Chapter 192 sorry

Zhao Siqing looked at Lin Yutong and said softly, "at the beginning of Xiaoxi's suicide, I always thought, if it wasn't for me, she would not die, if I could take her to see a psychologist, she would not commit suicide, so later, I chose psychology as my major in University."

Lin Yutong opened his mouth and said slowly, "I'm sorry I... I didn't know you were... "

She didn't know what she had experienced or what Gu Xiaoxi had experienced.

But she knew that it would never be a good experience to drive a girl to the death.

Zhao Siqing sighed, looked at her and said: "so you see, sometimes it's not a good thing to be beautiful."

Lin Yutong is silent and doesn't know how to respond.

Zhao Siqing continued: "after learning psychology, I thought that I could finally avoid the tragedy like Xiaoxi. But it wasn't until Chu Yue committed suicide that I understood that sometimes, no matter how hard you try, some things will still be helpless."

Lin Yutong turned to look at her. All these years, the bitterness in her heart was gradually dispelled in her soft voice.

She has always been envious of Zhao Siqing, all the beauty of her body, her beauty, gentleness and kindness, as well as her talent, wisdom and tolerance.

"But no matter what the fate of others is, we have to keep up our spirits and go on living our own lives. We have to go on as hard as we can." Zhao Siqing spoke softly.

Lin Yutong was silent for a while, his voice was hoarse: "Chu Yue Two months before Chu Yue's death, I saw her being kissed by a man. Although she was smiling and catering, I could see that she was reluctant. "

Later, she couldn't help running to Chu Yue, as a threat to Chu Yue to quit Zhao Siqing and change her to be her psychiatrist.

Chu Yue refuses, and she threatens to expose what she saw that night.

"You can't match Qing Qing's hair. Get out of here! I will never be a psychiatrist like you! " Chu Yue said angrily at that time.

She was particularly unwilling, eager to say: "you are not afraid of me to expose things?"

Chu Yue then said with a smile, "you can go if you want? The sooner the better, the better! "

"You! OK, then I'll go to the media. I'll see if the pure girl in your eyes has become a lustful girl. Are you still so beautiful! "

She was very angry at that time, but in fact, her cell phone didn't power up that night and she didn't have time to take photos, so there was no evidence at all.

She was just too anxious to win over Zhao Siqing. She thought Zhao Siqing could become famous quickly only because many celebrities and dignitaries asked her to be a doctor, so she couldn't wait to get Chu Yue.

But she didn't expect Unexpectedly, Chu Yue committed suicide later

Lin Yutong held his forehead with both hands and said with some pain: "in fact, I have been reluctant to admit it and face it. I'm afraid that my words that day became the last straw that killed Chu Yue. I'm afraid that I also became the murderer of her suicide I'm afraid to admit it. I'm afraid to admit it, so I can't wait to put the blame on you. "

She told herself time and again that it was Zhao Siqing's incompetence that led to Chu Yue's suicide.

She wanted to prove to everyone that it was Zhao Siqing's fault that led to Chu Yue's death.

But deep inside, she never had peace.

Whenever I think of her threat to Chu Yue that day, she can't sleep and regrets.

She really didn't know Her condition is so serious that she will commit suicide