Chapter 1221

But, even if say more sorry, there is no use!

There is no other way.

Huo Xinyan suddenly stood up, turned around and looked out, wiping a tear.

"I have decided that, in any case, I should say sorry to him in front of him. Anyway, I must say sorry."

"But it's not your fault, why apologize?" Li Haiyang doesn't seem to understand. After all, it's not anyone's fault. No one is wrong, so there is no apology. Why do we have to apologize with many? He really didn't understand.

However, Huo Xinyan shakes her head. "The apology I want is not for this matter. I also know that there is no one right or wrong in this matter, the company's deficit, and the death of his parents. In fact, everyone is wrong, so relatively speaking, no one is wrong. I want to get money, which is for our feelings."

"The feelings of the two of you? But what can I apologize for? " Speaking of this, Li Haiyang is even more incomprehensible. If it's not because of this matter, but because of the feelings between the two of them, what's the apology? The relationship between two people, whether you are good or bad, should be. After all, it's all you should bear, so there's no apology, no thanks. Being friends is such a simple truth. What's more, they were sisters who had no blood relationship before, and they were also sisters who had a particularly good relationship, even better than their own sisters.

Huo Xinyan looks out into the clear sky, and inevitably begins to fall into memories.

"I still remember when we were little, we didn't like car pick-up and delivery. Three people went to school together, hand in hand, walking on the road, hand in hand. At that time, I liked to be in the middle, promising my elder sister and brother to take my hand together."

"I felt very happy at that time, because I have elder brother and elder sister, they are very good to me, I am the youngest, you know? As the youngest one, it has always been very popular, because my sister dotes on me, my brother loves me, everyone has a good, I am the little princess in my family, and I can only listen to what I say and what I want. "

Speaking of the past, the smile on Huo Xinyan's face is finally true.

Li Haiyang just listened to his childhood, his past, the story of him and his promise, the most beautiful and unforgettable story.

"At that time, as long as I wanted to eat anything, even eight hundred miles away, both of them would take me, as long as it was what I wanted, even if it was a crush, they would buy it for me, just because they like me, love me, I am their sister, their favorite sister."

"When I was a child, I always thought, fortunately, I am a sister, not a sister, because in this way, I can be unscrupulous, and no one will say anything about me? The reason is very simple. I am the youngest, the youngest in my family. So, if I do anything wrong, no one will blame me. Even my brother and sister will clean up the mess for me. When I was a child, I was very willful, just because I was the youngest. "

"But as I grew older, I began to understand some things. I knew that I could not always be so headstrong and coquettish, because not all things can be solved by headstrong and coquettish. I also knew that my brothers and sisters, their pains and sufferings, also knew that my parents always thought that I was so ignorant, although I am the smallest, but I should learn to be a sensible child. After all, everyone has a growing process. If I have not been a sensible child for a long time, it seems that I am a little immature. "

"If I remember correctly, it seems that I started to be a sensible child when I graduated from junior high school. Maybe it was too late. In fact, it was just because there were several brothers and sisters around me, so it was normal for me to be a mature and sensible child later."

"But my temper is very sour. Compared with promise elder sister, I'm sharp in everything. Unlike promise elder sister, I'm always gentle and considerate. No matter who says anything, he doesn't respond. I think such promise elder sister is really good at bullying, so everyone is willing to bully promise elder sister, but I'm the kind of girl who is not good at bullying People protect me. Why are they bullied? "

"If I remember correctly, every time promise elder sister was bullied in high school, I came out for promise elder sister. I think I was very powerful at that time, because my younger sister can finally protect her. I'm not the little girl who ran out to play, fell down and cried. I'm not the one anymore. I know promise elder sister will not be seen After being found, he took the hand of promise elder sister, cried and cried, and told her not to leave me again. He would take the little girl with me even if he left. "

"When I grew up and became sensible, I didn't rely on my elder brother and sister any more, and my parents began to worry. At that time, I promised my elder sister that I would always be comforted. He always said that he thought that I was finally a big girl, beautiful and sensible. That's good."

"I remember always laughing at him at that time. Who is so young and mature as him? When he should be young, he should have childhood, not when he appears in front of people, he looks like a little adult. It's so boring, but promise elder sister is so sensible. He was so sensible when he was very young, anyway, in my seal Xiangzhong, promise elder sister has always been very sensible, never disobeyed, or willful or coquettish time, anyway, I have never seen. "

"I knew that the promise elder sister cheated only once in my mind, but that time it was discovered by my parents. My mother beat the promise elder sister badly. Since then, the promise elder sister never dared to cheat again. Later, my brother and I still didn't understand each other, and asked the promise elder sister to help us hide the truth from the world. But the promise elder sister didn't promise either of us. He said, as a good child, I It's not right to cheat people to lie, but at that time, I thought promise elder sister was not good to me, I was happy, my elder sister had a big fight, but promise elder sister pulled me to talk with me that day, he said I shouldn't be so headstrong, I will gradually become a big child, shouldn't always be like a little girl, if there is something to be spoiled, I will cry Weeping, that's not what a big girl should do. "

"Seriously, ocean, you probably don't know, promise elder sister is always so perfect in my impression, so good, she is beautiful, too gentle, considerate, and laughs that he has never done anything bad, but this time is probably the first time, because it's the first time, so I'm really sad and sad, so All the time, I didn't slow down and have such a big temper. I really regret it

"But I also know that it's too late to regret. How could I be so stupid? Now I want to understand those things. It's stupid, but I can't help it. At that time, I was really angry, because you know that a person who has never done those things suddenly does these things, which will make you feel that your heart has not done them It can't be accepted. "

"But you may find that there is nothing good to accept. In fact, you can accept it if you want to understand it. However, it's too late to accept it. The water that has been poured out and the girl who has been married can't come back. The same things that have been said and done can't be retrieved. So, there is no such thing in the world Regret medicine to eat, before doing anything, you have to think clearly, or one day, you will regret to cry, but there is no alternative, you can only regret is only regret. "

"I just want to say that my sister didn't do her duty. I drove my sister away. My sister was driven out of the house by my parents because of me. She can't go back. My brother also went with her because of me. Do you know my mood? I feel like the whole world has abandoned me, my brothers and sisters don't want me, who else in the world will be good to me. "

"Really, now I find that I really want to miss the old days. My elder brothers and sisters treat me well. You should know that it's a very happy thing to have elder brothers and sisters. But now, I don't have elder brothers and sisters. I'm only myself. I'm not happy at all."

At this point, her tears fell down again, he stopped, just shivered, slowly squatted down, hugged the knee, and buried the whole face in the knee.

Huo said, her voice shaking.

Li Haiyang tightens up painfully and hugs her again.

"Don't cry, don't cry. I know what you said, but it's all the past. It's all the past, and I can't go back."

Yes, even if how to miss, how to miss, what's the use? It's all once.

Once upon a time, we can't go back. No matter what happens, we can't go back.

So the only thing we can do is to accept it!

If we can't accept it, we can only bear it. That's all.

Because even if you don't bear it, you have no choice. You can't do anything.

You will find that you are just an ordinary human being, you are really small, you have no way to fight with anything, of course, including fate.