CH 77.2

That night, Fu Yuanzhou came to Yu Fei’s room to help him with his homework. It was just honework, but his grades were already very good. In fact, the two mainly studied and discussed together.

Although there was a grade difference, the process of studying with Yu Fei was also to sort out the knowledge he had learned before. Fu Yuanzhou felt that he had benefited a lot during this process.

After finishing another paper, Fu Yuanzhou took a look at his mobile phone, and found that it was getting late, so he packed up his things and prepared to leave: “I will leave after saying hello to Xie Lin, and you should also go to bed early, remember to sleep and don’t play with your phone before.”

“I have a question that I haven’t figured out.” Yu Fei said suddenly.

“Which paper?”

Fu Yuanzhou had already opened the door, but after hearing the words, he went back and came to the desk.

“It’s not a test question, it’s a matter of life.” Yu Fei sat at the table, his nimble hand turning the pen slowly stopped, as he raised his eyes to look at Fu Yuanzhou, “I was thinking, what’s it like to kiss someone?”

“…?”

“I’ve never been in a relationship, and I don’t have any experience.” Yu Fei’s voice was very soft, “Yuan, have you ever felt it?”

“This…”

At first, it was quite ambiguous when he asked like this, so Fu Yuanzhou’s heartbeat quickened, and he built himself up for a long time before convincing himself that Yu Fei was a boy now, and he definitely wasn’t interested in him, but just curious, and answered carefully, “It’s not easy to describe.”

Yu Fei stopped turning the pen suddenly, and the pen fell from his fingers to the table: “Have you experienced it? Who is that person?”

“…”

Fu Yuanzhou couldn’t answer, he couldn’t tell Yu Fei that it was him only.

He didn’t speak, and Yu Fei didn’t make a sound, just kept looking at him very quietly. Fu Yuanzhou’s gaze gradually descended unconsciously, looking at Yu Fei’s lips, which were bright red and very soft. His complexion was extremely fair, and his hair and eyes were black, just like the Snow White described in fairy tales. But it was extraordinarily coquettish, more like a bewitching vampire.

Finally, those blood-red lips opened, and he called Fu Yuanzhou’s name: “Zhou?”

Only then did Fu Yuanzhou come back to his senses, his cheeks were hot, and he said vaguely: “I can’t say this…you will know in the future, there are a lot of people chasing you, you can definitely…” date other girls…

However, when it came to the end, Fu Yuanzhou couldn’t continue talking. Thinking of Yu Fei having a relationship with others in the future, he felt very uncomfortable. He knew that this was his possessive desire for Yu Fei, but it was unnecessary. They did not have the relationship between lovers, and so he had no right to interfere with whom Yu Fei associated.

Even though he thought so, Fu Yuanzhou couldn’t help being happy when he heard that Yu Fei had no experience.

Yu Fei smiled and shook his head: “I just want to kiss the person I like.” Then, his eyes fell on Fu Yuanzhou’s lips, and he asked vaguely, “Do you think I will wait until that day? Will the person I like also like me?”

Fu Yuanzhou didn’t remember how he got home, nor how he fell asleep, only the dream he had that night was very clear.

He dreamed that he was in love with Xiao Fei, Xiao Fei was still so beautiful, but gradually, the hand she held with Fu Yuanzhou became very slender, originally half a head shorter than him, but now she was taller than him. Fingers intertwined, Fu Yuanzhou in the dream didn’t notice anything was wrong, and he was still walking with Yu Fei who had turned into a man.

Until Yu Fei blocked him in front of the window, wrapped his hands around his waist, lowered his head slightly and said to him softly.

“I want to know how it feels to kiss. Kiss me, Zhou.”

“!”

Fu Yuanzhou suddenly woke up from his dream, blushing with embarrassment, just a little bit, he really met the male version of Xiao Fei in his dream and kissed him.

How could he have unreasonable thoughts about Xiao Fei who had become a man? Maybe it’s because what Xiao Fei said tonight was too easy to misunderstand, that’s why he had this kind of dream.

This was not acceptable, he and Xiao Fei were done for, no matter what Xiao Fei said or did, he must never think about that, it was enough for them to be friends for the rest of their lives.

Later, regarding the topic of that night, Yu Fei intentionally brought it up several times, but every time Fu Yuanzhou took an evasive attitude and changed the topic, even avoiding any small things that would easily cause ambiguity like a snake.

Even if someone in the class joked that Fu Yuanzhou and Yu Fei were always together, and Yu Fei hadn’t spoken yet, Fu Yuanzhou quickly argued that they were good friends, and he just regarded Yu Fei as his younger brother, as if he was afraid that others would misunderstand their relationship.

At that time, Yu Fei was smiling but his eyes were lowered slightly to cover up the disappointment in his eyes.

It seemed that the situation would continue like this until that night, when Yu Fei went to pick up Fu Yuanzhou who was drunk home.

It was already winter vacation. Someone in Fu Yuanzhou’s class was celebrating his birthday. Everyone took the opportunity to have a party. After dinner, they went to KTV to sing and brought a few beers.

Fu Yuanzhou had the worst luck that day and was fined until he was dizzy from drinking. Yu Fei called him several times, and Du Man finally answered and told him that Fu Yuanzhou was drunk, so Yu Fei came to the KTV to pick up the person.

“You are so caring.”

Seeing Yu Fei pull the drunk Fu Yuanzhou up and let him lean into his arms, Du Man smiled and told Yu Fei: “Be careful on the road.”

“Senior sister, there is something I want to ask you.” But after picking up the person, Yu Fei did not leave immediately, “Zhou is single now, has he dated anyone before?”

“No? I don’t remember him mentioning it.” After recalling it for a while, Du Man said, “He definitely didn’t have it in high school. I don’t know about earlier. You can ask your brother, he must know.”

“That’s right.” Yu Fei smiled, “Thank you, sister Du, sorry, this time there is no way to send you back, and you should pay attention to safety.”

Du Man smiled when she heard the words: “Don’t worry about me, don’t look at me like this, I am a black belt in Taekwondo, I can beat you five times without any problem.”

After saying goodbye to her, Yu Fei took Fu Yuanzhou into the back seat of the taxi. He hugged Fu Yuanzhou and adjusted their sitting postures so that Fu Yuanzhou could lean more comfortably.

Looking down at Fu Yuanzhou’s sleeping face, Yu Fei stroked his slightly sweaty forehead hair back and whispered to himself.

“…Who have you kissed?”

“…? Xiao Fei?”

At this moment, Fu Yuanzhou woke up, his face was very red, and he spoke with a nasal voice, which sounded soft and mesmerizing. He looked up at Yu Fei vaguely, his eyes were moist, and the soft light in them seemed to reveal ambiguous feelings.

“Are you awake?” Yu Fei touched his face. He wondered if Fu Yuanzhou had heard what he was talking to him about just now, and asked calmly, “Have you got a headache?”

“…”

Fu Yuanzhou shook his head, felt dazed for a few seconds, then he plunged his head into Yu Fei’s arms, hugged him and whispered, “I’m sorry, I asked you to pick me up. I’m your boyfriend, but I’m worthless…”

“You said boyfriend?” Yu Fei was startled when he heard the words, he couldn’t believe what he heard, and asked him in disbelief, “Yuan, tell me again, who are you to me?”

“Boyfriend.” Fu Yuanzhou’s tone was as if taking it for granted, “Don’t you want to admit it?”

“No, I’m just… too surprised.” Yu Fei had a rare time when he couldn’t even speak, and his eyes showed a strong sense of joy and excitement. Even his voice was trembling, “Zhou, do you like me?”

“Of course I like you…” Fu Yuanzhou said vaguely, and fell asleep in Yu Fei’s arms after a while.

The taxi stopped in front of Fu Yuanzhou’s villa. Yu Fei helped Fu Yuanzhou, who was drunk, into the house and all the way to the bedroom. He took off Fu Yuanzhou’s shoes and coat, helped him lie on the bed, and went to the bathroom to get a towel wet with warm water, then he gently wiped Fu Yuanzhou’s face.

After wiping for a while, Fu Yuanzhou, who was lying on the bed, woke up, stared blankly at Yu Fei for a while with his eyes open, and asked slowly, “Xiao Fei, when did you become so tall?”

“When I was abroad.” Yu Fei smiled and wiped off the water marks on his face and didn’t think there was anything strange about his question. “After so many years, I will always grow taller.”

After getting an explanation, regardless of whether it was reasonable or not, it was enough to make Fu Yuanzhou calm down. Yu Fei filled the bathtub with hot water for him and asked him to take a bath, but Fu Yuanzhou sat still on the bed, never leaving his eyes. Yu Fei smiled and stroked his hair, and asked softly: “What’s the matter?”

He still wanted to wait for Zhou to wake up from his drunken state and talk to him about dating, since he was also in love with him.

“I… want to kiss you.”

Unexpectedly, his Yuan Yuan said something that made his heart beat even more.

“But now I smell of alcohol… I’m afraid you’ll hate me for kissing you.” Fu Yuanzhou hesitated for a while, then staggered off the bed and walked towards the bathroom, “I’d better wash it off…”

“It’s okay, I don’t mind, I want to kiss you too.” Yu Fei’s heart was about to melt, he hugged Fu Yuanzhou in his arms, lowered his head, and kissed his long-awaited lips.