Chapter 191 to protect me

"But after college, I began to lose weight, do myopia surgery, remove the braces, and then began to learn makeup and wear. I tried to make money and spend all my money on myself. I also wanted to be as beautiful and popular as you."

Lin Yutong slowly lowered his eyes and recalled those years.

She didn't have much money at that time. After her mother died, she had to rely on herself.

But no matter how hard it was, she survived, because she had to prove to everyone that she was better than Zhao Siqing.

It became her obsession until she finally came back home.

Unfortunately The reality is always so cruel, she is like a joke from the beginning to the end, never winning her once.

After listening to her, Zhao Siqing said softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't think that my sudden going abroad would have such an impact on you, nor would it delay your mother's operation..."

Zhao Siqing knows that it's a little understatement, but anyway, she should apologize.

To her gentle Mou son, Lin Yutong reddened the eye circle, tightly pursed the lip petal, seemed to be trying to control something.

She clenched her hand tightly and turned away from her sight after a while.

Why did she apologize?

She doesn't need her apology!

What's the use of apologizing for the loss of her mother's life?

"I know you think I can get everything easily, but it's not," said Zhao Siqing. I also paid a lot, you know, behind all the effortless is actually countless times to do my best. "

Lin Yutong looks at her and doesn't make a sound.

Zhao Siqing said again: "as for going abroad that year I'm sorry, but the situation at that time is not under the control of a senior three student. "

"You mean you don't want to go at all?" Lin Yutong opened his mouth with red eyes.

"Well, not at all." Zhao Siqing spoke softly.

Lin Yutong chuckles and laughs with sarcasm.

How ridiculous the world is. Some people are fighting for things but they can't get them. Some people are dismissive of things they don't want, but it's not for her.

Zhao Siqing said softly, "do you know Gu Xiaoxi?"

Lin Yutong was stupefied for a few seconds and said slowly, "I know that the girl who is often with you has short hair and beautiful legs."

"Yes." Zhao Siqing answered with a little trance: "in senior three, Xiao Xi To protect me, I died... "

Lin Yutong was stunned for a few seconds and looked at her and said slowly, "but I remember that she committed suicide."

"It was suicide, but it was to protect me." Zhao Siqing spoke in a low voice and his eyes were in a trance.

Lin Yutong didn't make a sound, but she could clearly feel the sadness and coolness of the woman beside her.

Zhao Siqing was silent for a long time. He came back from his memory, smiled at Lin Yutong, and continued: "later, my mother, in order to protect me, was afraid that I would avenge Xiaoxi, so she insisted on sending me abroad. I didn't want to, so she shut me up at home. After that, I don't know how she discussed with the school. "

Lin Yutong was dumb for a while, and all the blame was that he didn't know how to open his mouth.

Gu Xiaoxi's death she knew that that day, during the flag raising ceremony, she jumped off the roof of the experimental building in her school uniform, fell on the concrete floor, fell in front of everyone, bloody.

But at that time, she was thinking about going abroad, never thought that Zhao Siqing would be related to it.