Chapter 339 Two more
"I won't change my mind." He swore an oath, "I knew very well that at that time I decided that I only wanted to be with you in this life. If I knew that you already knew my mind, I might not go abroad, just If I want to guard you, I may also try my best to let you go abroad with me, but...if it's the case."
Shi Mochizuki sighed deeply, "Actually, I'm not sure myself, what would I do if I knew that you already knew that I love you, but I think one thing I can make clear is that no matter where I am, They all want to be a better person for you.”
"I'm so stupid." Ning Youguang said, "I didn't tell you, as long as it is you, no matter what you are, you are the best in my heart. At any time, in any way, you are you, you don't need to work hard. , don't need to be better, as long as it's you, it's the best! Remember it for me, do you hear?"
"I heard, wife." Shimochizuki said loudly.
Then, his head rubbed and rubbed against Ning Youguang again, "Then it's okay for me to be a child who asks you for things all the time?"
Only when one is pampered, can one be another person's apex child.
"Try it, let's try it and find out." Ning Youguang was very free and easy about this, "Anyway, I don't know."
"Then don't." Shi Mochizuki hugged her tighter again, "I don't dare to take the risk."
"Then let's continue this way." Ning Youguang chuckled.
When Mochizuki could not be as calm as her.
"I can't control my heart." He said softly and lowly, "Whenever your eyes fall on me, I hope that I can become a little better. Small……"
"Probably when I was still in elementary school." Shi Mochizuki thought about it seriously, "I just want to catch up with you, and I also want you to be proud of me one day."
As he spoke, he couldn't help laughing, "But, there seems to be no way, you will always be my pride, but I am not."
He mocked himself, "I'm probably such a poor person, because there aren't many people who have loved me since I was a child, and when I grow up, I can only keep asking for it, but I have a small heart, You have a difficult personality, and people who are willing to love can no longer tolerate others except you, so I can only work hard for you, let me continue to rely on you, and please have pity on me for the rest of my life. "
He looked at Ning Youguang with moist eyes, like a puppy afraid of being abandoned by his master, "Didn't you like to tell me 'I love you' since you were a child? Then don't push me away now, okay?"
[I'm a thirty-year-old aunt at heart, is there any problem with saying "I love you" to kindergarten children? ! ]
[I just want to make a crooked-neck tree grow into a good young man with red roots and good for society! But never thought to raise a green tea, okay? ! ]
[What the **** am I doing? ! ]
Ning Youguang was speechless.
…
After the madness in my heart was vented.
Ning Youguang's heart couldn't help but feel some relief——
The child was not so calm in front of her, she knew it, but she was willing to keep looking at him calmly and accommodating him.
Because she knew that there were actually many hidden wounds deep in his heart that he couldn't tell her, so he could only let go and heal by himself.
But it is undeniable that he was willful and stubborn today, but he really surprised her.
snort!
Don't think that she didn't see the cold and dark look in his eyes when he said he wanted to go out and throw out the trash.
However, just going downstairs and throwing garbage, buying coffee and roses, he can clean up his mood by himself, make a decision to face the problems between them honestly, and take the initiative to communicate with her...
This just shows that in an intimate relationship, he not only learned to take the initiative, learned to show weakness, but also learned to express his feelings clearly and clearly.
He may not even realize that he is knocking out the small world that is frozen deep in his heart bit by bit, revealing a softer and warmer inside.
He was removing his disguise from her.
He is bravely rebuilding his inner world.
She was a little happy and a little moved.
All the changes in my heart can be seen on my face.
Shi Mochizuki looked at the corners of her mouth that kept rising, and asked gently, "What did you think of? So happy."
Ning Youguang laughed quietly for a while before saying, "Mr. Shi, can I make a request to you?"
"You said." Mochizuki was sitting upright.
Ning Youguang's eyes lightly flowed, "Mr. Shi, I think that although we are doing well now, the days ahead will be long, so don't be too confident with each other."
Mochizuki frowned immediately, "I will definitely not allow any possibility of problems between us."
"Of course it's good for you to think like this, but I think that as ordinary human beings, we are not special at all, and our love is not that great, so..." Ning Youguang paused slightly and continued, "In the future, when When you think there is a problem between us, there is a problem, please bring it up with me and solve it, okay?"
Shi Mochizuki kept his mouth shut, and he was very stubborn because he didn't want to think about any bad things in their relationship.
But Ning Youguang insists that they should still look at their relationship more objectively.
"Although you don't like to hear this, I still want to say that if there is any unpleasantness between us in the future, or if there is any problem, please be sure to bring it up with me as soon as possible like today, and let's find a way to solve it together. Is it? I don't think it's a pessimistic idea, it's just to let us go further."
"Okay." Mochizuki nodded earnestly.
…
The two formed a confession and communicated happily.
When Mochizuki was leading Ning Youguang downstairs to return to USTC, he suddenly woke up——
The most important thing, they have not communicated a clear result.
"Ding……"
The moment the elevator door opened, he suddenly stopped.
"Why didn't you leave?" Ning Youguang asked inexplicably.
"You haven't told me if you want to move in with me." Shi Mochizuki was full of sadness, "I can't help you to realize your dreams, and there's no way I can separate from you."
"Tell me, what should I do?" He looked up aggrievedly and mourned at the white ceiling above his head, "Is there any gods who can give me a little strength so that I can become a person who can fit in Teacher Ning's pocket. , a paper man who can't make a sound?"
"..." Ning Youguang. 1314
(end of this chapter)