Chapter 347

"Sister, I'm sorry." I always feel guilty for my sister. Originally I could protect my sister, but I had to send her to the orphanage. He shouldn't do that. He knew it in his heart.

But it's one thing to understand and another to do.

At that time, he had to.

Originally, his family was also a happy one, but because of the enemy's pursuit of the mountain, his family was ruined. At last, she took her younger sister who was less than one year old to escape from the death party alone. She wandered around, but finally, because of helplessness, she put her own sister into the orphanage and left alone. But at that time, he had no way to do it way. If he insists on keeping his sister by his side, it is also a danger in danger for him, because she can't really confirm herself and protect herself by staying by her side. The safety of his sister, so in the end, he also chose to put his sister in the orphanage. He knew that it was a cruel thing for him.

After all, the feeling of no family member is the most painful, no one can protect her, only one person alone in the orphanage, but he also has no way to do it, in addition to this, he does not know how to do his own emotions, his sister at that time did not have the ability to protect herself, but later she has a little ability to protect When she was protecting her sister, she got a photo by chance, but because she was chased by an enemy, she broke the clue all of a sudden. When she came back to look for it, she didn't find it for a long time.

"Xuxu, I'm sorry." When I think of my sister, I feel remorse in my heart.

At the beginning, my brother didn't abandon you on purpose. If I had a choice, I would never abandon you. I would never let you grow up alone in the orphanage. No matter what, I would take you with me. But at the beginning, I really had no way, and finally I made that choice. But if I could choose, I would never recognize that I will keep you close to me. one o'clock. But I don't have one of the ways. If there is one way, even if there is only one way, I will keep you by my side and protect you for a lifetime. But it's because I have no way. If I have a way, what can I possibly make such a choice and do such a thing? But it is because there is no way, I will cook such things, but it is because I have done such things, I will always live in self blame.

Because of this matter, I have been living in self blame. I can't help but keep myself in the middle of cannibalism and self blame because of this matter. There is no way. But I had to, if I knew. I wouldn't do that either, but I really didn't have any other choice at that time.

If there was only one choice at that time and there was another choice, I would choose to leave as an agent, but there was no way at that time. If I took you away, it would only put you in danger. Do you understand?

When I think of my missing sister, I always blame myself.

If he can, he really wants his sister to stay with him all her life and never leave him. But because he has no choice, there is no choice for him to choose. He can't do it. He has no choice for her to choose freely. If he can, there is only one choice, It can make him feel free. Coax him back to choose, but just because there is no, just because there is no, even if there is only one more choice, he will do it. But there is only one choice between his life safety and staying with him. Of course, he chose his sister's life safety. How can he let her fall into the realm of life insecurity?

"Xuxu, it's my brother after all. I'm sorry. If you reappear, my brother will protect you even if he gives up his life, and let you stay with me for the rest of your life. But where are you, sister? Are you blaming your brother, who didn't take you away in those years, so he didn't want to appear all these years? Even if I have some news about you, it will soon be gone. Why on earth is that? "

Looking up at the sky, my eyes are full of despair.

If she had a choice, she would never let that happen, but at that time, she had no choice!

"Xu Xu..."

Over the years, it has always been my sister who has never thought about it. If I can find my sister, I will be content with her life. He has been living in self reproach in Xinlian because of his sister. If she doesn't have her own sister, she may be very happy all her life. But how can he be willing to have no sister. That sister, you care about the person you love most, she wants to protect the person for a lifetime. If he had a choice, he would never allow his sister to do anything, even if it was just a little bit, he would not allow it to happen. But that thing happened after all? My sister left me after all.It's also because of his sister's reason. I'm afraid that she hated others so much for so many years. When she had power, the first thing he did was to hand over all the enemies one by one and leave them one by one. They calculated what they could deal with, but he dealt with them all, because it was because of them that they could get home Broken death, and his latest, love sister will not see the pain, love yourself most. Mom and dad will die, if not their own life will be happy for a lifetime. But it is because of their own life will be so painful, will be so much more painful.

"But how can there be so many ifs in the world?" He laughed at himself.

When I think of that, I always feel remorse in my heart. Why?

This is the doubt in his heart all the time.

She has been searching for information about her sister for many years. She has been looking for information about her sister. She has never given up, but she always wants to find her sister. However, she has been looking for so many years, and it is not easy for her to find information about him some time ago. However, she has no one to find him. But this time, she gets her information again. What's wrong For once, he would never give up so lightly. Even if there is only a glimmer of hope this time, he will not give up that glimmer of hope. He will stick to it until he finds his sister. No matter how slim the glimmer of hope is, he will stick to it, because it is his favorite sister after all. How can he have the heart to let her get hurt? My favorite sister, the sister I want to love.

How could he not look for it? He not only has to find, but also has to go all his life. No matter what the cost, he has to find. No matter how hard the process is, how difficult it is, no matter how difficult the process is, he has to stick to it until he finds his sister. If he can't find it, he will keep walking until he finds it.

There may be a lot of pain in the process of searching, but even if there is such pain, it is only a process of proving oneself.

I had been to the orphanage and wanted to find my sister's whereabouts from the orphanage, but the orphanage closed down soon after I didn't send my sister to the orphanage, and my sister was broken from there, but even so, she would continue to look for her until she found it. Although he was not sure what happened in the process. But he still has to stick to it.

"Sister, I believe that my brother will find you soon. Soon, soon, not long. After I find you, I will never let you leave me for the rest of my life. I will let you stay with me forever, I will use my best efforts to protect you, to love you, to make up for the time I missed before, all your childhood and happy time, I will make up for all the things I missed in the past, God, please let me find him quickly

I look at the night sky and think of my sister.

I can't help begging my sister.

It can be said that as long as he can find his own sister, no matter what the price is, he is willing to, but the premise is that he can find his own sister, his lost sister for more than ten years, as long as he can find his own sister, what kind of price is it? Aunt married is just a small matter, the important thing is to find their favorite sister. Sister is the most important thing, and the price is just other factors. You are just a small thing. The most important thing is never better than your own sister. The most important thing is always your own sister. Nothing is better than your own sister. Your own sister is the most important person in the world, so the most important thing The only thing is to find your sister.

Only in this way can we be reconciled.

But if I can't find my sister, I don't know if I will do anything.