Chapter 1141

In fact, why the final results are very clear in my heart, whether it is Li Haiyang or Si Si, in fact, they are very clear.

Even if they don't say it, even if they don't think they understand it, there is always a voice in their heart telling them.

What, but just because do not like, like people, do not like themselves!

Although Li Haiyang has some heartache, he hopes that Sisi can give up as soon as possible.

"Sisi is still that sentence. We have been good friends for many years. I don't want you to have a bad life. I don't want you to continue to struggle for me. I feel sad every day. I think even if we can continue to be friends, I won't be connected with you. Sisi's life and my life shouldn't be intertwined. I don't want to let it go any more I have my life, you have your life. It's enough for us to be safe. Think, I'm sorry. From now on, you may not see me again. This is my last call to answer you. I'm really sorry. "

Hearing Li Haiyang's words, Sisi was very worried.

"You don't, you don't hang up the phone ocean, you don't call first, OK? You can hear me out. If this is the last time, I hope you can hear me out."

Of course, if this is the last time, then this is the last request. How can Li Haiyang refuse it!

"Well, say what you have." Li Haiyang is as tall as he is. After all, this is the last time. No matter what you say, you will listen carefully and remember it for a lifetime.

Sisi slowly got up from the corner of the bed and walked to the window.

Open the window, the wind blows in at night, and the hair of thinking is disordered.

It's been a long time. I haven't really talked to someone for a long time.

Apart from her mother, Sisi doesn't know what she's saying. Who else can she say it to?

But this time, thought thought thought actually, if does not say, probably is a lifetime.

If this time is unreasonable and I want to say something, I'm afraid I have no chance in my life, right? Li Haiyang is so determined.

I can't find him anymore, can I?

If Li Haiyang wants to hide from himself, then he must be able to hide. If he wants not to see himself, then in his whole life, Sisi will never want to see him.

This love is going to end like this in the end.

No, it's not love. It's just one-sided love!

It's sad and bitter to say, but it's true.

Sighed and looked far away.

The scenery of Australia is really beautiful.

It hasn't been so easy for a long time.

So quietly looking at the distance and their favorite people say what they want to say.

Took a deep breath, thought bitterly smile, said to the phone.

"I don't know if you still remember the past. After all, I am a nostalgic person. When I was abroad, I had no friends. You are my only friend."

"Before that, I was really lonely. I felt that I couldn't live any longer. No one cared about me, and I didn't care about anyone. I seldom called my family, because I didn't want to complain to them, and they didn't want to know that my life was not good at all."

"I know Mom and dad must miss me, and I miss Mom and Dad, but you, when I hear mom's voice, I can't help it. You want to tell mom that I'm so lonely here. I'm alone. I don't want mom to worry about me, so I never call home."

"However, every time my mom and dad call me, I always use busy as an excuse to hang up quickly. Mom and dad say that they are busy with their studies and make a lot of friends, so they never disturb me very often."

"But at this time, I'm the only one who knows. I always hide. I cry secretly by myself. It's really sad. No one understands me. No one cares about me except my parents. No one has no one."

"I often cook for myself because when I go to a restaurant for dinner, I am the only one who will be embarrassed. I don't want others to think how lonely I am, even if I have been used to this loneliness for a long time."

"So I learned to cook by myself and cook for myself. In this way, maybe I can be more warm. It's like I'm wandering outside alone and fighting outside alone. I don't need anyone's help or company."

"But such words are just self deception. How can they not be? I need them very much, but I don't say I don't cry. Only I know."

"Sometimes when I'm in a bad mood, I want to find someone to tell me, but there is no one, so I bought a big doll as tall as me. When I get angry with him every day, I hit him a few times, and when I'm happy, I knead him."

"I'm like a psychopath. I wanted to buy a cat, but I don't have time for him in class every day. I'm afraid that he will experience such loneliness like me."

"Maybe we can accompany each other, but I'm really scared. I'm afraid that I will have a relationship with him. He will leave me one day. After all, my mother said to me that cats are immature."

"But I'm really lonely by myself. It was too late that day. I was tired in my evening study, so I ran out to eat. Now it's too late. I think even if I go there to eat, no one will see me alone."

"Although I have been used to it, I still don't want to let others know my loneliness. Is it silly?"

"I just didn't expect that I met you there and all the men who have changed me in my life."

"Because you know that there are very few Chinese people there. When we meet our compatriots, we are very friendly. We have a very happy chat and soon become friends."

"You are the first friend in my life. I didn't say that I had no friends when I was in China, especially when I was in a foreign country. You are my first friend, the first person who is willing to take the initiative to talk to me with enthusiasm."

"You probably can't imagine how important you are to me. After all, I'm not your only friend. There are many of your friends. In foreign countries, there are more in China. You can't understand my feeling of loneliness and being accompanied by others all of a sudden."

"I'm the only one who can understand these two kinds of pain. After all, not everyone can experience these things. Besides, I don't want so many people to feel the same pain with me. After all, the pain is too much for my wife."

"But when you are by my side, everything is different. You accompany me every day. I realize the feeling of having friends. I'm not lonely anymore, and I'm more dependent on you."

"You may understand that, after all, a long-term personal side suddenly more than one person, and that person has very good to himself, that kind of dependence, is formed in the intangible, not self-control."

"But I think I'm not as important to you as you are to me. After all, there are so many friends around you. They get together with them every day. They are happy and happy together. You don't have to be with me."

"On the contrary, apart from you, I don't know who I should be with, and I don't know who can accompany me to talk with me, break down things for me, and have a bad mood."

"How can I say that it may not matter to you, but to me you are the only one."

"I really appreciate being with me for several years abroad. Yes, maybe it's just a small matter for you. But for me, I really don't know how to say that. I really appreciate you. You are really moved, but I love your original source."

"In fact, in the end, isn't the emotion unprovoked? If not accompanied by you for so long, will you love you so thoroughly, will not want to be with you like this, do not want to leave. "

"But at the beginning, our feelings were not so good and we didn't get along with each other like our relatives. Now I won't pester you so much."

"But it's all over. I know it's useless to say that. It's all over. It's impossible to start again. It's impossible."

"You, Li Haiyang, have always said and done what you said. I know that this time you probably won't let me find you again. Then you will never find you again, will you?"

"But don't worry. Although I'm really sad, I can accept it. After all, how can I say it? Don't cheat me again. Anyway, after all, you and my mother are the people I trust the most, but the people I trust the most cheat me like this. Do you think my heart will be easy? "

"But forget it, I don't think we will have a chance to contact in the future. You won't cheat me any more, just want to forget that you are really difficult, and I don't want to forget you either."

"But it's all unforgettable. I'll remember you all my life, even if I only live with those memories."

"Li Haiyang, what you have done tells me that I can't embarrass you, and I don't want you to be reluctant to be with me. Then I wish you happiness, and you don't have to worry about me if I say so. I will take the warmth you gave me, and I will come to the end."

"It's true that you don't want to die, but now I don't want to die, because I know that my favorite you don't want me to have an accident, I don't want you to feel guilty for a lifetime, I love you, I want to give everything for you and pay a lot for you."

"Including I don't want to make you feel bad, so I will do what you want me to do."

"I will do anything I want to do. If you let me live, I will live well. If you don't want me to look for you, I won't look for you, but I will still love you. This is unchangeable. I can't change myself. I'm sorry, I'm powerful. This is the only one