Chapter 1142

In fact, Li Haiyang knows what Li Haiyang can't say. After all, she has said that she can do a lot for Li Haiyang. What else can you ask for?

"Think, listen to me."

Li Haiyang took a breath and continued.

"Now abroad, before I met you, although there are many people around me, I think that life is nothing more than idleness. You also know that in our country, those people are very enthusiastic on the surface, but in fact, they are very exclusive of our Chinese people, although they feel very good with me."

"But I know they play with me behind my back. They don't treat me as a family at all. I also know that they don't even treat me as a friend, let alone a family."

"You said that before that, you were very lonely, very lonely, on your own, but do you know that even if you have friends, more women will still feel lonely, lonely, on their own."

"Because even if they can play with you, please talk, but in fact, they don't take you seriously, they don't enter your heart at all, and you can't enter his heart."

"In the end, it's no different from myself. I didn't feel until I met you that there is really so-called friendship in the world, not so-called, beyond friendship, beyond love, about to reach the existence of family feelings."

"When I met you at that time, you were my own person, you were also a Chinese girl. When we both said something, we felt very kind. You told me that you were very lonely, without any friends, and always were yourself. I thought that I was very similar to you. Well, the idea in my heart was not superficial."

"I want to be friends with you sincerely. I hope I can get in touch with you. I hope you can pay for me sincerely, and I can also pay for you sincerely."

"After that, I found that what I chose was right. You are very good to me, and I am very good to you. Your heart to me is whole, unlike them, there is no one at all."

"I was really moved at that time. I think it's a great fortune for me to meet you. I didn't think I would meet you. It's really good to meet you."

"In the next few years, we get along with each other day and night, almost every day. You depend on me, why don't I depend on you? It seems that you always say how heavy your feelings are to me. In fact, although I'm not really in love with you, I really like you. "

"I hope you believe that I don't just treat you as a friend, I treat you as my sister. To me, you are really important. I don't even know how to say it. Those years are not in vain. I miss the days when you are by my side every day."

"But thinking, it's just the emotional detour that finally leads us. I can't like you and you can't forget me, so it's the only way."

"I know that's not what we want most, but it's a necessary marriage."

Think and think all know, think and think how can not know these!

Thinking is helpless.

"Ocean, don't say anything else. I know that today is the last time for us to talk happily. I've told you what I want to say, and you've told me what you want to say. That's enough for me. Ocean. I just hope that after that, you don't forget me. Don't forget that there was a girl who liked what you like, or even didn't have a baby Life is all right. "

Li Haiyang feels his nose sour. He knows that Sisi must be crying very sad now.

I don't know why, Li Haiyang suddenly wants to run over and hold Sisi, even if it's a face-to-face farewell. In those days, when he returned home, he didn't say goodbye to Sisi face to face, and now he can't, right?

"Think, how can I forget you? You are the most different firework in my life. Even if it's not love, I can't forget you. You are just like my sister."

But, how can it be like this, sister, kiss sister? Maybe, that's to say that it's a sister. But what Sisi wants is not only Li Haiyang's sister. What she wants is Li Haiyang's love. It's with Li Haiyang. It's not family love. It's his love!

But now it's useless to say that.

Sisi knows that no matter what he says, he is useless. Is it good to be Li Haiyang's sister?

But it's just like that. You also say that you will never contact with Sisi from now on. Is that true? Well, really.

I don't know when I became so brave.

Can I hang up Li Haiyang's phone?

In fact, I just think that I want to cut off all the things I have paid in this period of time.

Even if it really can't be done, however, we should pretend to be strong. We don't want to worry our mother or make Huo Xinyan laugh at our cowardice.

However, my mother has been listening to the dialogue between Sisi and Li Haiyang at the door of Sisi's room.

Mom is very distressed to go in and comfort Sisi, but she knows that Sisi should not open the door for herself.

Mother knocked at the door with tears in her eyes.

Sure enough, Sisi didn't even pay attention to her mother, let alone open the door for her.

My mother didn't give up, she cried.

"Think, I know you can hear it. You don't let your mother in. My mother is at the door and says," I don't care whether you want to hear it or not, but my mother wants to tell you, mom, whether you cheat or not, mom loves your mother for you. "

"No mother wants to look at her daughter. She is sad and sad, but you and the ocean are really impossible!"

"Mom doesn't want to explain anything to you. She just wants you to take care of yourself and don't get upset with yourself."

"There are so many good men in the world. You really don't need to hang on this tree to listen to your mother. Isn't it good to walk out of the shadow earlier and live a good life with your mother?"

But you've said these words many times. It's useless. You don't know, don't understand, don't listen to them. It just doesn't work at all.

Think of yourself can not control themselves!

Sisi wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes.

Li Haiyang, do you know what's the biggest harm you've done to me in your life?

There are two points.

The first is that you lied to me, obviously don't like it. You told my wife that I know you don't like me, but suddenly you like me so much, which made me think that you have changed your view and attitude towards me, and you are going to give me a chance!

But in the end, I found out that you just treat me as a clown.

Do you know how sad my heart is in this way?

It feels like you don't respect me at all.

But of course, I know you are not disrespectful, but you are also for my good, but I don't like this, for my good.

The second is that you and your mother cheat me.

You know the one I trust the most is you and mom.

But you and my mother have reached an agreement to deceive me together. How can I trust you if you do so, and how can I trust the person I most trust?

Shouldn't I believe anyone but myself? I'll think so. Have you ever thought about it?

Yes, you all say it's for my good, but in the end, what am I like? Do you know?

It turns out that you are so-called for my good, but that's all.

Want to be content with the status quo? But how can I be content with the status quo!

What is the current situation without Li Haiyang? I think how to deal with it?

I really don't know how to go next?

I'm so confused. You asked me to send it here. In Australia, I can't work, do what I like, or help the people I want to help.

I don't know anything but to be at home every day!

I should accompany my mother, but I also have something I want to do. Why do I just like a man? In the end, you treat me like this!

This is a kind of imprisonment!

Sisi wanted to go back to China. At that time, he issued his own bag. His passport and ID card were gone. Even his bank card was gone. There was only a few thousand yuan in cash.

In this way, Sisi can't even return to the stowaway!

What's more, I found evidence of international transfer in my mother's cabinet.

It turns out that I'm not a Chinese anymore.

What they did was too much. Without telling themselves, they transferred their nationality.

Sisi doesn't want to be a foreigner. Sisi is a native Chinese. Why should she do this? It really hurts her.

But it's too late. Mom and Li Haiyang did it.

The most trusted people have done so. What else can Sisi do!

But I can only accept it. I have to face it.

I can't do stupid things, but I will use my whole life to forget them.

At the beginning, then love is not something that can be forgotten, not something that can be put down for a while and a half.

After all, the original love is so deep that people can't prevent it.

After all, the original beautiful so fresh in memory, after all, their love.

Sisi smiled and stood up.

"Maybe this is the world. It's really unfair to me."

But it's good. It's really good.

Can not accept, but also to accept.