Knowing that Xiao Yunyi will not change her mind, Lan Xi doesn't want to entangle anymore. She has said what she can say. She doesn't want to use his relationship with mu Yaran to force him or to compare with Chi Mohan's relationship with her. It's different and unfair.
Watching Lan Xi lie back in bed with his back to himself, Xiao Yunyi was very unhappy. He didn't want them to make such a scene because of Chi Mo cold, but Lan Xi's attitude left him no choice.
"I promise you." take a deep breath, Xiao Yunyi slowly spit out this sentence, and then he saw that the man on the bed was stiff, but he still didn't turn around. But now that I've spoken, it's easy to go on, "I promise you to let you contact Chi Mohan. Lan Xi, I don't believe you, but I don't have confidence in myself. Although you are in front of me, I always feel that you are still far away from me. I want to hold you tightly, but I always have no way and have done so many things to hurt you."
He still turned his back to Xiao Yunyi, but Lan Xi's body was trembling slightly, "You said you didn't believe in yourself, but anyway, you must still have a feeling of distrust in your heart at that moment. Xiao Yunyi, you always said to make me treat you like before, but have you ever thought about what it was like before? Was it really good before? Maybe it was good for you before, but it wasn't at all for me."
Lanxi's words are too heavy for Xiao Yunyi. He has never heard Lanxi say such words. It's like rejecting all their past, as if their past didn't make her happy.
As soon as he looked up, he was still facing Lan Xi's back, which made Xiao Yunyi a little uneasy, as if the other party didn't want to communicate with him. Around the other side of the bed, Xiao Yunyi looked at Lan Xi's face, which was full of tears. Looking at her like this, even if she was hard, her heart softened.
With a slight sigh, Xiao Yunyi squatted in front of Lan Xi and looked at him flat, "I know that things in the past can't be bypassed, so I hope you can tell your dissatisfaction. I can let you contact Chi Mohan. You're right. In fact, I'm not qualified to cut off the relationship between you and your friends. After all, I have problems myself, but I will change. For you to change, erase all the bad sides and slowly become acceptable to you, you Like it. "
Xiao Yunyi was so patient that he could hardly see the shadow of his past. Lan Xi looked up at him and was moved or confused by him, but there was always a small voice in his heart reminding him to be careful.
Xiao Yunyi saw Lanxi's vacillation, and he decided to make more efforts to let her open her heart to herself. "Lanxi, since we have talked about this problem today, I hope you can tell me all your dissatisfaction with me and what I did wrong in the past, and I will accept and correct it." he said so, and then gave a bitter smile, "There's no need to say anything about your imprisonment. I know. I'll change it. The guarantee is still under your pillow. You can rest assured."
Lan Xi wanted to talk to Xiao Yunyi for a long time, but she never had a chance and had no courage. Looking at him so sincere, she subconsciously touched the paper under the pillow. Although it was thin, it gave her great courage, "good."
She felt that her state was really not suitable for conversation. She slowly sat up and looked at the face of the person opposite. "Since you want to know, I'll say, and I have a request. You also want to tell me what you think."
"OK, I promise you."
"Where should I start? Let's start with the first time I was poisoned by mu Yaran. At that time, I just realized my feelings for you. I was excited and scared at the same time, because I had never been in contact with such feelings and didn't know how to deal with them. More importantly, I didn't know what you thought and whether you were the same to me. In fact, poisoning was also considered at that time It gave me a chance and gave me the courage to say it. To my surprise, you actually think the same as me. "
Thinking of his silly appearance at that time, Lan Xi couldn't help laughing. At that time, he was really sincere, but his feelings couldn't resist the subsequent changes. Looking at the people around her, she suddenly asked, "what did you think at that time? Did you think I was stupid?"
"Of course not." he shook his head, and Xiao Yunyi also recalled his feeling at that time. "In fact, like you, I realized my feelings before that incident." looking at the other party's disbelief, he gently touched her face, "You heard me right, that's it. It should be the day I went to the old house for dinner. Later, you could take the initiative to express your feelings with me. I was really happy and excited, and I felt very happy at that time. At that time, I really wanted to be good to you and the people I like in the future."
"But then everything changed. You and mu Yaran were engaged. Although I promised you not to go to the wedding banquet, I couldn't help it in the end. Watching you dance with her, entertain guests, laugh with your friends and see your family together, I was really jealous and heartache. But at that time, I still believed you. You said you wouldn't go on with her. I I believed it, so I endured it. Now think about it, my idea at that time was no different from that of most women who were junior. "
"Don't say that about yourself. It's all my fault. Mu Yaran and I were engaged under the pressure of my family. At that time, I didn't fully accept Xiao's family and couldn't resist my grandfather's power. What's more, they threatened me with you. Mu Yaran has hurt you once. I can't let my family hurt you."
After a pause, as if in distress, Xiao Yunyi's voice was hoarse, "in fact... In fact, I later learned that you went to the wedding banquet. You underestimated your attraction to men. You're so good. How can you leave no trace when you appear? I heard someone secretly asking about you, and my heart was going crazy, but I can't even say you're mine."
Xiao Yunyi still feels very uncomfortable when he thinks of himself at that time. It's like the treasure he has treasured for a long time was suddenly discovered. He wants to erase the memory of all those who have seen him, so that she can only bloom in front of him, but he wants to declare his ownership of her in front of everyone.