him leave, I said clearly that I would not care about anything about him, but now it seems that I break my promise, because I can't do these things at all I don't take care of him if I can't do it. I don't take care of anything about him, and I take care of his affairs again and again, even if these things are just trivial things, but I can't control myself in the end, just because there is that person in my heart. "
Ye Mo Shang looks at the night sky outside and mumbles to the night Mo Shang standing behind.
"Shangshao, actually you can go to him. I believe Ruoxi will forgive you. As long as you are willing to explain these things to him, and as long as you are willing to tell him these facts, I believe he will forgive you very much. You have to believe in yourself, but you have been suffering all the time, and believe in yourself. If one day Ruoxi suddenly knows the truth, what kind of pain will he have? Have you ever thought that you are suffering alone now, but these things may turn into two people's pain in the end. I think it's the last thing you want to see. The last thing you want to see is Ruoxi's pain there. In this case, why don't you just explain these things now What about Chu? Why do you have to wait until the last moment to say these things? You can tell these things clearly now? "
Yunfeiyang can't understand why Yemo Shang is so stubborn.
"Yun Feiyang, it's not because I'm stubborn, it's just because I understand something in my heart, do you understand? Those are the things I have to do, because if I don't do it, it will hurt the person I love most. Therefore, no matter how painful the process is, I have to do it.
Because if I don't do this, then my beloved will suffer the greatest harm. If I don't do this now, I don't know if she can bear the future harm by herself at that time, so in this case, let me bear all this now. If you don't tell her the final result, then she just suffered at this time. "
"All right!" Yunfeiyang looked at such a stubborn night ink war, also only silently sighed, as for the rest, yunfeiyang also don't know what else he can say.
"Shang Shao, Luo Xi and his brother Xu Xuyu are very close recently.
She doesn't have to worry about it. She looks like she can give up her job Night Mo Shang has been worried about Luoxi, cloud flying has been looking in the eye, but also the most night Mo Shang sigh, not worth it.
"The clouds are flying. I know what you mean, but a person can't just let go. After I have loved him for so long, how can a young person just give up and give up? That person has been taking action in my heart for too long. It's impossible to say that you can let go. " Ye Mo Shang has already engraved Luo Xi in the deepest part of his heart. How can he let go?
"But But how can you hold on so tightly all the time? Now he has completely forgotten your existence, but he doesn't care about you in his heart. What's the use of your still loving him?
If you really care about him, then you should go after her instead of waiting in place. Do you think you can really wait for everything you want?Absolutely impossible, you can't wait for everything you want most, so the best choice is to forget. Since he has forgotten you, you should also forget him. The best choice for two people is to forget each other.
If only one person has forgotten, and another person has been reluctant to forget, has been holding on to that thing. For two people, the last is the most painful choice, you know? "
Yun Feiyang looks at the appearance of the night Mo Shang. He really doesn't want her to suffer any more. It's also a kind of torture to him. In this case, why can't we simply choose to forget? On the contrary, we have to stay here all the time and refuse to forget each other? Like Wang, the best choice is to really forget, forget or even the best choice for two people. Why do you have to give up until the last moment? Instead of giving up when there is no result, now there is no result, but Yemo Shang is still unwilling to choose to give up, what's the trouble? Hurt others, hurt yourself.
"Yunfeiyang, I know what you just said, but I don't understand it in my heart? But it's one thing to understand and another to do. I can't forget his existence in my heart. How can I do what you say? I can't do it. I can't do it at all. As you said, the only thing I can do now is to look at the present, cherish the present, or always look at the future. I don't know what the final result is, or the final result is a good result, maybe also a bad result, maybe. But no matter what the final result is, I don't regret today's choice. I choose to let go and let him go. It may be a painful choice for me, but it's not a good choice for me It's just temporary pain for him. "
Night ink war again did not regret their choice today, perhaps today's choice may be a mistake!
But it will never be forever wrong. After all, he can only roughly predict the future.
But what really happens can only be proved by time.
, other than him has the final say. She is just a temporary.
Predict what will happen in the future. Just like now, he is confused about his life. He had no idea how long he could live. Can you live to the time you want most. He didn't know and didn't understand.
Maybe I will live to that time point! Maybe I can't live to that time. Because your own time, your own time is not controlled by yourself at all.
Her time and how long she can live depend on God's mood or God's good mood may make it live a few more days. If God's mood is bad one day, he may directly take his life. It's also possible that these things are not determined by them, and they just depend on others. Although this is the feeling that he hates most before, she doesn't like others to dominate her life What he likes is to dominate others' everything, but now it's totally the opposite. No matter whether he wants to or not, he must accept all this and accept the reality that others dominate.
after all, these things are not self has the final say, if it is how good it is to say it yourself.
But now it seems that it is impossible to realize it. All this is just my infatuated dream. It just wants to spend more time with Ruoxin, but now he may be so confused. He doesn't know which time he can live the heaviest. It may be very short, or it may be a little more often, but he can't decide what will happen in the end Yes, so he cherishes his life now. Every minute, every second, cherish yourself. Every minute, every second, you can know all the things about Luoxi. You can ask him and care about all the things about him. As long as these things are enough for her.
No matter whether the final result is what he wants or not, what he gets now may be what he wants. What the final result will be, he doesn't want to manage it, and he doesn't want to manage it. No matter what, it's not what he can get now. All he needs to do now is to wait slowly, waiting for his life to disappear little by little.