Wei asked in a voice that Mu Jin had been married to a woman for three years, and that she was respectful as a soldier. She paid special attention to the four words "respectful as a soldier". She didn't think it was unacceptable, but it was really too sudden.
She is not that kind of harsh woman, and she has no passion for cleanliness. Moreover, the princess is dead, and she has no need to pursue anything.
If mujin had told her all this and told her everything in good faith, even if she had any reaction at that time, she would definitely accept mujin.
However, mujin was afraid that she would care about his wife after she said his real identity, so she did not dare to say it all the time.
She understands Mu Jin's worried mood, because she cares about her, so she dare not say it at will. Maybe Mu Jin has been looking for a suitable opportunity.
But now mujin said at this time, but also a suitable opportunity, a let her find a reasonable reason to leave him, let him forget his opportunity.
If she doesn't go back after three days, once her hair is poisoned, she will become a burden to mujin. Even if mujin hid well at that time, her whereabouts will be exposed as long as her hair is poisoned.
Instead of letting mujin put her down from her heart, let her go back to zhonglixian and watch how zhonglixian died, it's better than her following mujin to implicate mujin!
It was mujin who was choosing before, and he had to choose to do it because of his difficulties. Now it's her turn.
"Zhu'er is my sister. She died in the womb with the Crown Princess five years ago when the emperor of the imperial clan was plotting against the rebellion. She was only three years old at that time!" Mujin's dark eyes were replaced by thick sadness in an instant, followed by deep hatred.
Wei iris was stunned again. The name engraved in mujin's arm turned out to be his sister, who was only three years old when she died!
"My father and the emperor loved my mother so much that after my father and the emperor took the throne, my mother and the queen were the only ones in the whole harem. Later, when my mother gave birth to me, I became the only prince. Almost as soon as I was born, I was granted the crown prince. Because my father and the emperor loved my mother and her children's hard work, I never let them give birth again. Later, I was nineteen At the age of 18, the group of Ministers wrote many memorials to cover my father's desk. They asked me to set up a prince and concubine, give birth to lin'er, and open branches and leaves for the royal family. The mother knew that I didn't want to, so she discussed with the father and the emperor to give birth to a prince to stop the long mouth of the group of ministers. However, she didn't think that the mother died after giving birth to zhu'er, and the mother died. The father was a fool Almost overnight, the father and the emperor seemed to be ten years old, and totally ignored the affairs of the government. At that time, as the prince, I had to shoulder the responsibility of the state, instead of the father and the emperor, go to the court, read the memorials, and deal with state affairs. Zhu Er was even put into the womb to raise. Every time I saw Zhu Er in the cradle, I looked at the mountains on the table I have to persuade me to set up a crown princess as early as possible to help me! "
When mujin talks about that past, the dark eyes are like a lake with no bottom. Countless feelings are interwoven in her eyes. Although her spoken language is clear and peaceful, the light in her eyes is very painful.
Wei didn't expect Mu Jin to have such a hard time in the past few years.
The mother died in blood, the father ignored the government, and all the burden fell on him.
"And then?" Wei iris is hoarse.
"Then I compromised. At the age of 20, I married the daughter of a hundred years Zanying family of Nanyue state as the crown princess. I didn't want to be myself, nor because I couldn't bear the pressure, but I thought I couldn't let zhu'er live without maternal love. I couldn't let me enjoy what will last nearly 20 years, and zhu'er couldn't enjoy it. And if it wasn't for me, my My mother will not give birth to zhu'er, nor will she die. My father will not be so decadent all the time, and zhu'er will not be born again and lose her mother! " Mujin's voice is low and soft, but endless pain is hidden in the words.
Since he was a child, he has monopolized the love of his father, his mother and his mother. Suddenly he lost his mother. How can he not be sad? But he has no time to be sad. He has to cheer up, shoulder the responsibility of being a prince, and take care of his younger sister.
The pain is not something that ordinary people can bear.
Especially because of this matter or because of him, the sense of guilt in his heart is self-evident.
Mujin went to weiiris again. Ruyu's fingers crossed weiiris's eyes, and her movements were gentle and cherished: "at that time, I could completely block the ministers' mouths after the expiration of three years' filial piety, but I still didn't. I made a wrong choice when I was 19, because I insisted on losing my favorite mother, I'm afraid I would It's the father's hatred of me before he died. You really don't know how sad he was after his mother left. When he was buried, if not the father-in-law next to him found that the coffin had sunk, otherwise his father would have been buried with his mother in the imperial mausoleum. I always thought my father was a man with strong bones, but I didn't think about it After his mother died, he turned into this picture The father can ignore me, but he shouldn't even have a look at Zhu Er... "
Perhaps it is because of the infatuation of the emperor of the former Nanyue state that Mu Jin is born!
"Iris, I don't want to be wrong once, so I married the Crown Princess beside me and hoped that the crown princess could bring Zhu Er a trace of maternal love. I hope Zhu Er could grow up happily and happily, without any worries, just like me, but I think because of my choice, I failed a person and even hurt her..." When mujin said this, the clear words had become terrifying to swallow.
"She loves you, but you But I didn't like her. " Wei iris basically guessed that the person Mu Jin failed to live up to was the crown princess.
"Iris, before I met you, I really didn't know what was love and what was like. Even though my father and mother had said it to me thousands of times before, I still didn't understand how it would feel to like a person. But after meeting you, I finally realized what it was like to like a person. That's the combination of bitterness and sweetness, which makes you never feel happy Rather, when you say something against your heart, your heart moves towards you unconsciously. Sometimes it makes a silly smile. As long as you are free, your mind will be full of your figure I really care about you. I'm so afraid of you. I've never felt that way to the crown princess! " Mujin's eyes are far away, and she recalls the scene that she met with Wei iris. It is estimated that the time is the happiest and happiest after she lost her mother.