Chapter 1220

However, in the end, I can't help but accept it myself.

"Ocean, do you think it's impossible to go back to the past between me and the promise?" Huo Xinyan looks at Li Haiyang with tears in her eyes and asks carefully. Maybe for him, if Li Haiyang says something, it's true. If Li Haiyang says no, there may be a glimmer of hope.

But what can Li Haiyang do? What can Li Haiyang say? Even if Li Haiyang said yes, it may not be, even if Li Haiyang said no.

All the results can not be decided by Li Haiyang, but now for her, he just wants to know, that is, to know the results, no matter who said it, he has lost hope for himself now, all his thoughts have started, some confusion, as long as it is others, what others say is right, that's all!

"Xinyan, I really can't answer you anything, because even if I said it, it may not be the truth. You should know that I don't know what the result is. Can you go back to the past with your promise? It's impossible for you to think about it. If you want to go back to the past, it's like this thing hasn't happened before, but some things happen when they happen. You can't change the facts. How can things that have happened seem to have never happened? Now that it happens, it can't go back. After all, there are too many barriers between you and the promise. There's no way to cross them. It's like, by your definition, you're the enemy. His parents died because of your parents, he and your parents. At the same time, he hates you. "

Li Haiyang can know how hurtful his words are, but if they don't, they will make her fantasize. Now is not the time for her to fantasize, or tell him that all this has become a foregone conclusion. Don't have any more fantasies, because it is impossible.

Huo Xinyan cried louder and louder. Suddenly, he crouched down and held his knee. He cried all the time. There were so many tears. He never cried so much. This is probably the first time. Li Haiyang didn't cry like this before, but now feels like he lost one, which is especially important Things.

It's like when you were little, you loved playing with dolls, and then you had many dolls, one of which was a doll you liked very much, but suddenly you don't like him because of something, but you just think you don't like this doll, so you throw it away. After throwing it away, you find that all the dolls can't replace the one you used to like Doll, you want to find him crazily, but at this time mother will tell you that the doll has been recycled by the recycle bin, you can't find him any more, you can't find him in your life, you completely lose him, this doll, you will never have it again.

Probably no one will understand that kind of sad, that doll is his love, just a misunderstanding, let him throw the doll, but finally found that the doll is so important to her.

However, it's too late to regret. What's the use of it!

Now, for Huo Xinyan, the promise is probably the doll she liked most when she was little!

But the doll won't come back to itself, that's all.

Looking at the appearance of Huo Xinyan, Li Haiyang is really distressed. Li Haiyang also squatted down and hugged Huo Xinyan.

"Xinyan, please don't cry. Please don't cry. You know, I can't stand your crying. When you cry, I start to panic. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say to you. I feel like I did something wrong. No matter what, it's my fault. I shouldn't say that to you. Please don't cry. Please Don't cry in front of me. I really can't stand it. We should be happy together in the future. No matter what happens, I hope you don't cry, don't shed tears. Your tears are so precious, like the pearls of the princess. Each one is worth a lot of money. How can it fall so easily? Right. "

In fact, Li Haiyang is very good at saying love words, but these love words now sound so dull.

Because listening to everything when you are sad is the same. Just like the weather outside now, it's sunny. But in Huo Xinyan's opinion, it's just cloudy.

So, if it's rainy when you're happy, it can also be sunny. When you're sad, even if it's sunny, you're in the same mood when it's rainy.

Huo Xinyan is very sad now, but she doesn't know how to tell her feelings. There is no way to express her feelings except tears!

"But I don't cry. I don't know how to make my heart feel better. When I shed tears, I realized that I was wrong. I was really wrong. I could know that I would never do it again. No matter how precious my tears were, I felt it was worth it. It was my most important sister, but I drove him away myself. "

At this point, tears burst again, a little, can not control.

Huo Xinyan slightly pulls up the corner of her mouth and wants to smile, but the one who laughs is still ugly. Yes, the promise is really important to him, but it's not important now, because the promise will never forgive him, he knows.

But it's really sad. Huo knows that she didn't mean it. Huo doesn't mean it. Huo just wants to make the promise to be restrained. That's all.

But the final result is like this, not only is there no convergence, and their sisterhood is afraid that they will never continue, and perhaps, promise not to return to this home!

In other words, from now on, the promise has nothing to do with him or the family. In the end, the result he got was like this. Why? If we had known that, why should we have done such a thing in the first place? In fact, his ultimate goal is not this, but in the end it has become this.

Although this was not his original purpose, it turned out to be the final result. In the end, it was just fate, because at the beginning, who would have thought that things would be like this? At the beginning of thinking is particularly good, but forever all things in the world will not go according to you want to develop.

Because after all, many things are not human can go, master, it is destiny to control.

There is always a fate gear in the world, which has been controlling your fate.

All your destiny is in such a gear, which is increased or decreased by people's little change.

In fact, sometimes you will find your fate gear, as if it deceives you, you seem to buy a fake fate gear, because it's really bad for you, but on the contrary, other people's life style is very good, you may envy, may envy, more, probably, you feel that you really can't stand it.

Now Huo Xinyan has this idea, because after all, the previous relationship with the promise was so good. During the school period, the relationship between the two people was like a legendary good girl friend, even the feeling of wearing a skirt. Sometimes, only two people knew some secrets of the two people, others would not know such secrets, they were also special This person trusts the other party and thinks that everything can be said to the other party, for example, the matter between promise and Huo Yiheng, or the boy who chases Huo Xinyan, but Huo Xinyan doesn't want to promise such a thing, and the two people will discuss it every day.

At that time, the days were really beautiful. Every day, two girls gather together. The importance of each other to themselves seems to be more important than that of parents, brothers and even the people they like. Moreover, the time when the two girls are together is really a lot.

So that is to say, two people are really important to each other. But now, they have become like this. Huo Xinyan doesn't know whether the promised heart is very sad or not. But Huo Xinyan knows that she is really sad. She is very sad.

But this sad, in addition to put in the heart, but also helpless.

"Stop thinking about those things, will you? No matter what happened before or now, we should keep all things in mind and never mention them again. Is that not good? " Li Haiyang really can't bear to see her sad and sad again. His appearance makes Li Haiyang feel incompetent and even want to die.

After all, even his own woman can't make her happy. If he is happy, then he can't do it. Li Haiyang can't accept such a self. Liang feels that what he does is not enough.

However, Huo Xinyan just cried. He cried too much. He was really sad. He couldn't tell. But forget it. Since no one can know it, he won't say it. After all, even if he says it, no one will understand it. Only he knows it. Of course, he promised, goodbye, just like he said before, Really goodbye, but promise, also want to say sorry to you face to face, I don't know if there will be this opportunity in the future? Of course, I hope there will be, or, if not, OK, but I'm really sorry for you, I did wrong, really wrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!