Ye Xiaoan really blamed him in his heart. He met his brother because of his mother. After his father died, his mother decided to marry his brother in two months. Of course Ye Xiaoan understands. What does this mean? This means that Xiao Yicheng will become his uncle, although only in name.
After hearing about it, Xiao Yicheng went to find Ye Xiaoan at the first time. But he searched all over the place, but he didn't find the person he knew. He knew that xiao'an would be very sad and panic when she heard the news. She must need to be with her. Xiao Yicheng knows that she has a habit. When she is very sad, she will find a crowded place to hide, because she once said that she would make herself pretend to be very happy.
Xiao Yicheng's parks, shopping malls and amusement parks. When it was getting dark, he found Ye Xiaoan in a park by the river. She was sitting on the bench beside the river, watching the ripples of the river blown by the wind, blowing and disappearing. Xiao Yicheng watched her carefully. Ye Xiaoan couldn't see anything on his face, and even calmed him a little afraid. She usually won't be so quiet, and even won't be idle every day. Suddenly, seeing ye Xiaoan like this, he began to panic in his heart.
Xiao Yicheng knows that ye Xiaoan is actually a very stubborn temperament. Don't say anything when you're sad, just be quiet with you. She will slowly digest those bad emotions by herself. When she sees that you can laugh, it means that she is really fine. Xiao Yicheng had known Ye Xiaoan for so long that it was the first time he saw her cry.
That was also the most distressing day for him so far. The girls around him couldn't even cry. They just shed tears silently. If the tears in their eyes were not so strong that people felt pierced, he really couldn't imagine how much grief there was in her heart.
Ye Xiaoan once tried to go on a hunger strike to fight this thing, and also tried to run away from home to express his dissatisfaction. But her mother seemed to be stunned and would marry his brother anyway. All ye Xiaoan's protests became futile because her mother didn't care at all. She still remembers that when she went on her first hunger strike, she didn't eat on the third day. Her mother was busy dating his brother. The time she ran away from home, she didn't come home for a week, and her mother didn't call at all.
Finally, ye Xiaoan went to Xiao's house with her mother. On the day her mother got married, Xiao Yicheng had to be his brother's best man. Although he looked at Ye Xiaoan with heartache, he was still holding flowers for his brother. At that time, ye Xiaoan had resentment against him in his heart. Suddenly, he found that he was the only one left in the world.
The day after my mother came in, the Xiao family said it was going to have a meeting. All the family gathered in the Xiao family's house, and even people I hadn't seen at my mother's wedding. Mr. Xiao looked at himself with unfriendly eyes. Ye Xiaoan had seen Mr. Xiao before. Although people outside said he was serious and rigid at that time, when he saw Ye Xiaoan, he always showed his elders' love and always took out delicious things when he came. But after mom came in, everything was different. Mr. Xiao became his nominal grandfather. He cared about the reputation of the Xiao family and the rise and fall of his family.
Ye xiao'an still remembers that the Xiao family has a big business, and all their children sit in the living room. Ye Xiaoan stood in the middle. His mother followed Xiao Yizheng and sat aside with others. Master Xiao seriously warned himself not to have too close contact with Xiao Yicheng in the future. He said that what he disliked most in his life was the little three kind of bitches, because they always did something immoral. If you continue to get along with Xiao Yicheng as before, it will be incest in the eyes of others.
Xiao Yicheng sat behind his eldest brother. When he heard his father criticizing Ye Xiaoan, he didn't stand up and say anything. Ye Xiaoan looked at him and his mother. After his father died, his mother and he became their closest people. But when they suffered such humiliation, both of them chose to solve the matter with silence. Mother saw her eyes fall on her and lowered her head silently.
At that moment, ye Xiaoan suddenly found out how sad the world was. Maybe he was always the one who was redundant. If you have never come to this world, the world may be more happy and less sad without her.
Ye Xiaoan can understand the old man's friendship. From his standpoint, she is to safeguard the dignity of the family. But in any case, it still left a shadow in her heart. Even after so many years, when I think of it, ye Xiaoan still feels sour in her heart.
The so-called "meeting" is nothing more than a warning to yourself, and the content of "meeting" is only aimed at yourself. Ye Xiaoan still remembers the so-called meeting at the beginning. The bystanders next to him were looking at themselves with what kind of eyes. There are ridicule, contempt and schadenfreude... This is why she must cut off contact with Xiao. If she first entered the house just for him and his mother, she really had no scruples after the "meeting".
At that time, ye Xiaoan was just a child, although he knew that it had left a deep shadow on himself. But afterwards, my mother said to herself that he should learn to think in other places. The old man was just thinking about the family. If he didn't want to take into account the overall situation, he wouldn't say that. If he had not entered their Xiao family, he would still regard himself as a descendant of others' family, and his loving eyes would not change.
But now that he is a member of their Xiao family, the situation naturally becomes different. Setting up family style is the most important thing for every big family. Moreover, now she has just followed her mother into the door. Because of the so-called incest, she has become the first person to provoke the family style. Mr. Xiao will definitely come here once, even if he wants to keep the rest of the family from gossiping.
Of course, ye Xiaoan knows what her mother is talking about, but what she still can't ignore is the timidity and cowardice in her mother's eyes at that time. She is afraid. She is afraid that her hard won stable life will be lost again. Her mother has been used to a rich life, and she can't bear hardships. But ye Xiaoan thought from his mother's point of view. Who doesn't want to live a good life? Mom is right to think so.
Ye Xiaoan naturally considered for Xiao Yicheng. He was just the youngest son of his family. He was just a student at that time. He had no ability to change the decisions of his family. Therefore, what he did could not fully represent his wishes, and she also believed that the boy she had been with for so many years could not be like this.
Xiao Yicheng certainly understood how cold Ye Xiaoan was to himself at that time. So after the "meeting", he immediately went to Ye Xiaoan. He wanted to explain to her that if he had been stronger, it would only make things worse. The family already thought that their feelings had risen to the height of corrupting morality. If I jumped out to protect Ye Xiaoan at that time, I would only sit down and realize that idea. Naturally, the Xiao family will not embarrass themselves, but ye Xiaoan's life will be more sad, so forbearance is the wisest choice anyway.
Ye Xiaoan considered this matter from everyone's standpoint, but he didn't stand on his own. Because she knows that if she thinks about herself, she can only be full of grievances and unwilling. It will only make your heart more unbalanced, and the final result of a cavity of solitary courage is that both lose, and even only yourself may be injured.
It didn't take long. I don't know who told Mr. Xiao that their relationship was still very close, but they turned the relationship into private. The old man was very scrupulous about this matter. As soon as he heard someone say such words to himself, he immediately got angry. That day, ye Xiaoan just learned to make a small cake. It took an afternoon to make a beautiful cake, but when he went to find him, he was told that he was not at home.
Ye xiao'an didn't expect that this parting would be five years. She went to him several times, but she didn't see him. Finally, the housekeeper of the Xiao family became impatient. He only said that Xiao Yizheng had moved out of the Xiao family and bought his own house since he was twenty. Now his daughter runs back in three or two days. It's ridiculous to see her uncle.
Ye Xiaoan was scolded by the housekeeper with a gun and stick, and there were many servants watching jokes next to him. Ye Xiaoan was ashamed and left Xiao's house with a red face. No one answered Xiao Yicheng's phone all the time, and even gave Ye Xiaocheng an illusion that this person may have never appeared. He disappeared without a trace. There was no clue and left it for himself.
Later, ye Xiaoan saw that his stepfather was good to his mother, but his daughter was not very friendly to Ye Xiaoan's mother and daughter. Ye Xiaoan can also understand that if he changed to himself, he can't accept it. Suddenly there are two more strangers at home, and he has to pretend to be as close as his relatives. Moreover, Xiao Yanting was only a teenager at that time, when she was in a period of youth rebellion.
When he was cheated by his mother and had an accident in the hotel. Ye Xiaoan slowly saw what reality is. Her mother didn't hesitate to sacrifice her own daughter just to show her ability in front of Xiao Yizheng. After ye Xiaoan became pregnant, her mother's first thing was not to care about herself, but how to appease the boss who was stood up by herself.
The friends around me have blackened themselves one by one because of their own experiences. When ye Xiaoan was most helpless, she thought of Xiao Yicheng again, but the result was a reprimand from master Xiao. If it hadn't been for Su Han, he might have died with Xiao Wu. How could he stand here and talk to him, once after him?
Ye Xiaoan really doesn't want to recall these past events. She thinks she has become a mother and is mature enough now. But ye Xiaoan also knows that some things will never pass, and will only hide in his heart with the passage of time, but as long as he tears this scar, it will still be bloody.