Chapter 51

The concept of separation has never been thought about. Why separate? How can it be separated?

Friends around him are separated and separated, and there are more divorces in the entertainment industry, but Fang Shaoyi and Yuanye have always been a whole. At first, no one believed that they could be too long. Later, no one close to them doubted their feelings. They must be long and long, and no one will leave them.

But there was a problem between them, and it lasted for a long time.

On the surface, it started from the incident of the crew. Since then, there has been a deviation. How hard the two people tried, they couldn't break the relationship back to the same as before. Obviously, they all said it, and they didn't remember that time, but they didn't return to the state before.

Harano said he wanted to find himself, but what was the "ego" and where to find it. In the past ten years of marriage, I have already adapted to this mode. I have to take Fang Shaoyi's time to make a plan. I have to think about everything first on Fang Shaoyi's side. I haven't thought that's wrong in these years. Especially in recent years, Yuanye doesn't remember that he is "wilderness". His first identity is Fang Shaoyi's lover, and then he is himself. A lot of ideas and a lot of words, from blurting out to considering whether we can say it, whether we should say it or not, and in the end, we simply don't say it.

All the things in his mind were put into his pen, and the writing became more and more sharp and realistic, but it was not as straight as before, and it was always separated from each other like a knife. In the past, his things were rooted in the earth. Some people say that he is a romantic combination of mountain spirit and spirit. Later, his romantic atmosphere became weaker and weaker. This may be related to age. After 30, people's thoughts are different at each stage.

But whether this change is right or not, and whether their long-term way of getting along with each other is healthy. When two people are separated into two individuals and no longer tied together, this kind of thinking becomes more and more profound.

Feng Leizi has to call Yuanye from time to time. There is a shortage of screenwriters in the film industry. There is never enough skilled screenwriters. There is a flood of low-level screenwriters, and the faults are deformed. The field is a piece of meat that is lying there, and literary planners are staring at him closely. Feng Leizi always wanted to dig him into his own projects because of his intimate relationship with Yuanye.

"Wild brother, help yourself." Feng Leizi said on the phone again, "my boss asked me to find someone. I'll listen to his demands. Isn't that my wild brother?"

Harano laughed and scolded him, and then said, "I can't write your boss's story. He can grind it too well."

"How can good things come out without grinding?" Feng Leizi was a little worried and said in a low voice, "the fire, brother, the copyright that we robbed from the three directors. Here is the story. This is sure to win the prize."

"Don't you write it yourself?" Harano "hiss" to laugh, to expose his point of mind, "the better the story, the more behind the prize, the more writers back pot."

"I can't write it!" Feng Leizi began to play tricks, "wild brother, wild uncle! Can you do me a favor? If you help me or not, I can't find anyone else. I don't think I need to mix up. "

The boss of Feng Leizi is Lin Feng, a director of literary and artistic films. He has won numerous awards abroad, but he is cold and quiet in China and does not sell well. But people's aspiration is not here. What they pursue is stories, and there is no need to pay too much attention to the domestic market. If Yuanye takes this job, it will be tied to this story. Lin Feng is famous for grinding people. He can't leave at all. He can't go for at least one and a half years, or three or two years more.

The field's first reaction was to not pick it up and not afford to grind it. In particular, Fang Shaoyi has a film to shoot in England. He has not been allowed to go out of the country.

After that, Yuanye still pushed for another project in Feng Leizi's hands, a business movie of reasoning type, which was not so tiring, and the time was much more relaxed.

After that time, Fang Shao was in Europe. He didn't follow him. He stayed with him for a week at the beginning, and then he came back.

Because of the time difference, their work and rest time, sometimes they can't get through the phone once for several days. When talking, talk about their own things, chat for a few minutes, is still intimate. Harano will fly over to visit when he is free, and he will come back after a few days. He has a lot of time to fill in. But in order to see Fang Shaoyi, he thinks it is worth it.

But this still failed to make the relationship between the two people back to the previous state, always seems to be missing something.

Fang Shaoyi in the middle sends Yuanye a planning book for a variety show and asks him if he wants to go. Yuan Ye watched it for two days. They never took part in this kind of thing. Yuanye hated it, and Fang Shaoyi didn't like it. But this time Fang Shaoyi sent it to him. It was a love travel program. He wanted to go to several places and make love several times through the program.

Somehow, both of them signed it.

In the final analysis, the natural and hypocritical harmony that both sides deliberately show is only false prosperity, and a little thing is enough to break this tacit calm.

In the middle of Fang Shaoyi's play, there was a break-up of about ten days because of the relationship between other actors. Wilderness has two meetings to attend, and then he will fly over for a few days if there is no accident. This is what they have decided before. They haven't seen each other for nearly two months before this. It's impossible to say they don't care.Yuanye sends a message to Fang Shao: wait for me, baby, to see you.

Fang Shao did not return this, Yuanye put away his mobile phone after sending it, changed his clothes and went out to have a meal with someone. He had to discuss something on the table. It was already more than nine o'clock in the evening after a meal. He also just came back. He had been in another city before. He didn't pay attention to the temperature difference, so he wore less clothes.

Yuan Ye feels wrong when he opens the door when he comes home. He sees Fang Shaoyi's shoes. Yuanye immediately looks up and sees the coat on the sofa.

Wild eyes instantly have a smile, love to give a small surprise, this is very useful.

But then he frowned.

Yuan ye went upstairs. The bedroom door was not closed and the light was on. Fang Shaoyi was lying there sleeping with his eyes closed. His face was as white as paper. The field walked gently over, one knee on the bed, leaned over, and pressed his forehead against his forehead to test his temperature.

It's a little hot. Yuanye sighs in his heart. Before he gets up, Fang Shaoyi suddenly reaches out and clasps his head and kisses him on the lips.

"Not asleep?" murmured the field

"Well," Fang Shaoyi, with a heavy nasal tone, did not let go. He kept his posture just now and continued to buckle him and stick to his lips. "Waiting for you."

He breathed so heavily and spoke so hoarsely that the field closed his eyes and then opened them again, his eyes turned red.

Fang Shaoyi's return this time is also a temporary initiative. He didn't take any medicine in advance. He flew back from there with positive time difference, which almost killed people. Harano asked him, "why don't you wait for me to go there..."

"Can't wait," Fang Shaoyi said softly with a smile, "I can't wait another two days."

This is a love story, love words are naturally beautiful, but it is not true. Yuanye knows him so well. The truth is that Fang Shao is afraid that Yuanye is tired, that he will squeeze time to fly to Europe, and that he can only rely on one side to pay and maintain this relationship.

Yuan Ye was lying beside Fang Shaoyi, arms around him, his face buried in Fang Shao's neck socket, and held Fang Shao Yi for a long time. Fang Shaoyi is always warm, dry and comfortable, which makes people intoxicated and infatuated.

Fang Shao one flies back, ten days pinches the end, cuts down the time of jet lag, also has nothing left.

Yuan Ye looks at Fang Shao a suffering, he has a mouth, but several times want to open his mouth, do not know how to say. If it was before, the wilderness might get angry and complain about Fang Shao's leisure time. You would spend ten days fooling around. Wait for me. You can't count the time difference. Don't you know?

But now the wilderness can't say anything. The mood in his heart is too mixed and chaotic, and they are all crowded together. Yuan Ye, a pen writer, couldn't find a suitable language to describe it.

From what day on earth do they need to be like this? It's a bit of a failure. The harder you try, the more frustrated you are.

One morning, after Yuanye finished breakfast, Fang Shaoyi came down from upstairs and took a drink of water. Wilderness smiles at him.

In fact, Fang Shaoyi could not eat anything, but in order to make people feel at ease, he ate some porridge. His face is still not very good-looking, did not slow down. Yuan Ye looked at his dry lips with unnatural color, and suddenly opened his mouth and said, "brother, are you tired?"

Fang Shao looked at him and asked, "what's tired?"

"With me." The field lowered his head and said, "I think you are very tired now."

Fang Shaoyi put down the things in his hand, touched his fingers gently and asked him, "are you tired?"

Wilderness didn't speak, just shook his head.

"We both..." If you don't know, harano. What's wrong with them? Actually, it's not so bad, but it's so hard. What should be said and talked about has been talked about for a long time. Besides, it is still the old words.

Two men in their thirties made a mess of their feelings without any problems. It's ridiculous to look back and think of no reason.

Fang Shaoyi had no expression on his face, but his eyes were deep. He kept staring at the field, and later asked him, "what do you want to say?"

Hara looked up at him and didn't go on talking. He said everything he could.

"What do you want?" Fang Shao asked him again, in a low voice. "You can say what you want."

Yuan Ye sighed and shook his head. He even wanted to laugh. He said innocently, "I don't want anything. I want something."

He reached out and touched Fang Shaoyi's hand, shook his head and said, "forget it. I want you to be good. Don't be upset."

Fang Shao gave him a backhand and pinched his finger on his ring.

Wilderness gave him a smile.

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