People live in the world, there are always some things from the heart, even if one day get, also always hold in the hand, carefully protect and properly retain. As bright as light, warm as fire.
The field is the fire in Fang Shao's heart.
He worked with Fang Shaoyi for ten years. He didn't know when he stopped insisting on what he thought was right. The deals he didn't like, the activities he hated, he didn't talk about for a long time. This has always been a pain point for Fang Shaoyi. The rules and regulations of reality have died in the wilderness, making him more and more silent. This silence is accompanied by compromise. Love and hate are clear, and hate evil as hatred. At first, the wilderness was like this. Later, for various reasons, this characteristic of him became less and more obvious.
For a long time, Fang Shaoyi thought that the fire in the field had been extinguished. Fang Shaoyi can only see those things in his books.
Therefore, Yuan Ye's opening this time, his honesty, those sincere words in the phone, which stripped away the heart, were extremely precious there. When he spoke, Fang Shaoyi kept silent. Many thoughts flashed through his mind and many words he wanted to say. In the end, he just merged into the "good".
What Yuanye said and what he didn't say, Fang Shaoyi and he have been in love for so long, how can they not understand.
What I say is that I don't like it. In order to fulfill me, you don't have to shoot it. Fang Shaoyi can't understand the warnings that he didn't say and the alarm bell ringing in his ear. Entertainment industry ups and downs for so many years, the line in my heart is still clear? Can you tell the difference between black and white? At least we should stick to the justice and the cost of breaking the comfort circle. Where are you going?
If you don't love each other for many years, or if you don't have a complete understanding of your lover's personality and three outlooks, you won't talk about it.
Fang Shaoyi feels these things and appreciates them. He didn't say a word. He did those things with his actions. Fang Shaoyi, who was in the wilderness, had to maintain it anyway. But is it only the wilderness itself that is maintained?
Fang Shaoyi's actions have always offended many people, investors, producers, directors and other actors. This is the price of sticking to one's heart. If you are promoted, you are divorced from this dirty interest group. What about the actors who are still in it? How to deal with the work put in by the crew in the early stage? The interests of investors that have been hurt can not be made up for in any case. That is, Fang Shaoyi dares to do this, his status, his background, these let him do such a thing, do not worry about the knife behind him can not carry, investors no longer dare to really stab him.
Occasionally to the dark forces and the tacit dirty deal to do a silent resistance, this cost Shao Yi of the other side also can bear. That's why Harada dared to talk to him and remind him not to sink numbly in the dark. Sometimes it's just an excuse to be comfortable. As a person who is not a bad person, keep alert and keep integrity. If you can't prevent the occurrence of evil things, don't be a part of evil.
Fang Shao first went to the company when he went back. However, he did not abide by the rules. It was a big blow. There must be a lot of trouble behind. After finishing all the words that should be said in the company, Fang Shaoyi first hugged him when he came home to see Yuanye, and then the first word he said to him was "thank you.".
Thank you what need not say so clearly, this tacit understanding still has.
In the past ten years, Yuan Ye followed Fang Shaoyi's side. In fact, he abandoned a lot of things. The focus of their lives is mainly on Fang Shaoyi, with him as the axis. Yuanye is willing to adjust his life and schedule according to Fang Shaoyi, and is willing to follow him one by one. One year and two years are easy, and ten years and eight years are the same. It's not easy to see it anywhere.
They are both career oriented men and have made great achievements in their respective fields. One side is willing to be an eternal follower of the other side, which is a kind of dedication.
But when we realize that this kind of follow-up is a kind of burden and binding, it will make the paying party doubt whether the pattern of getting along in this decade is wrong.
It's been more than three months since Fang Shaoyi retired from that crew. Later, it was still caused to Fang Han, and someone asked him to take charge of his son. Fang Han did not ask a question, only said: "this kind of play you have to find him to shoot, that's not right? Don't look for it in the future. "
The old man didn't say anything to Fang Shao. He didn't say that he did something wrong. He didn't give up his spirit after filming all his life. How could he say that Fang Shao was wrong because of this.
Is Fang Shaoyi wrong? That's impossible. It must be right. But he did it too sharply, not properly, not tactfully. I still can't do things like this in this industry. It's not good to have too many enemies if you don't abide by the rules of this industry.
Yuanye learned Fang Shaoyi's original intention only later from Geng Jinwei's mouth. After all, they talked about it only in small talk. Geng Jinwei said that Fang Shaoyi and Yuanye had been together for a long time, and he began to act impulsively. He said it with a smile, but the field couldn't laugh.
"There's a car jumping scene behind us. In that scene, we can make a bit of an accident. If he gets hurt, he can't go on shooting." Geng Jinwei looked at Yuanye and said, "you don't have to pay the liquidated damages. But the money still has to be given, or it's a shame to my heart. If you give it to someone, you have to be grateful and say thank you. "Yuanye looked at Geng Jinwei, but he didn't say anything for a long time. He didn't find the right words after opening his mouth several times. He couldn't tell what kind of mood he felt in his heart. It was too complicated. Finally, Yuan Ye took out a cigarette and lit one, and gave it to Geng Jinwei. The two men looked at each other as they smoked cigarettes. Yuan Ye finally laughed, shook his head, looked at the cigarette in his hand and said, "I'm sorry.".
Yuanye didn't ask Fang Shaoyi why he didn't tell him his original intention. Since Fang Shaoyi didn't say it in the end, he didn't need to ask. Fang Shaoyi could have left the group for a proper reason a month later. He didn't have to offend everyone or really participate in the darkness. He had his own consideration and his own way. But because of harano and what he said, Fang Shaoyi finally retired from the group in that way, and stood on the opposite side with the whole crew.
At this time, when I think about the words of wilderness, it's just a joke.
How can Fang Shaoyi lose justice? It's in his bones. The righteousness inherited from his father. Yuanye won't lose it.
Fang Shaoyi later learned that Geng Jin and Yuanye even lost his temper after he said this. He seldom lost his temper, especially with his partners. But this time I really lost my temper and left the door.
He didn't want the wilderness to know what they were going to do. He tried to escape from the so-called quagmire in a way that could not be put on the table in the circle. Who was superior to whom.
The two of them actually talked about it for a while, and Harada said that he was still naive. After 30, he didn't learn to be tactful. Fang Shaoyi said that he couldn't learn this when he was 60, so he didn't need to learn it. It was something he didn't look up to. He said that being smooth was smooth and bad was bad. It's very good like now.
Fang Shaoyi never wanted him to change. His sincere enthusiasm was the fire in his hand.
Fang Shaoye has been living with Fang Shaoye for many years, but it seems that Fang Shaoye has never been to Yuan Shaoye for so many years. Fang Shaoyi always has his own ideas and methods, and those of him are right and more suitable, so Yuanye doesn't intend to participate too much. If he can't help, don't make trouble.
Fang Shaoyi is naturally sensitive to the psychological changes in wilderness. He wants to talk with him several times, but some things are always like this. Both of them want to develop in a good direction, and they are really working hard. But you just don't know where the problem is and how to make the strength hard.
It took Yuan Ye ten years to make himself an accessory of Fang Shaoyi. He really became the monkey crouching in the tree. He has less and less of his own things, and acceptance and compromise gradually dominate. Occasionally adhere to the heart and self-identity, but still a joke. Two people are clearly together all the time, but ten years have not been able to shorten the distance between them, should still be in.
Then Yuanye and Fang Shao said: "brother, I feel that we are always tied together like a burden, which is all."
Fang Shaoyi has always been gentle and quiet. After listening to him, he asked, "so?"
"I feel a little lost," Harada said seriously, looking into his eyes. "I can't find myself, as if I can't see myself clearly. I should look for myself and the track between us. "
Fang Shaoyi never had to guess what he was thinking. He would say what he thought frankly. As long as he said, Fang Shaoyi would listen carefully and respect him as much as possible.
The two of them have been a little different recently. Even though the last incident has been made clear, it has passed, but they really need to settle down and think about it. Both of them are.
Sometimes some things can leave traces, even if it is just a small thing, but the sand left by it has been grinding meat. The longer the time is, the more uncomfortable it will be. When will it be torn, the sand will be picked out clearly, and the surrounding implications will be wiped clean. When can we really calm down and continue to live a comfortable life.
Fang Shaoyi asked him in a deep voice at that time: "do you want to separate?"
"No, no, it's certainly not," he said
Fang Shao one sat opposite him, and the field stretched out his hand and put his arm around Shao Yi's neck. He said with a smile, "what are you talking about? How can it be. "
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