Chapter 78

Xiao Yicheng looked at the indifference and distance in her eyes and suddenly found that they were really different from before. They can no longer follow their wishes to choose. The adult world is so painful that many people don't want to grow up.

But he is really unwilling. Why can't two people who clearly love each other be together? He doesn't believe it, just because after five years, xiao'an will have no feelings for himself. They grew up together. He knows xiao'an's character best. She is definitely not a person who wants to change at different times, let alone forget her feelings completely.

"Xiao'an, tell me if you have any difficulties? As long as you say it, we will be able to solve it. We will return to the original situation. I will always take care of you and protect you. Don't worry, I'm no longer the little boy at the mercy of my family. I'm now the manager of Xiao group, although I know this position is not very high But you should believe that I will work hard. One day, I will work hard to create a world that belongs to me, and I hope the person who accompanies me will be you. "

Xiao Yicheng became more and more excited, as if he could see their two happy days in the future. He never complained about how ridiculous his life was. He just wanted to work hard to get what he wanted and share their future with his loved ones.

Ye Xiaoan was really shocked to see that he even made some crazy moves. Of course she understood what he meant, so she still wanted to find herself five years later. But she can't go crazy with him, because the actual conditions don't allow it, and she's still as capricious as she was then.

"Ah Cheng, I'm not the little girl I was five years ago. Naturally, I can't accompany you to continue my youth. Maybe you like me at that time, but now our relationship is not what it used to be."

Xiao Yicheng listened to Ye Xiaoan's words and gradually clenched his hands. Finally, his veins burst. He roared in a low voice.

"Why is it like this? Is it because of Gu Yizhen? I can ignore the fact that you accompanied him to the birthday party that day, because I know he is your boss. But I can't allow you to like him. You can only say that I was alone. Whether it was five years ago or now, I hope you have this understanding."

Of course, ye Xiaoan knows why he is like this. Isn't he in pain? Five years ago, when he was most helpless, where was he? When he was coerced by his family to separate from him, he didn't even fight, so he went abroad alone. When she was betrayed by her relatives, she cried out that there was no way, and how did his family reply to her. She didn't understand that he was not around when she needed him most. Now why did he come back to find himself?

Anyway, we can't go back to the past. Why bother. Ye Xiaoan didn't become rational, but was slapped in the face by reality. She really has a long memory. If there is no little five and no marriage, maybe I will try to accept him. However, it does not mean that he can completely forget what he did. In any case, these can only be hypotheses, because reality is not acting, can not tolerate remake, and there is no so-called if.

"What I gave you has nothing to do with him. Five years ago, when I needed you most, you weren't with me. Five years later, I didn't need you. I'm living well alone. Gu Yining has also been around you. For the sake of the past, I can say good luck to you with a smile. I also hope you can have a happy life. So please don't bother me again in the future. I'm sorry You two really have nothing to say. "

Xiao Yicheng didn't react until she heard Ye Xiaoan's words. It turned out that what she cared about was that there was Gu Yining around her, and what happened in those years.

"Gu Yining really met when I was abroad, and we have been dating for two years, but I haven't given up looking for you, otherwise I won't know in front of you now. Xiao'an, as long as you say a word, I'll break up with her immediately. I'll call her in front of you."

"As for the matter that I left without saying goodbye five years ago, it was really forced by my family. As you know, I was just a student. I didn't have any strength to compete with my family. I have been looking for you in private and trying to make myself better. I just want to wait until you see me one day The same me, one who can hold up a day for you, one who can give you a happy future, and one who is qualified to tell you about the future. "

Xiao Yicheng only felt that he had a belly of words to tell her how hard he had been in the past five years. No matter how rich his life was, his spirit was as empty. The days without xiao'an are like years. When he first arrived in the United States, he didn't know what he should do every day. He had to keep looking for things to keep himself busy. In this way, he had no time to think about other things.

"Xiao'an, do you believe it? As long as you give me enough time, I will be able to let you see a different me. You must believe me, okay? I beg you to believe me."

Xiao Yicheng's almost pleading tone also made Ye Xiaoan's heart pull. In fact, he didn't do anything wrong. He was just following his heart and making choices. He shouldn't resist the people in his family because they were his relatives. What if he went to America and got together with Gu Yi? There has never been a beginning between them. How can we talk about betrayal? Even if we spend time together, we haven't seen him for five years. It's not impossible for him to start a relationship again.

Now she is just distressed. The boy she once loved has become like this. His eyes are full of vicissitudes and pain. She believed that he must have been suffering for himself in the past five years. But if everything is if, there won't be so many people in the world who regret it.

"Ah Cheng, stop... Please... Stop. It doesn't matter whether you left without saying goodbye or whether you had a new love later. The important thing is that you want me to see a different you, and now I'm no longer who I was. Things have changed between us for a long time, and you're just stubborn about your feelings in those years. Maybe in your eyes, what you can't get is always the best, so you will always work hard towards this goal. "

Ye Xiaoan's eyes suddenly turned red. Why didn't he suffer when he said these words? But the decision will only make two people more painful in the end. Rather than this, it's better to be the bad guy himself. He has been suffering for five years, and it's his turn.

"Ah Cheng, I'm married. Gu Yizhen and I have been married for two years. I've always lived in this city and Gu's group is the chief designer. If you really wanted to find me, I've been active in this city for two years, and you can't find me. But now it's really useless to say this, because we've already passed the age of listening to love , it's time to face reality. "

Hearing Ye Xiaoan's words, Xiao Yicheng stayed where he was. She's married? She said she had been back in the city for more than two years? Why can't you find it? The people who sent it never give you any news!

"Xiao'an! How can you get married! Did you forget that you promised me yesterday that you would only marry me all your life and would always keep me smiling, but now you are married?"

Xiao Yicheng couldn't believe it. They knew each other since childhood and went to school in the same school all the time. Xiao Yicheng was always liked when he was a child, because he was the most ruffian boy in the legendary class. Little girls often have no resistance to such a bad boy. Ye Xiaoan doesn't know how many love letters he received for him when he was a child, but it often can't be stuffed in his schoolbag.

Because the two of them have been going in and out of school together since childhood, many girls in the school naturally regard her as his sister, and even the little girl sent chocolate to Ye Xiaoan in order to chase her with the intention of bribing her. Ye Xiaoan also got a lot of benefits when he followed him in those years.

At that time, she never thought there was anything wrong, but Xiao Yicheng was more sensible than ye Xiaoan. Ye Xiaoan didn't understand why every time a girl bribed herself, she shared the food with him with a smile. He always looked unhappy and robbed the food and threw it into the trash can.

It was not until later that ye Xiaoan went to high school that he understood the love between men and women. When she first saw two young lovers of her classmates hiding behind the teaching stairs kissing, she found that there was another relationship between boys and girls, called lover. She still remembers that at that time, she only looked at other people's kisses, and didn't feel Xiao Yicheng sneaking behind her.

Xiao Yicheng suddenly made a noise and asked in her ear what it was like to peek at people's kisses. Ye Xiaoan screamed with fright and startled the lovers behind the stairs. But the boys and girls at that time were so simple that their first reaction was not to scold her for peeking, but to hold each other tightly and hide behind the stairs.

Ye Xiaoan also realized the embarrassment and hurriedly pulled him away. When the two ran all the way to the playground, Xiao Yicheng laughed at Ye Xiaoan, who was still in shock. He also laughed at her that she was so timid and had a thief's heart but no thief's courage. After peeking, he didn't dare to admit it.

It was at that time that ye Xiaoan found that he had grown up as a childhood sweetheart and a big partner. Unconsciously, he had grown into a green teenager. He looked much taller than himself, and his face became more and more angular. Even his voice began to become thick and low from the child's voice, and green stubble gradually appeared at the corners of his mouth. When he looked at himself, ye Xiaoan had a faint palpitation.

Because he is taller than himself, when he looks down on himself, ye Xiaoan feels that there is only himself in his eyes. Although Ye Xiaoan was distressed because she was not tall, she has never complained about her height since then. She likes this posture, because as long as he lowers his head, the whole world in his eyes seems to be only himself.