Chapter 200

"I told her that I decided to give birth to this child. According to his living conditions, it was OK to maintain one's survival, but it was difficult to bear me and another child. However, when she heard my decision, she did not oppose me, but silently supported my decision.

She and I came to this old town and lived in a small house with only dozens of square meters. Under such an environment, I gave birth to my son. When I was pregnant, she had to go out to work every day, so I had to bear all the big and small things at home. I dragged my heavy body day by day and had to do all kinds of things. Where was anyone Take care of me.

Whenever I'm at home alone, I can't help thinking how good it would be if I had a mother to accompany me when I'm pregnant. Maybe you don't know, I used to fantasize in my heart every time I saw someone get married. I'll have a romantic wedding in the future. I envy those brides who can wear wedding dresses. I feel clean White wedding dress can make any woman in the world the most beautiful person.

But I have nothing. I only have children in my stomach and a friend who never leaves me. Fortunately, at least I have them, so I have the faith to live. How do you think I came over these years? If I hadn't been accompanied by them, maybe I wouldn't become Ye Xiaoan, but Lu Xiaoan would have disappeared in the world five years ago Yes. "

When ye Xiaoan finished these words, she had already burst into tears. She bowed her head and covered her face with her hands. The cry was so low that it was not easy to detect if it was not too quiet around. Xiao Yicheng didn't know what he was thinking now. He just looked at the woman crying in front of him. Didn't she dare to cry loudly?

"Xiao an, I'm sorry. I really don't know that so many things have happened in the past five years since I left. I'm an asshole. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have suffered such a fate. It was my fault that I was around you when you were in trouble. Now please give me a chance to make up for you, OK?

I don't care about your past. You're still the girl I've always loved in my heart. You're still the girl who asks me to pick you up to school, take you home and peek at me playing basketball every day. Even if you're still around Gu Yizhen, I can feel that you're not happy, so give me a chance to take care of you? "

Ye Xiaoan's cry became less and less, so there was no sound at all, but he kept his head down and refused to look up.

"No, I really don't. In fact, I divorced Gu Yizhen. When we divorced, his request was to let me pretend to be a husband and wife with him for another half a year. Unless he has a new marriage partner, I can only leave after half a year.

And I intend to help him do the new project of Gu family in the past six months, because this is also my responsibility. I paid homage to a master of Suzhou embroidery and promised him that he would carry forward Suzhou embroidery, which is what I have been doing now. When this thing is slowly on the right track, it is almost time for me to leave.

Gu Yining is a very good girl. If you can really be together, I will bless you. I have been afraid to tell you these things all the time. The first reason is that I have selfishness in my heart and don't want you to think I'm too dirty. The second reason is that I'm relieved that you're looking for this girl. Even if she's a little pampered, she's at least a clean girl.

Now I have a son, which is different from that time. I admit that I liked you in those years, and this is a word I haven't said. But now I'm not the girl in those years. I'm the mother of a child. I don't have the right to choose in many things, so I can only choose to compromise.

My only wish for life now is to have a peaceful life. It's enough that I have my best friend and my son. It's enough that the three of us can live a simple and plain life. I can't afford to get involved in the gratitude and resentment of you giants, so please let me go and let me live a quiet life? "

Xiao Yicheng forced Ye Xiaoan to look up at himself. Those once innocent eyes are now full of pain. Xiao Yicheng has long regretted it. If he could fight for it again, maybe Xiao an wouldn't suffer so much. So now it's all her fault in the final analysis. How can she bear the pain alone.

"Xiao an, since you have divorced him, you will be a free man in the future. Give me a chance. I am willing to take care of you and your son. I will treat her as my own son.

You should understand how important it is for a child to have a complete family. I believe he should have begun to understand some truth at his age. He should have begun to learn to ask you why he doesn't have a father? "

Ye Xiaoan's body shook. Xiao Wu did ask himself this question, and some time ago, he was worried about it for a long time, and even almost autistic. Xiao Yicheng's words undoubtedly hit Ye Xiaoan's heart, so that ye Xiaoan can no longer be calm.

"But... No... you and Gu Yining have been together for several years, and I can see that she really likes you. If you abandon her now, what do you want her to do?

We are not young and ignorant children at the beginning. We can't be so selfish when thinking about problems. When people grow up, they will have a lot of helplessness. However, we must face these things. There are some problems that we can't ignore. My son did ask about his father, but he doesn't care now because he has two mothers, me and my best friend The existence of father.

We are very satisfied with our life now, so please don't disturb my life again. Just think you don't know these things. We are still as good as before. After half a year, this matter will come to an end. We all return to our respective lives and there will be no such mess. "

Xiao Yicheng felt nervous when he heard Ye Xiaoan say that she would leave again in half a year. He could no longer restrain his inner impulse and held the person he had missed for five years in his arms.

"Xiao an, don't disappear again... Please, don't disappear again. You don't know how painful I've been in the past five years. I really can't bear you to disappear again. As long as you believe me once, I won't let you down.

We have known each other for nearly 20 years. Don't you know my character? Although I made a mistake five years ago, I was helpless. At that time, I really didn't have the ability to resist my family, but now it's different. I will be a member of the Xiao family in the future.

I will not only take the Xiao family to shake the flag and drum, but also strive to make my strength stronger and stronger. Even Gu Yizhen can't shake me in the end. As long as you are by my side, no matter how painful the process is, I will survive.

I can certainly give you a stable life and never let others bully you again. I know you have been worried about your son, but I will treat him as my own son in the future. Even if we may have our own children in the future, I will treat him as myself. Do you believe me? "

What ye Xiaoan feels in Xiao Yicheng's arms is the warmth of a long absence. After wandering for five years, he suddenly feels stable at the moment. Ye Xiaoan doesn't know whether she should be greedy for this warmth, but at the moment, she really feels tired, so even if she lets herself stay in this arms for a while, she will be satisfied.

Xiao Yicheng saw that ye Xiaoan didn't struggle and thought that her heart fluctuated, so he quickly took advantage of this opportunity to persuade her.

"Xiao'an, you've suffered a lot in the past five years, but now you've had a good time. You see, after we met, I've been trying to find you and try to get close to you again. If you hadn't been retreating, we would have been together long ago.

In fact, you don't need to be afraid. Some things should be bold. As long as you can bravely take the first step and come to me, I can give you a stable life and the future you want. And in the future, you can give yourself to an uncertain person, rather than find a person who knows the root and the bottom. Are you right?

I know you must be very tired not only to live, but also to raise a child in the past five years. But in fact, you don't need to make yourself so tired. You just need to trust yourself to me. I must be able to support a day for you. You're just a woman. Why do you make yourself so tired? Just listen to me once, okay? "

Xiao Yicheng let Ye Xiaoan go and let her face herself. He wanted Ye Xiaoan to give him the answer he wanted. But ye Xiaoan didn't know what he was thinking. He looked in a trance, as if he was really too tired, so at this moment, the whole person's brain crashed. He gently stroked the face he missed day and night in front of him. He dreamt back at midnight many times. He portrayed the face again and again in his heart. Now she is in his arms again.

Xiao Yicheng's heart is very complex. On the one hand, he feels heartache because of Xiao an's experience. On the other hand, because she didn't give up looking, now she finally returned to her side again and felt happy. Xiao Yicheng lowered his head and slowly approached Ye Xiaoan. He still didn't return to his mind and was still immersed in his overwhelming sadness.

Just as Xiao Yicheng was about to kiss Ye Xiaoan, a fist hit him in the air. Xiao Yicheng was unprepared and knocked to the ground. Ye Xiaoan was dragged into another cold embrace in a trance. A low, cold voice sounded above Ye Xiaoan's head. It was like a polar storm, which could freeze people in place in an instant.

"Xiao Yicheng, are you living too comfortably? Even you dare covet my woman?"

When ye Xiaoan came back, he found himself in Gu Yizhen's arms. When did he come? How did you show up here?

Xiao Yicheng covered the corners of his mouth and staggered up from the ground. He looked at the man in front of him with a thick anger in his eyes.

"Gu Yizhen, you have divorced. Please don't pester xiao'an in the future!"