CH 78

The drunk Fu Yuanzhou felt as if he was kissing Yu Fei.

Fu Yuanzhou was naturally happy to be close to his lover, but what was different from usual was that today Yu Fei was extraordinarily enthusiastic and dominant, holding him in her arms, kissing his lips deeply, making him out of breath.

Tears from the shortness of breath rolled down from the end of his eyes, Fu Yuanzhou felt more and more strange, so he opened his eyes, and it was indeed Yu Fei’s beautiful face that was so close to him, but there was a clear difference.

“…”

Most of the alcoholic haze dissipated in an instant, and Fu Yuanzhou realized that this was not his memory or dream, but a real kiss with Yu Fei, but his former girlfriend had now become a man, which meant— —

There was a “buzz” in his brain, and the blood faded from Fu Yuanzhou’s face. He finally discovered this terrible reality, and what was even more terrible was that he remembered what he had said just now. He even said that he was Yu Fei’s boyfriend and offered to kiss Yu Fei.

His shock and embarrassment reached their peak, Fu Yuanzhou pushed Yu Fei away, and lowered his head, not daring to meet Yu Fei’s gaze, for fear that Yu Fei would think him strange or disgusting.

Pushed away by him violently, Yu Fei, who had fallen into a sweet love, was also at a loss. With cautious eyes, he called softly: “Zhou?” , when they were connected with each other, he was too excited, but now he couldn’t help worrying if he was too impatient, and his unfamiliar kissing skills might have hurt Zhou, and whether he had driven Zhou away from himself.

Just as Yu Fei was about to apologize, he suddenly noticed that Fu Yuanzhou’s expression was not right. His face was pale and his expression was flustered. He kept saying to him, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”

“What’s wrong, Yuanzhou?” Yu Fei looked puzzled, “Why do you have to apologize to me?”

“I was too drunk just now, and I was confused for a while, and I did this kind of thing accidentally. I’m really sorry.”

Hearing Fu Yuanzhou’s apology, Yu Fei’s gentle smile faded little by little: “What do you mean?”

“This is… a misunderstanding.” Fu Yuanzhou said intermittently, “Just now I fell asleep and was dreaming. I dreamed that I had a girlfriend, so I thought she was…”

“Is it me?” Yu Fei’s voice was a little colder, “Who did you dream about?”

“I…”

Fu Yuanzhou was about to say that he didn’t remember but Yu Fei blocked his words: “You called my name, Yuan Yuan, you called me ‘Xiao Fei’ just now.”

As he said this, he approached Fu Yuanzhou, stretched out his arms, and locked him on the bed with him in the small corner between the walls, his dark eyes looked at him without blinking, and asked, “You still want to say that you mistaked me as someone else?”

“…”

Fu Yuanzhou was speechless, maybe he could say it was another girl named “Xiao Fei”, but now his mind was in a mess, he couldn’t think of anyone with the same name, and he really wanted to kiss Yu Fei, but it was the Yu Fei who was a girl in his previous life.

Yu Fei asked without a smile: “Why don’t you want to admit it? Is it such an unspeakable thing to like me and want to kiss me?”

“No!” How could Fu Yuanzhou have such emotions, so he had to say, “I was afraid that you would feel disgusted…”

“Can’t you see my attitude?”

Hearing what he said, Yu Fei’s eyes became much gentler, and he looked into his eyes seriously: “I’m clearly taking the initiative in responding to you, how could it be hateful? I like you to kiss me, Zhou… I like you.”

Xiao Fei liked him?

Fu Yuanzhou was stunned, his heart beat faster, could he still like Xiao Fei even if he was a man in this life?

But what about him, what kind of feelings did he have for Xiao Fei? Undoubtedly, he liked him in his previous life, but now that Xiao Fei had become a man, could he still maintain the same affection for him?

In fact, from the first time when he found out that Yu Fei had become a man, Fu Yuanzhou felt that he had to give up. In the past few months, he was slowly letting go of this relationship.

Even if the other party was Xiao Fei, could he really be with a man without any scruples?

Facing Yu Fei’s gaze, Fu Yuanzhou lowered his eyes, avoided looking at him, and said in a low voice, “But we are both men.”

“So what, as long as we like each other.”

Yu Fei wanted to touch Fu Yuanzhou’s face, but he dodged it, and his hand stopped in mid-air, revealing a lost emotion.    

“It’s different.” Fu Yuanzhou shook his head and said, “Our situation is different.”

After Yu Fei left, Fu Yuanzhou fell into annoyance. He regretted why he was drunk and regarded Xiao Fei as his original girlfriend, such that the situation became so bad.

Just recalling that kiss, Fu Yuanzhou’s heart started throbbing, no matter if Xiao Fei was a man or a woman, he would never find it annoying, but this had nothing to do with Xiao Fei.

Relationships and feelings were two different things. Even if they did want to get together, they would have to face too many facts.

In her previous life, Yu Fei was a popular actress in the entertainment circle, and this time was also the same. Yu Fei became popular on the Internet with a music video and used this as an opportunity to step into the entertainment circle. While filming movies, he also participated in variety shows and interviews to maintain exposure, thus he had been very busy since the start of the second half of the semester, rarely appearing in school, and even going home much less frequently.

After that time, Fu Yuanzhou and Yu Fei were no longer so close. In addition, Yu Fei was very busy, so they had no chance to get along with each other in private, and there was no follow-up to the previous incident.

….

After the winter vacation, the weather gradually warmed up, and Yu Fei’s new film crew happened to be filming in the No. 1 Middle School. On the day the film crew entered the school, almost all the students ran to watch Yu Fei who had appeared as an artist.

Yu Fei did the styling and put on makeup. He was already extremely good-looking, but now he looked even more perfect and dazzling. Although the crew cleared the scene for secrecy, the students were lucky enough to see some tidbits and interaction between actors.

Yu Fei played the second male role in the play, and the actor who played the male lead had a good relationship with him. When the two went to talk to the director, the male actor put his hand around Yu Fei’s shoulder. Although there was no ambiguous atmosphere, and it was just a normal communication, but Fu Yuanzhou felt very uncomfortable when he saw it. No matter how he looked at it, he felt that the hand was an eyesore.

“Director, I’ve studied the script, and I think the script is unfair.”

The actor who played the male lead joked with the director: “Why is Yu Fei the only one who got a kissing scene? I’m very dissatisfied, and I also want to shoot a kissing scene.”

Xiao Fei was going to do a kissing scene?

Hearing what the actor said, Fu Yuanzhou’s heart twitched, and his eyes focused on Yu Fei nervously. Yu Fei didn’t notice him in the crowd but smiled faintly without any expression.

Kissing scenes were very normal for actors. Yu Fei also got several such scenes in her previous life, but because she was in a relationship with Fu Yuanzhou, she didn’t want to act in them, so she turned them down with various reasons, but this time the two of them had nothing to do with each other, so Yu Fei did not express a clear refusal. Fu Yuanzhou knew that he was not qualified to ask Yu Fei to do anything, but he just couldn’t calm down.

If Xiao Fei and others… imagining the possible scenes, Fu Yuanzhou felt a throbbing pain in his heart. It was rare for Yu Fei to come back to Xie Lin’s house that night. He was either staying in other places or staying in a hotel before. The hotel was so close that he was able to come back and stay once.

Knowing that Yu Fei was next door, Fu Yuanzhou couldn’t sit still anymore, so he ran to Xie Lin’s house, knocked on the door of Yu Fei’s bedroom, wanting to confirm again.

“Are you really going to do a kissing scene?”

After entering the room, Fu Yuanzhou couldn’t help but speak before Yu Fei said anything.

Hearing his question, Yu Fei didn’t show a surprised expression, as if expecting that Fu Yuanzhou would ask this question, he nodded slightly and admitted: “Yes, there is such an arrangement.”

“Or…would you think about it again?” Fu Yuanzhou whispered, “I heard that actors can also propose to modify the script, right?”

“It is possible to do so, but I have no reason.”

Yu Fei said, and suddenly took a few steps forward, holding Fu Yuanzhou’s face in his hands: “Yuanzhou, what do you think I should tell the director?”

“…” Fu Yuanzhou didn’t think of what to say for the time being, he didn’t have a proper reason, and it was only on impulse that he came here now.

Yu Fei continued: “In order to gain attention and topic, I should do the kiss scene, but if someone stops me, maybe I will change my mind.”

“Is this person going to be you, Zhou? I won’t answer, but I need you to give me a good reason.”

His eyes were very deep, and being looked at by him like this, Fu Yuanzhou felt that his thoughts had been seen through, his face was hot, and he said intermittently: “You are too young to shoot this kind of scene.”

He knew that what he said was very false, and all his guilt had probably been exposed on his face. He obviously didn’t want to see Yu Fei’s kissing scene out of selfishness, but he said it in such a high-sounding manner. Even if it was a legitimate reason, it couldn’t cover up his selfishness.

“I’m not young anymore.” Yu Fei smiled, “I know who I like and what I want, what do you think?” He grabbed Fu Yuanzhou’s hand, “Come on, tell me, I’m listening.”

He lowered his head, his ruddy lips almost kissing Fu Yuanzhou’s fingertips, and the continuous heat from the clasped palms made Fu Yuanzhou’s face flush, and his stubborn voice was so small that it was inaudible: “You just don’t fit.”

“…”

Yu Fei looked at him for a while, then suddenly bent his lips, let go of Fu Yuanzhou, turned around and picked up the script on the table.

“Although I shouldn’t show you the script, I believe you will not reveal it to anyone else.”

He smiled and said to Fu Yuanzhou: “Since you think I may not be suitable for kissing scenes, then come and play against me, and I will act. Let me show you, I’ll let you judge whether I’m suitable for a kiss scene, okay?”