Chapter 368

"I don't know if she feels this way about me, but she really takes on the responsibility of a good mother, a good princess. She helps me take care of Zhu Er's food and daily life carefully, and performs her duties as a princess. She is dignified and generous, gentle and elegant, and her music, chess, calligraphy and painting are all inclusive. She is more considerate and knows my mind deeply. I know I shouldn't be in your presence She said that she was good, but she was really good, very good. She looked weak, but she was actually strong. She knew my mind, so she never bothered me, and she would not try to win my favor. She was like a white lotus in the pond. She would appear behind me when I needed her. When I didn't need her, she would appear silently Later, she will be far away from me. I've been with her for three years. In these three years, her little bit has slowly infiltrated into my life. I don't know when I accepted her. I think it's a long-term relationship, but when I meet you, I know it's not. It's just a habit, a kind of kinship! " Mujin said with a light smile, and the pain in her eyes penetrated.

In a moment, it flowed into Wei iris's heart. His strong and indifferent dress made him feel helpless and painful.

As if they were physically and mentally connected, the pain and thousands of sorrows in his heart at the moment could be clearly felt by her.

Mujin's every word, every look, can touch the most painful string in her heart.

This kind of woman is really good, even she thinks this kind of woman is very good, and after listening to mujin, she even has no slightest bitterness to this kind of woman, which only adds to her heart's pity and regret.

Such a woman can not get mujin's love, which really makes Wei iris feel sad for her.

"If it didn't happen five years ago, she should still be alive, and you will treat her well, just like your father, there will be only one person in the whole harem!" Wei iris's long eyelashes don't know when they are stained with crystal tears, like crystal, which makes her eyes look extremely bright at this time.

Mujin held out her thumb and gently wiped out the starlight of Weiyuan's twining on her eyelashes: "yes, without the rebellion of the emperor five years ago, my zhu'er is now eight years old, and I have become the emperor, the crown princess has become the queen, and even I and she will have children..."

Mujin said this sentence, the words suddenly choked up, looking at Wei iris for a long time.

"However, there is no if in this world, and time will not flow back. Zhu'er and the crown princess will not live again. Now you are with me, and you will be with me in the future!" Mujin's brow, as pale as the distant mountain, was slightly wrinkled: "I have only you now, don't you leave me, OK?"

The starlight in Wei iris's eyes is more and more. It seems that as long as she blinks gently, it will drip down her eyes. Her heart is aching, a kind of sour and bitter pain.

She really wanted to be with him. Maybe before he was 19, he had been living an enviable life, but after he was 19, he also suffered what his peers could not bear.

He lost his mother, his father and his daughter, zhu'er, and then he was regarded as the prince and concubine of his relatives. After that, he suffered a lot. Although he picked up a life dangerously, he had to live as someone else. In the past eight years, he suffered too much and experienced too much.

The people around him left him one by one, and he had no choice but to go on without hesitation.

"Are the Crown Princess and Zhu Er really dead?" Wei hopes that the crown princess is not dead and Zhu Er is not dead. She hopes that the Crown Princess and Zhu Er can escape from the coup that year.

She is a sincere expectation, because as a woman, she lives too hard. She has paid for mujin for so many years, sacrificed for so many years, and restrained her love for mujin for so many years. When she finally got mujin, she lost her life.

If it was her, how reluctant she would be!

When mujin didn't say what kind of person the crown princess was, she was a little jealous of the crown princess in her heart. But when she heard mujin's words, she thought that the envied person should be her!

The crown princess is so good, and her identity is so noble. Her character, family background, character and talent are all on top of her. She kept for three years before she got a look back from mujin. However, she only knew mujin for less than half a year, but she occupied mujin's heart.

The one who is so jealous and hates her should be the princess!

Wei Yuanmei suddenly feels that she has become a sinful person. She doesn't have any right to mind that mujin has married a wife before. The people she cares about are mujin and the crown princess.

"I also hope they didn't die. After I woke up, I began to secretly search for their whereabouts. However, no matter how I searched for the news, there will always be only one. The Crown Princess and zhu'er were killed in Taiyu by the emperor's personal guard, and then they put a fire into the fire together with the prince's palace. There is no one in Taiyu, either a palace maid or a servant In addition, since the emperor of Zongzheng has made up his mind to revolt, he will not keep the Crown Princess and zhu'er! " Mujin did not expect the Crown Princess and Zhu Er to escape in that coup.

But five years later, he didn't hear from them.

"I envy you so much that I can marry such a nice princess!" Wei iris's admiration for the Crown Princess comes from her heart. If it's her, she can't really do it.

"Yes, Miaogo is a very good woman. I'm sorry for her and failed her. Even I regret marrying such a good woman as the Crown Princess and killing her young life! She could not have married me or died, but it was all in my mind! " Mujin thought of the dead princess, eyes full of regret.

Why is it wrong that he even made two choices?

"I really regret that I should kill the emperor immediately when I found out that he was plotting against him, but I should not take a chance. I think that the emperor is my uncle and will not do it. But he did it anyway, and I didn't think of the feeling of my uncle and nephew. I really didn't expect that my uncle, who loved me very much, would do it He became such a cold-blooded and merciless man when he became emperor! " This is probably the most regretful choice for mujin.