Chapter 199

Although Ye Xiaoan admitted those things in those years, and her tone was very calm, Xiao Yicheng could feel that she was wrapping herself with a sharp shell bit by bit. Obviously, when she came down just now, she was still very peaceful, but now she has become so sharp. It seems that it must have hurt her a lot after five years.

Xiao Yicheng's heart aches all over his eyes. This is the woman he has vowed to protect her worry free life from childhood. This is the woman he has been trying to protect for so many years. But now she is standing in front of her, with deep vigilance in her eyes. This is really not the result she wants.

He could see that there was more and more alienation in Ye Xiaoan's eyes. He even panicked. At the moment, he didn't know why he had a strange feeling. He was afraid that ye Xiaoan would disappear in front of him again the next second.

Xiao Yicheng hurried to the exit, interrupted her, walked forward and took her shoulder. Try to make her look at herself and try to calm her down.

"Xiao'an, I didn't mean to dislike you. On the contrary, when I learned the news, I really didn't want to believe it. I couldn't accept such a fact, not because I thought the woman in my heart was defiled. But because I didn't want to believe that the girl I vowed to protect suffered such pain.

I know you've been hiding it from me, but I don't want me to know. But now I know. Can you tell me everything that has happened in the past five years? I don't mean to uncover your scars, but I just hope to make up for the missing five years. "

Ann caressed his hand on his shoulder and then stumbled back to the bench. In those big black and white eyes, at this time, they were particularly godless, but Xiao Yicheng saw hesitation, struggle, helplessness, and even despair. That kind of despair also makes me particularly worried, and I can't breathe in pain.

"If you want to know, I'll tell you. My mother married your brother five years ago, and our relationship changed from that moment on. Before, people said we were childhood sweethearts, but I thought this word was really nice, so I was very proud every time someone mentioned it.

But since my mother and your brother got married, they named our relationship another name, incest. Do you know what incest means? Maybe we all know it now, but I didn't know it at that time.

I only know that the people in the school look at me differently from before. When they saw me and you, their eyes were full of envy, but later they became disgust. Yes, it is deep disgust, as well as ridicule and ridicule.

They said it was my mother who brought me to the rich. I didn't know how rich your family was at that time. Because I thought my family was also very rich when I was a child, but later I found that our former small company was not worth mentioning in front of your big group and family.

So when they started talking to me, I thought they were just jealous that I suddenly became a rich lady. But later I learned that their strong dislike for me was because I had become an incest relationship with you.

Later, they labeled me with all kinds of labels, money worshippers, bitches who colluded with my uncle, and even said that my mother was a shameless bitch and I was a little bitch. However, although I was very sad at that time, I knew that things had become like this, so I could only work hard to adapt to such a change.

I once naively thought that maybe for a long time, they won't look at me like that. As long as I try to prove that I'm not a person who can only rely on my family, I can study hard, and I'll live with my own strength in the future.

Later, this matter didn't know how to reach your father's ears, so they said that the relationship between us was abnormal, and even sent you abroad in the end, just to avoid humiliating them.

After you left, a new version of the story that has been circulating in the school appeared. They said that it was because of me that they forced you to go abroad. Because I pestered you, you couldn't stand it, so you finally chose to go abroad to avoid. I didn't believe it when. Later, as more people said it, gradually I began to consider it from the perspective of what they said.

I thought maybe it was really because of me that you were under too much pressure at home, and finally you couldn't bear it and chose to go abroad. That's why I spent a long time blaming myself.

Then one day, my mother told me that you came back to China and wanted to see me. Although at that time, I thought that your hope of returning to me was very slim, the only hope in my heart supported my absurd idea at that time. I think this may be the way you really want to go back to China and want to see me secretly. I think if it is true, they will wait until they find it in your home At that time, I will catch you back. At that time, I was young. How could I think too much? Even at that time, if this was the last time I saw in my life, wouldn't I regret it all my life if I didn't go.

Then I went to the Imperial Hotel to find you according to the address my mother said, but when I came to the hotel at the time my mother said, there was no one in the private room. I thought it might be because my mother passed by and told me that there was a problem, maybe it wasn't in the private room, so I wanted to go out and look for it, and then I saw my mother and a group of people drinking in a private room Alcohol.

At that time, there was a bald man sitting in the middle. He looked more than 50 years old. He was only bald, with a beer belly and a greasy face. My mother told me that he was in poor health. I studied medicine, so let me take a look at it for him. But I didn't expect him to start drinking. At that time, I couldn't drink. After two glasses of wine, I began to feel dizzy, so I ran away after two drinks.

After running out of the corridor, maybe I felt that the crisis had passed, and the wine strength was slowly rising. Later, I didn't know what had happened. Just the next day, just at dawn, I woke up and appeared on a man's bed. The pain and missing clothes remind me of what happened. I have never experienced it, but I am a medical student after all. I still understand the physiological common sense.

How calm do you think an 18-year-old girl should deal with such a thing? Anyway, I was in a mess at that time, so I put on my clothes and ran away. I didn't have time to see what the man looked like. You can probably think of what happened later. That's how it happened for so many years. "

Ye Xiaoan clutched his coat tightly with both hands and wrapped himself. It is in the case of expressionless face, telling these things, and even giving people the feeling that they are telling a story that has nothing to do with themselves. But Xiao Yicheng was very hurt. Xiao an's experience was caused by her mother? What a cruel mother you are to pull your daughter to socialize? At that time, xiao'an was only 18 years old and a little girl who didn't understand anything. How could she deal with a group of businessmen who had been fighting in the mall for many years?

"Xiao an... I really don't know..."

Xiao Yicheng trembled his lips for a long time before he said such a sentence, but Xiao an's empty eyes made him choke again on what he hadn't had time to say

Ye Xiaoan gave a sad sneer and tightened his tight coat again. Now I really believe what Xiao Yicheng just said. I didn't feel it when I came down. Now I'm really cold.

"Don't you know? There are many things you don't know. After I ran out of the hotel, I didn't know where to go. My mother was able to push her daughter into the fire pit by herself because of your Xiao family's business. I couldn't accept such a cruel reality, so I didn't go home after everyone's business. I was floating outside alone.

Up to now, I can't remember how I spent those days. I'm confused every day, but I've been trying to think of what happened that night. Even if I didn't live like that for the first time, I always want to find out. I also regret why I didn't see the man's face at that time, because I was too flustered, so I put on my clothes directly The clothes ran away. Later, I couldn't remember a little impression.

I stayed outside for a month, and finally I found out that I was pregnant. Although I hated my mother and thought the family was disgusting, I was just a little girl. When I met this kind of thing, I had no idea at all. Now I think of it, it was really embarrassing at that time. How could I be so weak? When I was desperate, I came back again You Xiao family, I stood in front of my mother and said I was pregnant. "

Ye Xiaoan suddenly raised his head and looked at Xiao Yicheng with tears in his eyes.

"Can you imagine what was the first thing my mother said to me when she knew I was pregnant? She said that if I was pregnant, there was no way to introduce me to the boss! She had sacrificed me once for your Xiao family. In that case, the first thing she thought about was not me, but your Xiao family's business!

She wanted me to kill the child because she also wanted to give me to the boss. At that moment, I found that not only my father died, but also my mother who loved me went with my father. So since then, I have always said that I am an orphan. I think I am a child without father and mother. Oh, no, I am a child without father and mother My single mother.

After I left home, I did go to your old house to find you. What I was waiting for was a rebuke from your father and told me not to disturb you again. My friends who used to play with me turned their faces. When I asked them for help, no one paid attention to me. They all pulled me black.

Fortunately, however, I still have a friend. Although she is just an ordinary little girl compared with others. She has no prominent family background and no rich life. However, when I was in the most difficult time, only she appeared in front of me at the first time when she learned that I was suddenly at a loss at the door of the hospital. "