Chapter 1145

"Yes, God is not so bad. He is not so bad for anyone. He is just a little unfair. He is not good for me alone. He is good for others! Just like this, I'm not willing. Why, why I really think it's better to be miserable... "

"But it's all over. Now I won't be like that much more. After all, I've loved, hurt and seen clearly. Everything can be accepted. In this way, I'm used to it. Anyway, I'll get hurt every time and get bruised every time. "

"I know that no one really cares about me, no one really loves me, only me, only myself At the end of the day, I have nothing but myself. I can see it. I don't care... "

With these words, Sisi has drunk up the second bottle of wine in his hand. I don't know what to do with it. Looking at Sisi like this, Sisi's mother and Jane feel good from the bottom of their hearts, but they are helpless. They don't know what to do to make Sisi feel better, even a little bit better.

Yes, it's true that they can't do it at all. It's not that they can't do it. But this time, they are too deep in Shanghai to extricate themselves. It's just like the original love, so unforgettable. It's the same.

Just like this, it's also very good. At least, thinking can no longer use to continue to love his crazy love. It's also, out of the sea of bitterness!

Sisi has drunk a lot of wine, but her mother can't see it anymore. She plans to stop Sisi, but in any case, Sisi won't let go of the wine bottle in her hand. Sisi's mother's tears are even more urgent!

Of course, Sisi's mother is very sad today, but it's not because of Sisi that she cried all the time. Just looking at Sisi's appearance, how can she feel better as a mother?

Jane is also very sad, although for Jane, he has only met with Si Si Si for a short time. This is the second time.

But how to say, first of all, English people are very enthusiastic, and Jane is also born with a warm heart, so for thinking, maybe even a little heartfelt sadness and want to help.

Moreover, boys are the same. If you think this girl is very good at the first sight, it will be printed in your mind. If you can't get rid of it anyway, maybe you can't forget it in your whole life!

Now Jane, that's how she feels!

For Jane, Sisi may be the most different torch in her life. Isn't that what Chinese people often say? They all like to say that, because fireworks for them, is a surprise, is the most beautiful thing.

As an Englishman, I still can't understand the meaning of this sentence, but anyway, it's not bad.

It's just that this time in her life is the beginning of love, but she met such a girl who was hurt by others. Jane really thinks she's so unlucky!

"Auntie, you go out and give me the rest, OK?" What did Jane suddenly think of? She looked at Sisi's mother and said to Sisi's mother.

Sisi's mother was a little shocked. Although she didn't understand why she let herself out, Sisi's mother was not very popular to continue to look at her daughter like this.

Sisi's mother sighed, looked at Sisi, and then looked at Jane: "my daughter, I'm afraid that you should worry about it."

"It doesn't matter, auntie. I think we are very good friends. We English people are very familiar with each other. For me, Sisi is a very important friend. I will help Sisi!" Jane said with great assurance.

Looking at Jane like this, Sisi's mother can't help but pucker her lips, and her heart is also very touched: "it's good that Sisi met a friend like you from the beginning, not That would be great. "

Sisi's mother even thinks that if Sisi had never known Li Haiyang in her whole life, it would be great, but there are some things that can't be decided by people. Since she has already met, she can't forget.

Escape is only one of the ways, but also a helpless move, and now thinking and Li Haiyang are just avoiding each other.

In other words, Li Haiyang really has no way to accept thinking, and thinking, probably also has no way to accept a psychological side of someone else's Li Haiyang.

In fact, it's better to avoid each other and be disappointed. At the end of the day, you can put it down completely.

Although think of the way, think of the mother really worried, think is not put down, but now in addition to such expectations, think of the mother is no other way.

There is really no way. I gave birth to such a stubborn daughter, and my thinking mother can only accept and worry about it!

Jane looked at Sisi, full of sadness: "if Sisi and I can meet earlier, I think, it must be very good."

"Good boy." Her mother patted Jane on the shoulder: "if you can cheer up her, my aunt will thank you very much!"

"Auntie, you're too polite to say that. No need to thank you. Think is my friend. These things are what I do in England." Jane smiles at Sisi's mother, hoping that Sisi's mother can rest assured.

Mother Sisi nodded: "good boy, then the aunt will give you Sisi. You must persuade her well. She really can't help it. Sisi, the child, is so stubborn that it makes people worry!"

"Auntie, don't worry. I will do my best. Besides, I believe I can do it myself."

Jane looked at Sisi's mother seriously. There was really no way for her expression and firm eyes to make people not believe him.

Think think mother nodded again: "that good, think to you, I go down to find a nanny to go out to buy some vegetables, later come back to you and think to make some delicious."

"Thank you for your hospitality. Then I'll wait for your meal." Jane did not refuse to think of her mother's hospitality.

After all, if Jane can really coax her thinking, it's really a very grateful thing for her mother!

Think mother just wanted to leave, but suddenly thought of what, repeatedly said to Jane.

"By the way, there's one thing you need to pay attention to Although Sisi may have calmed down a lot now, you still have to take good care of her. I will go out soon and lock the door at home, but I will come back as soon as possible. Don't let Sisi run out. "

"Auntie, don't worry. I know what you are worried about. Just give it to me. I will not let Sisi run out or think of anything!" Jane's eyes, though still with a trace of thinking mother can not understand the feelings.

But Sisi's mother doesn't think this Jane is like a bad person. Besides, the present Sisi's defensive ability, no matter what kind of man, can't get into her!

Think of mother for this, in the end is quite at ease, think of mother again asked a few words, this just left.

Now, the whole room, only thinking and Jane. Before Jane could speak, Sisi took the lead and said, "how do you know that you will coax me? Too confident, when the time comes, it's to face yourself. "

"I think your previous job in England required a lot of talking. You said very sharp words." Jane sat down beside Sisi and the two sat on the ground by the bed.

Sisi put down the empty bottle in his hand and handed another bottle of wine to Jane. It was a simple and simple way to express Sisi's meaning. Without saying a word, Sisi opened it directly and then gave it back to Sisi.

Sisi took a sip of wine and said with a wry smile, "I studied abroad for many years and learned a lot. In the meaning of my parents, I wanted to help my father manage the company after I went home."

Thinking of being able to speak with Jane so calmly, Jane also didn't think of it. Jane could not help asking, "and then?"

"Then ah, then when I was abroad, I met a man who changed my whole life. Well, he was Li Haiyang. Before I met him, I was always alone. It was hard for me to make friends. I didn't know where the people were not enthusiastic enough or I was too lonely. In a word, no one wanted to make friends with me." Think said here, can't help but wry smile.

Once again I took a sip.

The original thought also has such experience, no wonder it will behave so crazy after losing something. After all, it was too hard to have it at the beginning.

Everyone will hold on to what is hard to get and don't want to lose it. When there is no way to hold on to him one day and you have to lose it anyway, you will be more sad than usual.

Because, after all, it's too hard to get, so I'm really afraid of losing, and I can't bear it.

But in the end, you still lost it, because at the beginning, it was not your own, but you never thought about it.

Because you really want to have it, so when you finally get it, your nerves have been paralyzed, you think that your efforts have finally paid off.

But you never thought about it. In fact, it's just a bubble.

In fact, you don't get anything at all. It's all fake. It's all deceiving you. No one will tell you the truth and give his heart. Only you are so stupid that you mistakenly think that everyone is telling you the truth.

In fact, it's all your one-man monologue. Everyone doesn't take it as one thing. You are the only one. It's your life. It's a very important thing in your life.

"Why?" Jane doesn't understand. Sisi is such a beautiful woman. She looks good and has a good character. Why doesn't anyone want to make friends with her?