Chapter 130： will not love

Chapter 130 I Can't Love Anymore

[Child: Today is not Saturday, why did you wake up so early? ]

[Sister: I was woken up by a bird, there was a case in the morning~]

[Child: Smiley jpg. Then remember to have a good breakfast. ]

[Sister: Soymilk is cooking in the kitchen. ]

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To tell the truth, the boss is a bit capricious when he deserts and plays with his mobile phone in the middle of a meeting.

But, there is no way, who made him a boss.

Some are willful capital.

Everyone at   MM Fund Partners knows that their current boss has an old mobile phone.

The phone looked like it had been used for a long time since they saw him.

is a model that has long been discontinued by the mobile phone brand.

The problem is, after so many years, he is still using this phone, and he cherishes it very much. He takes it with him every day.

This makes me a little curious.

It is said that Assistant Jin once politely asked the boss if he wanted to get rid of this phone.

What did the boss say at that time?

"Switching phones is the beginning of partial memory dissipation."

…

Being able to have leisure to watch the colors of the four seasons warm the years, and let the inner certainty guard life.

The days of the gods are nothing but the same.

The flowers are watered and the soy milk is ready.

The time is only 7:30 in the morning, which is a good time to have breakfast.

A cup of soy milk, served with bean paste bread, curry sausage bread, is the supreme delicacy of childhood, and it is also a memory now.

Simple food, full of happiness.

After breakfast, Ning Youguang started to clean up the room.

When cleaning up the room, I received a WeChat message from Zhuang Yijing.

[Yijing: I came to Old Man Zhuang's company on the first day today, and I am already drinking coffee in the conference room waiting for the meeting, and by the way, I am writing a running account. In other words, Starbucks' clever latte is too sloppy to drink. ]

Zhuang Yijing only returned to China two days ago. This is because he was arrested by Boss Zhuang to work as a coolie in the company before he took a long rest.

Ning smiled brightly and typed a message on the phone.

[Little Fairy: Drinking soy milk this morning is not bad. You can try it tomorrow morning. ]

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Jincheng.

Kaesong Group Building, a certain conference room.

As soon as he came back from abroad, he was parachuted to Xiaozhuang, who took over as the general manager of the company, and turned off his mobile phone.

Quietly looked at the hand, and decided to drink it in one gulp after only one sip of the Qiaoyi Mianmian latte.

It's a shameful waste after all.

Closed his eyes, frowned and drank a large cup of coffee. Just as Zhuang Yijing was about to get up to throw away the trash, the coffee cup in his hand was stretched out beside him, and a male hand blocked it.

"Mr. Zhuang, just give this to me." The owner of the hand is Zhuang's assistant.

Boss Zhuang specially selected it for his daughter from his elite team.

is a young man who is about 1.7 meters tall, neither fat nor thin, with a round face, ordinary appearance, and glasses.

Zhuang Yijing was not polite to him, "Thank you."

When the assistant came back after throwing out the garbage, she instructed: "I want to drink whole grain and soy milk tomorrow morning."

"Okay, Mr. Zhuang." The assistant nodded with a smile, two small dimples appeared on his round face, which increased his appearance by 0.5 points.

…

At around 8:40, Li Qing appeared at the door of Ning Youguang's dormitory.

The moment    opened the door, Ning Youguang glanced at her, and his eyes fell on the oversized black sunglasses on her face.

Today's Li Qing is dressed casually and wears an oversized black sunglasses.

Fortunately, it is summer, so wearing sunglasses in the morning is not too weird.

After Ning Youguang closed the dormitory door.

She immediately took off her glasses. Under the glasses was a face with a pale face, serious dark circles, and red blood in her eyes, as if she was sick.

She is thinner than what she saw last week, and her complexion is also very bad.

"Did you drive by yourself?" Ning Youguang greeted Li Qing and sat down on the single sofa.

"It's a taxi." Li Qing shook his head, "I don't dare to drive when I go out." I'm afraid of an accident in minutes.

Ning Youguang poured her a glass of water, "If you have any physical problems, you can give your whole pulse first."

Li Qing's eyes were a little empty when he sat down, "I went to check, there is nothing wrong, just insomnia, which is getting worse and worse. I can't sleep all night, and taking sleeping pills is useless."

"It's only been a week, why is it so serious, did something happen?"

Because Li Qing is a friend, Ning Youguang has a gentler and more casual attitude than strangers when he is doing a case with her.

Of course, this is just her external state.

In fact, as a psychologist, Ning Youguang is very clear that the more you do a case with someone close to you, the more you have to tighten your mind and keep your thinking in a clear and objective state at all times.

Otherwise, she could easily be led astray by them.

If the psychologist has a prejudice against the client, then the case will not be able to accurately cut into the core problem that the client is facing at the moment.

Li Qing looked at Ning Youguang, her eyebrows locked, her expression painful, "This week, almost every day, that little poem has to show her affection in front of me intentionally or unintentionally. What's more, she also came to me in person to thank me and say thank you. I gave her a chance to meet her boyfriend and said they wanted to treat me to dinner."

She almost clenched her teeth and said these words, and every word was expressing her emotions intensely.

Before welcoming Li Qing into the door, Ning Youguang lit the cypress incense in the room, the white porcelain incense was inserted into the burning incense, and the smoke wafted out, giving the whole space a sense of tranquility.

Cypress incense has a calming effect, the fragrance is very light and natural.

Ning Youguang looked at her calmly, and did not stop her excited behavior at the moment.

She needs to vent.

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After the last potluck, she already knew what was causing her severe insomnia and emotional outbursts today.

The burning anger is a thousand times better than the dark haze in the heart fermenting into evil energy.

Being able to show a haggard face in such a real way and burst out his emotions so intensely is far better than last week when he was fully armed and armed like a perfect dummy.

Last week, Li Qingmei was beautiful and lifeless.

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For a long time, wait for Li Qing to calm down.

Ning Youguang asked: "When you have insomnia, what are you thinking about?"

"I want to think about them, I want to stay away from them, I often tell myself not to think about them, but..."

"Useless?"

"Yes, the brain doesn't obey my orders. The more I think about whether or not to think about it, the more I think about it." After speaking, Li Qing raised his fist and beat his head a few times.

Ning Youguang was worried that she would hurt herself by knocking her head like this, so she reached out and took a beige pillow from the side and handed it to her.

"The way you fight insomnia is to let yourself not think about the thing that makes you feel very painful and frustrated, and as a result, your brain goes into high-speed operation and can't stop."

Li Qing took the pillow and hugged it in his arms.

With something in her hand, she stopped knocking herself.

"yes."

"Isn't this drinking a dove to quench thirst?"

"Yes, this method made me exhausted, and my brain couldn't think normally. The work last week was greatly affected, so the leader gave me ideological work and asked me if there was something wrong with my family. In such a bad state, he even asked me if I wanted to go back and deal with the family affairs before going to work."

Li Qing shrank back and fell on the sofa.

"Where is the problem at home..." Tears flowed from the corners of Li Qing's eyes, "The problem is that I haven't been able to tell anyone in the company about this." After a while, she continued, "I didn't talk to anyone around me either. friend said."

Ning nodded lightly, "Thank you for your trust."

Li Qing opened his mouth and licked his dry lips, "I trust your professional ability."

"That's also trust." Ning Youguang chuckled.

I don't know if it's because I just vented my anger, or because the incense in the room has a calming effect.

Li Qing gradually relaxed.

After being silent for a while, she asked hesitantly, "Look at the comparison between my conditions and Xiaoshi's, how am I?"

"What kind of conditions do you mean?"

"What else can be the conditions for attracting the opposite sex? Isn't it just appearance, education, family background, IQ, etc."

Ning Youguang slowly took a sip of water, thought for a while, and said, "I don't know Xiaoshi. From what I saw last time, I can only say that her appearance and temperament are not as good as yours."

Li Qing smiled for the first time, "She's not only inferior to me, she's far worse, right?! Although I'm not very solid in my university majors, I'm still a master's student who graduated from National University of Science and Technology in 985. My hometown is in Xin In a first-tier city, it is not rich and noble, but also considered a small asset, I am the only daughter in the family, and I don’t think I am a big beauty in appearance, and I have 6 points.”

Ning Youguang smiled and nodded, "Very good conditions, worthy of being Bai Fumei in the new capital with a house, car and savings."

This is the title Li Qing gave her when she bought a house in the capital with the down payment from her parents last year and invited her old classmates to dinner. She remembered it very clearly.

She brought up the title again at this time, hoping to make Li Qing feel more relaxed.

Li Qing was really amused, and then, thinking of Xiaoshi, her eyes were covered with a dark and hurt look, "Xiaoshi, born in a small county on the eighteenth line, is praised for 5 points of appearance. After graduating from an ordinary bachelor's degree and working as an ordinary administrator in our company, the work ability is just like that. I just wanted to die, but I never thought that one day, I would fall in love with a handsome guy and compete with her, no, it's not a competition, I don't even have the qualifications to compete with her, my world has collapsed."

"You won't love anymore." Ning Youguang said lightly.

"More than not being able to love, the meaning of this matter to me is simply failure and shame, right?" Li Qing filled with righteous indignation.

At the same time, her face was full of disdain and contempt.

I don't know if I'm despising the little poem she doesn't care about at all, or despising the handsome guy who doesn't like her at all. 1314

Human happiness is similar, human suffering is different~~

(end of this chapter)