Chapter 1146

"Didn't I say it? I don't know. But at that time, when I went abroad, I was really young. I didn't like to talk to others, and they didn't talk to me. So I had no friends. After the ocean appeared, I had my first friend."

Speaking here, there is a kind of feeling that Jane can't understand. However, for Jane, this feeling has never been possessed.

Maybe it's the feeling of first love that has changed my life, just like your appearance.

You are the most different existence for me, just like the coming of angels, which makes people feel so overwhelmed and loved.

Jane looked at the sweetness on her thinking face and asked, "did his appearance light up your gloom at that time?"

"It can be said that at the beginning, I was so lonely that I finally had friends. Ocean and I are from the same country. You know, in foreign countries, if I meet a friend of my own country, it's hard to express their feelings. They have the same words. They can communicate in their own mother tongue in those public places without fear If you have said something wrong, don't worry about it. If you say something wrong, he won't understand it. "

In fact, this feeling is understandable, so most people in Australia speak English, but Australia is a big immigrant country after all. There are too many people from different countries here, and they speak many languages. Although there are many English speakers, there are too many American English and British English.

Even if the other party and herself speak English, Jane may not understand, but Jane has learned Chinese, so there is no problem in talking with other schools of thinking in Chinese.

But sometimes Jane frowns at the profound words that Sisi says. But the best thing to understand in Chinese is that you may understand several words in this sentence. When you think about the whole sentence, you can almost know it.

Jane talks to Sisi almost by guessing, but fortunately, it's OK.

It goes on smoothly: "so, you care about him in the beginning, right? Say, I want to know. "

"Yes, he is different from others. He is from the same country as me. He speaks the same words. He has the same yellow skin, chestnut eyes and black hair as me. I haven't seen him for a long time. We are called foreigners together there. Isn't that good? He took the initiative to talk to me and make friends with me. He was really different to me. From the beginning, he was so important and terrible. "

Yes, some people are destined to be different in your life from the very beginning.

Presumably, Li Haiyang is such a different existence for Sisi?

Jane also wants to become a different existence in the life of thinking, but it can't be, because in the life of thinking, the most different existence has appeared, and Jane is too late.

"That's why you fall in love with him?"

"Falling in love with him is a later thing. At the beginning, we are just very close friends. We live together every day and depend on each other. He likes me and I care about him. He treats me well and I am willing to pay for him. At the beginning, we are the only one for each other It can also be said that he is the only one for me. After all, he has a lot of friends. Unlike me, he is the only one by his side. Speaking of it, I am pitiful. "

Speaking of this, there was a look of sadness on Sisi's face, which seemed to remind him of something bad.

I'm pitiful too. Can I say that myself? It was the first time that Jane heard it. There was a stir in her heart. How could she say such a thing.

Although Jane does not understand, but more, but also a heartache, after all, no matter how, think think of doing this, the most hurt, or themselves, and care about thinking of all people ah!

It's like thinking of the mother, now, because thinking of things, what kind of torture? And think of yourself, also because of such things, haggard unlike the appearance, Jane looked at them, for a moment, do not understand the Chinese, why do you have to embarrass yourself, many things, do not want to do, let yourself better, not good?

However, even if Jane didn't understand, all these things happened to them!

"You are not pitiful, it is not without him, there will be no one around you!" said Jane

"Yes, it may be right now, but you don't know. At that time, my parents were not around me. Except for the ocean, I didn't have any friends. I can't describe that mood, because in this world, there are very few people without friends. I don't know how to do it myself!"

Yes, without friends, it's a terrible thing to think about. No matter what we do, we are all alone. Eating, sleeping, going to school, playing, we are all alone. Isn't that terrible enough?

So what is the most terrible thing? Jane doesn't know, but Jane can't live without friends. Jane can't stand being alone. It's more difficult for Jane to understand. How can she survive when she thinks about her own life!

If I had changed someone else, I would have been fed up with it?

So at this time, if someone suddenly appears and wants to be a friend with you, you must be willing to do everything for him?

Is not the pain of thinking now caused by the dependence and feelings on Li Haiyang at that time? In fact, it's not necessary at all. It's just the experience of thinking. It's really incomprehensible.

Why can such, even think oneself, also be unable to understand!

But people's life is like this. How can you come here? When you look back at the end, you will find that, alas, how can it be like this? It's clear that this is not what I want to do, but you can't think of anything, and things just happen like this. You have no choice but to do nothing!

"So because of this, because of loneliness, because no one is around, he becomes the only one, right?"

"Yes, the reason why the ocean is the only one is probably a very main reason. But I don't know why it suddenly becomes like this. In short, in those days, almost a few years, I get along with the ocean day and night. The two of us, as if we were relying on each other outside, you probably don't know. There are no parents and friends The pain, so suddenly a person you can rely on, how happy and excited you will be, this is not common people can experience

Yes, it's really not something that ordinary people can understand. In a word, Jane can't understand it. After all, this kind of thing really can't be endured by anyone.

Sisi is really powerful. At this time, the bottle of wine in Sisi's hand has been drunk. Sisi has not been drunk in fact, because every time I drink, I haven't drunk too much. This time, it's probably the time to drink the most, but Sisi doesn't feel drunk at all.

Still want to drink, so sober, pain or so clear!

Sisi handed Jane another bottle of wine. Although she didn't want Sisi to drink it again, she couldn't bear to refuse to think. She had to help Sisi open the wine and give it back to Sisi.

Think of a drink half bottle down, wipe a mouth, change to continue to say: "I love him, no doubt, but I think, since we rely on each other, love, will not be my own, I never thought, I will be like this, self amorous, self deception, a person's love, for many years."

It sounds really sad! Jane felt that she had a sour nose.

"If I had known that, why should I have been in the first place!"

"Yes, that's what you guys do. You don't love me at all. Why didn't you tell me at the beginning? I left, but I didn't see the last one. I foolishly recovered China, ran to his company to help, and was complained by my parents. I didn't care, but what was the result? As a result, he told me that he fell in love with other women and had just met a few women. "

Think think say, change to begin to burst out laughing, just that laugh is so desolate, Jane is shivering all over!

After laughing, Sisi drank up the little wine left in his hand and continued, "you know what? He told me, let me give up him, he said that he loves that woman very much, just ah, I don't know whether that woman loves him or not, I asked him why he insisted, but he asked me why I insisted. "

"Yes, why insist? I don't know. I asked him. He didn't know. That's how we are. We love people who don't love us at all. We insist on our life. But in the end, we have no result. We can only be sad and sad. Do you know? "

Think think again wry smile, the appearance lets a person ache extremely!

"He's with that woman! Just when he tricked me here and made me think that he gave me a chance, maybe he would fall in love with me! He held a press conference and admitted his love with that woman. At the end of the day, to put it bluntly, our feelings transcended friendship to family relations, and there was no following. My love, in the end, was such a result. I was very happy. "

This is irony. Everyone can hear it. If you are really happy, then the tears in the corner of your eyes will not be so clear.

If you are really happy, Sisi won't say this again. He sobbed his nose.

If you are really happy, Sisi will not drink one bottle after another, want to paralyze yourself!