Chapter 86

"You're in the Olympic mathematics training team?" Xu Qichen's eyes were bright. "It's so powerful. I heard that as long as you enter, you can walk t big. Jingjian seems that only you and one of the senior one's children enter."

Seeing that he was happier than himself, Xia Zhixu felt warm. He bent down, took out a can of coke from the vending machine, and sighed, "it's not clear what to recommend, but if you want to go to Beijing for a month's training, it's very troublesome to think about it. Listen to my brother say that you can't bring a mobile phone, which is isolated from the outside world."

Xu Qichen smile, "it doesn't matter, a month will soon pass, if you can really walk, don't care about this month's homework."

He doesn't care about homework at all.

Xia Zhixu's eyes drooped. "After I'm gone, you should have a good meal. Let Chen Fang help you if you have anything. Xia Xiqing is OK. He's a little short of mouth. He's already 30 years old. You should pay attention to your health..."

"I know." With a smile on his face, Xu Qichen said, "why do you look like an old father who wants to go far away."

Two people unknowingly from the canteen to the cherry forest, leaves in the wind crumbling, long after flowering. Xu Qichen suddenly thought of something, "ah, by the way, do the people you like know that you are going to train?"

Xia Zhi Xu Leng for a moment, it turns out that he has been remembering that he was denounced in Yinglin. He looked at Xu Qichen, Xu Qichen did not wait for the answer, he first laughed out, "I'm talkative."

"What's your major when you go to college?" Xu Qichen changed the topic, "mathematics? Or finance? "

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "I don't want to, I want to learn computer."

Xu Qichen was a little confused. Xia Zhi and Xu Xiaodao said, "science and technology is the first productive force." He looked at the sky and said, "maybe there are many things that can't be done now, which can be realized by science and technology in the future. And you? "

"Literature. Mr. Zhang said that in some of my previous awards, there should be no big problem in applying for the walk of W or F University. "

"Don't you want to go to school in Beijing?" Xia Zhixu frowned slightly.

He always thought that they could go to Beijing together.

"I'd like to." Xu Qichen laughed, "if you want to apply for a better one, you should take part in this national gathering cup. But Mr. Zhang said that if you just want a university with a strong humanistic atmosphere, you don't have to stick to a certain city... "

He said this with a little guilty, for fear that Xia Zhixu would see that he wanted to go to school in the same city with him. Xia Zhixu was suddenly upset. It was Mr. Zhang who said it. Was Mr. Zhang's words the golden rule?

Two people up the stairs, just walked to the fourth floor to see Zhang Zhengxin came out of a class, he saw two people first said hello, "you two are really anxious."

Xu Qichen was a little embarrassed. "Oh, by the way, Mr. Zhang, I have put the application list of Huihui cup on your desk."

Xia Zhixu saw two people chatting about business, then said a good teacher into the classroom, after all, his heart is still a little angry. As soon as he entered the classroom, he was surrounded by several people, and we all heard about his Olympic mathematics training. One by one, Xia Zhixu sat back in his seat, glanced out, and found that Zhang Zhengxin and Xu Qichen were still standing outside the door.

I don't know what they are talking about. Xu Qichen's eyes are looking at Zhang Zhengxin. He listens very carefully and looks like a successful student.

Zhang Zhengxin said and touched Xu Qichen's head with a gentle smile.

Xia Zhixu thought that he was crazy, and he would feel particularly dazzling when he saw this scene.

He is a man who has no talent for literature. It seems that he can't be his bosom friend in any case. When we talk with him about those exquisite sentences or profound humanistic core, even when we see his award-winning works, we can only sigh from the bottom of our heart, "well written."

Like a person to the extreme, the original will wear away self-confidence.

On the day Xia Zhixu left for Beijing, it rained and the whole sky sank. Xu Qichen looked out of the window and couldn't help walking away.

"Oh, my dear nephew has gone to Beijing. I really can't bear it." Xia Xi cleaned up his desk book, "last night I called him, the line was busy, I don't know who to chat with, chatting for so long."

Xu Qichen lowered his head, silently pulled out a book from the drawer, and glanced at Xia Xiqing.

"Your drawer has become a storage cabinet for extra-curricular books. With so many extra-curricular books in it, Mr. Zhang is used to you and others have confiscated them."

"You're not, either." Xu Qichen looked at his desk. "Your drawer is full of picture books and comics. Let's do the same for each other."

"No, you won't be punished because you are a good student. As for me, I don't care at all. If he confiscates it, I will go to the office every day to make trouble, and he has to give it back to me. " Xia Xiqing laughed and put on his backpack. "I don't want to tell you. I have to go to the studio for training. In a few months, I will take the art exam. I can't fish any more."

"Come on." Xu Qichen smiles and watches Xia Xiqing leave the classroom.The girl in the front seat turned around and said, "I really admire Xia Xiqing, who has a good brain. I don't see him how to learn, and his culture class can always stay at the top."

Xu Qichen also agreed, especially in mathematics. He always got the first place in the class.

Maybe the people of Xia family are gifted in mathematics.

He counted the composition books on the desk and collected them all afternoon. He stood up to take them to the office, but was stopped by the front seat.

"By the way, Qichen, my friend wants to read the novel you lent me last time. Can you lend it to me for a few more days?"

Xu Qichen nodded, "in the drawer, look for it yourself. I'll hand in my homework."

"Thank you."

On the way back from the administration building, Xu Qichen suddenly thought of something.

In his drawer, there is also a new book he bought online from the school mailroom in the morning. He just tore the package and had no place to put it, so he had to put it in the drawer. Aware of this problem, his steps are involuntarily faster.

The mood becomes anxious, as if there is a pair of invisible hands digging their own deep buried in the heart can not see the light of things. He began to complain about his carelessness, his carelessness, and why the stairs were so long.

Finally, he ran to the classroom in coarse clothes. Xu Qichen looked up at the students in the classroom. He was still the same as when he went out, sleeping and reading. There was no big change.

His heart sank a little.

The girl in the front seat looked at him, "you're back." She shook the book in her hand. "I've been looking for it for a long time. There are too many books in your drawer."

Xu Qichen's back had a thin layer of sweat, sticky and incomparable, making his skin unable to breathe.

"Yes It's time to clean up. "

He was a little lucky that he didn't seem to be found out.

The girl turned around and said with a smile, "I didn't expect you could read the original English book."

His back stiffened and his mouth opened, but he could not speak.

"When I was just taking this, I saw that you had several original English books stuffed into it. It's amazing. I still have a hard time reading the original."

She didn't seem to find anything. Her face was very clear.

The front desk mate, who has been engrossed in transcribing English notes, suddenly turns around and pushes his eyes on the bridge of his nose, "do you have the original English book? What kind of book is it? Can I borrow it? "

Xu Qichen put his hand in the drawer and looked at the boy with his eyes

The so-called original English books are actually Giovanni's room and Brokeback Mountain, both of which are gay literature.

There was some doubt in the boy's eyes. He seemed to question why Xu Qichen hesitated so much. It was clear that his deskmate had just said that the book was in his drawer.

He swallowed his saliva, only to feel the grain in his back. I don't know if it's just a coincidence that the class bell suddenly rang, and Xu Qichen said in a low voice, "if you take it out for self-study in the evening and it's seen by the teacher, it may be confiscated. I'll give you more copies tomorrow, and you'll take them back."

"Oh..." The doubts on the boy's face were still not dispelled, but he turned around.

Xu Qichen, like a fugitive from famine, took advantage of everyone's inattention to cram the new books on his desk into his schoolbag, zipped to death and put them against his back. After studying in the evening, I left the classroom with my bag on my back.

It's raining all day. Xu Qichen walks to the bus station with his schoolbag in the rain. He used to be with Xia Zhixu, but suddenly he's the only one left. He doesn't feel used to it.

Since the car accident, Xu Qichen has become a downright pessimist. No matter what happens, he will predict the worst. The bleak autumn wind blows through his half wet body, and even his spine trembles slightly.

He felt that what he was holding in his arms was not a book, but a timing bomb.

When someone accidentally stepped on his carefully hidden tail, he found that he was afraid.

"Why are you sitting here alone?"

Xu Qichen raised his head and saw a car parked in front of him. The window rolled down. It was Zhang Zhengxin.

"Teacher..." Xu Qichen coughed twice, "I'll wait for the bus."

"Come on up, I'll take you back. It's raining. If you get sick, your aunt will be in a hurry. " Zhang Zhengxin saw that he didn't move. He got out of the car and opened the door for him. "Hurry up, be obedient."

Holding his schoolbag, Xu Qichen hesitated to get into the car. Zhang Zhengxin turned the steering wheel, "Xia Zhixu is going to train, so you can only go home alone every day?"

"It's not..." Xu Qichen wanted to explain, "there's nothing wrong with one person, just along the way, usually together."

"It's very good. I made the purest friends in high school. Our high school classmates are still in touch now, and they go out drinking together in their spare time. "

Is that right? Xu Qichen's hand tightly clutched the wet schoolbag.

These two words are too ironic for him.Zhang Zhengxin drove him to the unit building downstairs. Xu Qichen got out of the car and asked, "teacher, don't you go up?"

Zhang Zhengxin shook his head and said with a smile, "the influence is not good."

Xu Qichen was about to turn around and go upstairs when he heard Zhang Zhengxin open his mouth in the back, "why don't you ask your aunt after you go up to see if she has time now and if she is willing to come down."

His tone is very gentle, Xu Qichen smile, "good."

During the period when Xia Zhixu left, Xu Qichen was still reading and studying quietly in his own small space, chatting with Xia Xiqing, or writing by himself. He still won't participate in the social circle of any person or group, and will try to avoid caring about the hot topics in everyone's mouth and keep his invisible posture.

Until one day, the girl outside the class called him to the door of the classroom and handed her a love letter.

"I like you for a long time Please make sure you have a look at this letter Then she turned and left.

Xu Qichen really admired their courage. They were all things he didn't have.

He came back to the classroom with the pink letter in his hand. Just after two steps, Xiao Yue, a female classmate who has always been gossiping, pulled out the letter and sighed with a strange sigh, "Oh, another poor girl, has been concentrating on our talented man Xu."

The tone of this sentence made Xu Qichen feel uncomfortable. He stretched out his hand and said faintly, "give me the letter first."

"Take a look. You'll turn her down anyway."

Xu Qichen frowns slightly. Xiao Yue once sent a short message of confession to herself on Valentine's day in senior two, but he refuses. Considering her * *, he never mentioned it to anyone.

Seeing that Xu Qichen didn't speak, Xiao Yue opened the envelope and said, "tut Tut, two pieces of paper can really write."

Next to a girl also began to coax, "no two brushes, how nice to write to Xu Da Cai Zi."

"You give it to me, don't look at it." Xu Qichen's tone sank a lot, and his face also showed obvious displeasure.

When Xiao Yue saw him like this, she felt frightened, and her voice became sharp. "It's just a love letter. How can you protect it? Can you change your mind? Like girls again? "

Her angry words were like a knife, which cut a big hole in Xu Qichen's chest.

Xu Qichen couldn't find it. His lips began to tremble. "Don't talk nonsense..."

"What nonsense? You think everyone is a fool. Nobody has talked about it in private. If you don't like girls, don't pretend to be a flower protector. It's disgusting. "

The pink letter was thrown on Xu Qichen's face by Xiao Yue and fell on the ground again.

Xu Qichen stood in the corridor for a while, then bent down and picked up the letter.

It turns out that there is no past at all.

It becomes a seed, infiltrated by rumors in the dark corner, grows wildly when it is covered by luck, and grows into a treacherous plant that can only be seen by itself.

Originally, all the insiders and suspicions were just exchanging information secretly underground, carefully avoiding his client. But since the quarrel with Xiao Yue, they seem to have found a kind of pass to discuss this matter openly and honestly. No one worries about his idea any more. The rumor has finally evolved into a viral way of transmission and spread out recklessly.

"Well, did you hear that? Xu Qichen of class 4 is gay and likes men. "

"True or false, he used to be in the same class with me."

"Although I don't discriminate against this Well But it's a little strange to be around you. "

"I'll go. The one in class 4 really likes men. I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of? People like it when they are a man."

"Ha ha ha ha."

People always feel that they are just discussing in good faith, but we tend to ignore one point. A soft knife is also a knife, and it will hurt if you poke it in.

Even when he received his homework, Xu Qichen couldn't help being insinuated.

"You're the only one who hasn't handed in the reading training. Give it to me quickly. I'm going to the office."

The boy who was urged to do his homework was originally a backward student. He entered the key class relying on his relationship. While playing the game, he looked up at Xu Qichen and said with a playful smile, "class representative, I'll discuss something with you. You see, I've never laughed at you behind my back. I'm different from them. You can see that I'm so conscious and flexible?"

All the boys around laughed, exaggerating one by one.

Xu Qichen's face was pale, and he bit his back teeth tightly. After standing at his seat for a while, he said in a hoarse voice, "whatever you want, you can give it to Mr. Zhang by yourself."

He didn't have the courage to go to the girl who borrowed the book from him to confront him and ask him if he had leaked his secret. He also didn't have the courage and energy to find out the source of the rumor.His ears began to get out of his control. He heard people talking about the books he had read, about the same-sex movies he had seen, and even more, from the articles he had written and praised, he looked for any clues that could support their conjecture.

Everyone is not malicious, everyone is just sharing secrets.

Xu Qichen feels hopeless. If he is dragged down by these shadowy details, he can calmly find out the mockers hidden in the dark corner and confront them one by one to overthrow their "slander". But he can't.

Just like the snowstorm that he felt guilty for many years, he could not deny that he was really excited and happy for the snowstorm that buried many lives.

He can't deny that he really likes a boy.

In P.E. class, Xu Qichen stood in the class team in silence. People were too close to each other, which made him hallucinate. It seemed that everyone's eyes were cut on himself, either blatantly contemptuous or ostensibly kind.

"Today is the pre exam physical test, you boys and girls separate, boys test push ups first, in pairs, count each other, girls are the same, test sit ups, I go to the equipment room first."

The physical education teacher said that he left after the dissolution, and everyone was still the boy who refused to hand in his homework. He joked, "don't divide me with Xu Qichen."

Several boys in the back row laughed.

Xu Qichen still did not speak, and there was no expression on his face.

Xia Xiqing, who hasn't come to class recently, went to PE class abnormally today. He heard that boy saying something like this in the back and frowned and said, "your mother hasn't taught you how to talk, or I'll spare no effort to teach you how to be a human being?"

Xu Qichen drags Xia Xiqing's arm. As soon as he wants to open his mouth, the boy scolds him again. "It's none of your business to talk to me. If you help him like this, you are not afraid that he will agree with you. "

They all laughed again. Xia Xiqing threw away Xu Qichen's hand, rushed up and grabbed the man's collar, with a low voice, "who do you like? It's none of your business? What are you jumping on? "

"I just can't stand homosexuality!"

"Who the hell are you used to?" Xia Xiqing punched the man's left face and kicked, "who do you think you are?"

The other students came forward and pulled the two apart. The boy was even more reluctant after he was beaten. He continued to scold, "what are you worried about? You're not gay yourself," he vomited blood foam. "It's really disgusting."

"I don't understand. What's the relationship between you and who you like? What's the point of talking about one by one!" Xia Xiqing's arm was firmly grasped by two people, unable to move, "I just like a dog, and it's also my business with that dog!"

Everyone's focus was drawn away by them. Xu Qichen, the center of the topic, stood aside and could do nothing.

Finally, it turned into a fight and was poked to the teaching office.

The three people involved all went into the office. Xia xiqingyuan wanted to carry all the things, but Xu Qichen bit him to death because of himself.

Originally, he was supposed to be punished for staying in school for observation. Zhang Zhengxin couldn't bear to see Xu Qichen like this, so in the name of composition competition, he discussed with Director Wang about how to lighten the punishment, and finally nothing came to an end.

But no one thought that in the eyes of the students below, this kind of big things and small things have become a kind of shelter between teachers and good students.

It's like the distortion of the virus. It's a new charge.

Xia Zhixu, who is riding the training bus back to Jingjian, is full of expectations. When he grows up to such a big age, there has never been a person who can make him miss so much. He feels that his heart is not in this body for a long time, but in another person's chest.

"Ah, Mr. Xia, did you read the school post?"

With the students who went to the training together sitting behind him, Xia Zhixu was at a loss. "What's wrong with the post bar? I didn't take my mobile phone."

"I just came out of the camp and saw that my classmates sent me a link to a post. It's a matter of your same grade."

Xia Zhixu was not very interested, but his younger brother muttered, "class 4 is a key liberal arts class. How can it be like this..."

"Class Four? What happened to class 4? " Xia Zhixu snatched the mobile phone from his younger brother. The page displayed on the screen is a post of Jingjian high school's official post bar.

[the teacher in charge of class 4 of senior two has an ambiguous relationship with his male classmates. Does the school care about it? 】

Xia Zhixu frowns and turns down, and sees a picture of a student getting into a car. The picture is not clear, but Xia Zhixu immediately recognizes Xu Qichen, which is also Zhang Zhengxin's car.

His back was chilly, his fingers began to stiffen, and he turned down. The main building even listed all kinds of criminal evidence of them.

[Zhang Zhengxin interviewed Xu Qichen in the name of composition guidance for many times. ]

[Xu Qichen participated in various competitions recommended by Zhang Zhengxin, who used his power for personal gain to fight for the number of recommended places. ][many people witnessed Xu Qichen getting on Zhang Zhengxin's car after school, and they behaved intimately. ]

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The following reply is even more terrifying. There are all kinds of rumors about the relationship between them. Some people say that Zhang Zhengxin connives at Xu Qichen very much. No matter what mistakes he makes, he will not blame him, and even cover up his mistakes in front of the instructor. Others say that Xu Qichen only approaches Zhang Zhengxin for the sake of the number of escorts in the liberal arts class, and even leads the head teacher to his own home.

Xuedi stretched out his head and looked at Xia Zhixu's expression more and more wrong. His hands began to shake, so he patted him, "senior, are you ok? What's the matter with you? "

As soon as he got out of the car, Xia Zhixu rushed to the teaching building without taking the bag and climbed up the stairs like playing with his life.

He didn't understand what would happen if he had only been away for a month.

How can he be related to Zhang Zhengxin? It's impossible.

Stopping at the gate of class 4, he yelled inside, "where's Xu Qichen?"

At dinner, there was only a small group of people in the class, and no one responded to him. Everyone looked at him silently like a monster.

"Are you all dumb? What about Xu Qichen? "

Then a man said, "he didn't come to school today..."

Xia Zhixu leaned against the door of class 4 and gasped. He looked at the class coldly and left the fifth floor without saying a word.

Near late autumn, the wind blowing in the face, like a thin blade in the cut.

When Chen Fang saw Xia Zhixu coming back, he immediately welcomed him, "Zhixu, you're back." He saw that Xia Zhixu's expression was not right. He spoke carefully, "do you know that..."

"Why is it like this?" Xia Zhixu faced him with a puzzled and painful expression, "I've only been gone for a few days..."

Chen Fang thought he was hit by Xu Qichen's temperament. "I didn't expect him to like Forget it. Don't say that. "

"Why not?" Xia Zhixu wiped his face, he urgently needed to know the truth, "Xia Xiqing, where has he gone?"

"Don't mention it. Xia Xiqing had a fight with a man in class 4 for this. Director Wang called his father and took him back." Chen Fang sighed, "his father must have been beaten badly when he went back. It's not that you don't know when he's been beaten from childhood to adulthood."

Xia Zhixu's mind is very confused. He doesn't have a clue. He wants to delete that post and find out everyone who sneers and spreads rumors below, but he can't do it at all.

He didn't even dare to think about how Xu Qichen survived his absence.

"Ah! Where are you going? "

"I'll go to find Xu Qichen."

Chen Fang stopped his arm. "Don't go. Listen to me. They all say that when director Wang goes to his house today, you will only make things more troublesome. "

"I know you have a good relationship with him, and I know that Xu Qichen is not like that. But now you should calm down. There's something wrong with Xia Xiqing. Xu Qichen doesn't want you to get involved. "

When they were talking, Li Ming, a classmate, opened his mouth across an aisle. "Hey, you still think about your" good friend ". Be careful. What if he entangles you?"

The three words "good friend" were specially stressed by him.

Xia Zhixu suddenly turned red, grabbed the chair at hand and was hugged by Chen Fang, "don't! Calm down! Li Ming, don't say a damn word! You're sick, aren't you

"Zhixu, calm down. If something happens to you, Xu Qichen will collapse."

Everyone in the class is far away. Xia Zhixu is like a wild animal on the verge of madness. His chest is undulating violently, and his eyes are staring at Li Ming.

He's going to collapse.

Xia Zhixu finally put down his chair.

He didn't want to stay in this place for a moment.

They left the classroom in silence, took the 729 bus they took together every day, and went back to the bus stop opposite their home.

When director Wang came to the door, Xu Qichen was the only one in the family.

He didn't lie and ask for leave. He did get sick.

Director Wang's eyes were very complicated. Xu Qichen knew that he was a good student who could win honor for Jingjian in his eyes. But in this month, everything changed. He stirred the whole Jingjian up and became everyone's talk.

"Director Wang, you drink water." Xu Qichen handed him a cup of hot water and sat on the sofa opposite him.

"Xu Qichen, you are a good boy. I know that." Director Wang put the water on the table. "In fact, many of those rumors are shadowy. I can see them clearly. I also believe that you have nothing to do with Mr. Zhang."

Xu Qichen licked his dry lower lip due to low fever and said in a hoarse voice, "director, Mr. Zhang is innocent. Please don't punish him. He really didn't do anything."

Director Wang sighed, "as you know, it has a bad effect on our economy. Now the whole school is talking about it. Many people are also involved, such as Xia Xiqing in your class, who could have won extra points. Now because of fighting and making trouble, the leaders say that they must be punished, and all the awards will not count. "He knew what director Wang meant and said that Xia Xiqing was actually talking about himself.

"You see, there is a place for each of Arts and science. Xia Zhi and Xu Gang took part in the training, and the science walk has been basically settled. In arts, you are the first, no matter you win the prize or your usual performance. Originally..."

Hearing Xia Zhixu from director Wang's mouth, Xu Qichen began to fall into tinnitus. He couldn't hear the following words clearly, but felt a dull pain in his chest.

Xia Zhixu's face appeared in front of his eyes. He laughed happily and said what he wanted to learn in the future and what kind of person he wanted to be.

Fear began to nibble at Xu Qichen's will.

He was afraid that if things continued to deteriorate and expand, would Xia Zhixu be involved?

Will someone connect him with himself?

They will. They are so close. Many people know that.

He could hardly remember how he sent director Wang out, or how long he had been sitting by the bedside in a daze after returning to his room.

When the four-day low fever finally came to an end, he finally walked out of the house.

On another rainy day, he went to the bus station alone with an umbrella. He wanted to go back to school, but found a familiar figure standing beside the bus station, supporting a black bicycle he had only seen once.

"Xu Qichen?"

Xia Zhixu could hardly believe his eyes. From the day he came back, he would wait here every morning, hoping that he could wait for him that day. But when he finally did, he felt it was his own illusion.

In front of the umbrella people thin a big circle, the late autumn rain is like a needle, densely tied in Xia Zhixu's body.

The black umbrella cover wrapped Xu Qichen, his steps seemed very empty, and there was no sound when he stepped on the ground.

Xia Zhixu threw down his bike and walked up to him. He had a lot to say to him, but all of them choked in his throat. Finally, he could only ask, "are you ok?"

Xu Qichen looked up at him, his amber eyes are very gray, just like the sky now.

"I know those are rumors, I know, you and Mr. Zhang..."

The person in front of him seemed to be stabbed by some words. He said hoarsely, "no, I have nothing to do with him."

The sound of rain mixed with his voice made people feel cold.

"I know..."

"He's just chasing my aunt. I've explained it. No one believes it."

His hand held the handle tightly. Xia Zhixu wanted to hold him. He never thought like this.

"I believe everything you say."

As soon as he reached out his hand, Xu Qichen stepped back, like a tortured stray cat, huddled in the corner.

Xia Zhixu's hand trembled and finally took it back. His voice was low and dumb, "even if you really are..."

"I'm not."

Xu Qichen lowered his head and muttered, "I'm not, I'm not."

Such repeated statements seem to convince himself. He looks up and looks into Xia Zhixu's eyes, "I'm not gay, I'm not."

Xia Zhixu choked his throat, looked at his red eyes and nodded difficultly, "I know, don't be afraid, I believe you..."

As a bus passed by, Xu Qichen seemed to be a drowning man who had been struggling for a long time. He finally found a piece of driftwood. He didn't even look at the number of buses, so he ran directly to it.

When the car door opened, Xia Zhixu's heart was in a panic. He followed Xu Qichen and asked, "I believe you. Are we still friends?"

Xu Qichen did not return to the ground and got on the car, "I don't want to be friends with you. I have no friends

Xia Zhixu was stunned in front of the door, unable to move.

It wasn't until the moment when the door closed that his out of body soul finally came back. He picked up the bike he had thrown on the ground, rode on it and frantically chased the bus carrying Xu Qichen to escape.

"I don't agree! I don't agree with Xu Qichen! "

He screamed, "you said we would always be friends! You said it

"I really believe you! If you say no, I believe everything you say! You stop! "

The rain drenched his coat and sweater, and his nearly crazy heart. The people who come and go on the street are all looking at each other, as if they are watching his jokes.

The bus went further and further, and finally shrank into a tiny light spot in the gray rain, disappearing in the field of vision.

Xia Zhixu finally stops and stops at the traffic light. He throws his bike aside, and the rain, mixed with tears, gushes out uncontrollably.

He lowered his head and murmured, "what did I do wrong? You tell me Why is it like this... "

He slammed on the fence beside him, venting all his emotions.

"Who are your friends! Who the hell wants to be your friend! "He didn't squat down until he had no more strength.

"I don't want to be friends with you..."

If you knew, don't be friends in the first place.

Xia Zhixu, who asked for a day's sick leave, came back to the classroom in the evening with no expression. Without saying a word, he bowed his head and did the exercises in silence.

Only after class did Chen Fang tell him carefully.

Xu Qichen transferred to another school.

Xia Zhixu seems to have expected, he did not show any emotional waves, and did not care where he transferred to, only faintly back to a sentence, "go good."

Let's go.

After many days, he was very calm, as if the name of Xu Qichen had never appeared in his life. He was still the little sun that everyone admired and longed for.

Even Chen Fang thought he had put it down.

Until the end of the term, they just came out of the office and met a group of boys from class 4, just passing by in the corridor.

I heard the man say, "Damn, when will this punishment be finished? The dead homosexual himself just walked away. What's so special..."

Before he finished speaking, Xia Zhixu threw a pile of mathematical exercise books on the ground, pressed the man on the railing of the corridor and beat him to death. Without saying a word, he punched again and again, so that he couldn't hide and vomited blood on the ground.

No one can stop him.

No surprise, Xia Zhixu was called to the teaching office, together with the discharged boy and the parents of both sides.

Director Wang didn't want to punish him. After all, he was a rare good seedling. He tried his best to mediate in the middle, and finally convinced the other party's parents to choose the way of private mediation. He asked Xia Zhixu to apologize to the beaten boy face to face.

"I won't apologize." No matter how director Wang persuades, Xia Zhixu always has only one sentence.

"Zhixu How can you... "

"Do you teach such students? Or excellent students? What character

Director Wang was a little anxious, "Xia Zhixu, you! Do you have to force the school to cancel your quota before you are satisfied? "

Xia Zhixu raised his head, looked at director Wang, and said calmly, "if you have any quota, you can take it. I don't need to walk to get into T University. I can do what I say."

Then turn around and stare at the boy.

"As for you, if I hear you say no again, I'll see you once and fight until you remember."

With that, he walked out of the office.

Xia Zhixu's recommendation quota was cancelled and the matter was settled.

He thought it was ironic that the other party had already left, but when he calmed down, he still found someone to listen to Xu Qichen's news over and over again. He wanted to know where he would go to study and where he wanted to fill in his wish. The closer he was to the college entrance examination, the more flustered he felt.

But he forgot that the only connection between Xu Qichen and the world was himself.

On the day when he went to T University to report, standing at the school gate, he received a short message from Xia Xiqing.

[Xu Qichen stayed in the city. At W University, he asked me to say congratulations to you. ]