Chapter 82

"If you think so, you'll be old to death all your life!"

Jiang Xiaobai doesn't want to deal with the dispute.

"You know more about Ningbo's character than I do. If you contact him, that is to seek skin with a tiger. Can he kindly give you this opportunity? I'm sure I've seen that you've had a good year. He's not as talented as you. He either wants to steal your paintings or sell them with you. You're involved with him. You don't know how you died. "

"I know."

Fang Zheng knows the interest here.

"Xu Haodong is different. What does he do to you? It's heartless of you to hurt him so much. Tell him what you say and live with him. "

"I'm not reconciled. He hurt me so much that he almost destroyed me. I'm not reconciled to letting him go."

Fang Zheng took the cigarette Jiang Xiaobai gave him.

"You want to expose him?"

"Yes

Fang Zheng took a puff. His eyes narrowed slightly.

"Have you seen his paintings? In the past two years, his paintings are few and of poor quality. He has no explosive force and tension. I think he has entered a bottleneck and his inspiration has dried up. In the past two years, our paintings have been steadily rising. There is also a big reason that brokers will hype. He's dirty behind his back. Expose him and let him lose his reputation. "

"Since you think so, tell brother Xu. Make it clear that he will support you. "

"At the beginning, I wanted to sign this application, and then I wanted to see what he was going to do and leave Tengyun town to deal with him."

Xiaobai is silent, leaving Tengyun town?

"I thought I could pack up and get out of here and have a fight with nimbo. I would have gone in the first two months. But now, there is Xu Haodong. His business is in Tengyun town. They are dead. The teahouse is his. There are several other shops. His design and planning are very good. I'm leaving. What about him? Take him? Does he charge rent for five stores? Or let him run these five stores? The development of Tengyun town is full of business opportunities. He will do a good job here. "

"It's not that it's not impossible. The agent also said that he could take brother Xu to help you sell paintings?"

"Last night, he told me about his plan. He was very interested in running these stores. I don't want to discourage him. Besides, I think about it before and after. I want to forget it. I can't afford it. I don't want to talk to nimbo. "

"Then why are you arguing with brother Xu? If he doesn't know, just tell him. He likes you so much

Fang Zheng lowered his head.

"You like him, too. I can see that. "

Fang Zheng sighs. He knows his own problems. He knows that Xu Haodong is very good. He has a good character, a good personality and a good temper. After a long time, he knows that Xu Haodong is really a man of indomitable spirit. However, I still have doubts about everyone. I don't speak coldly. My feelings are closed and shallow. I'm doing my own business. I seldom think about others. I can't make friends. My parents don't like it. I can't let go of it. Feeling very passive, will not take the initiative to fight for anything.

He came too slowly. His heart, which has been frozen for a long time, is like the permafrost of a thousand years. The seeds that just sprouted and broke the soil show two tender leaves. They don't have enough strength to take root and absorb nutrition. They haven't adapted to the weather, but they are expected to produce the most brilliant flowers.

The problem is that the time is too short, one is too slow, the other is too enthusiastic.

"You talk to him and make it clear. You don't like it. You are very considerate of each other. Don't let him down. Don't ruin your happiness for the sake of one person and hurt the people who like you. "

Fang Zheng nodded.

"I'll make it clear to him. I didn't use him

Give him some time, he will give Xu Haodong the same feelings.

Will love, love him, love to forget those hurt, forget that scum, only remember Xu Haodong.

Xu Haodong wanted to drink with Erhai, but Fang Cong called.

Fang Cong is very embarrassed. She has been trying her best to promote it, in order to make Fang strive for a better life and be taken care of. She used Xu Haodong a little.

"Sorry, it's my fault."

"If you know everything, don't tell me in advance."

"Blame me if you want. It's not my brother's business. It's what I keep saying. I know I'm sorry. You must be angry. He didn't want to use you. I was too worried about him. "

"You are a good sister."

Xu Haodong sneered. It's really for your brother's good sister. Do you want others to make props because your brother and sister are so affectionate?

"During the time of the accident, he was in a very bad condition. He couldn't sleep all night and woke up when he fell asleep. Especially in the first few days, it was useless for him to hide in the dormitory. Those students would run to knock on his window and ask him if he was flying with his orchid fingers in it! When he goes to the toilet, someone will ask him obscenely, how cool is it that you let people fuck and you fuck others? If he went to class to draw a body sketch, if he was a male model, they would coax Fang Zheng into kissing the male model. He was so scared that the male model did not dare to take off his clothes. After class, his classmates would block him in the corner to see if his body had any reaction. How many times did he fight and break his classmates' arms? The school would dismiss him for administrative demerits They all warned him that his conduct was important. At that time, he didn't speak any more. Unless it was necessary, he only spoke to me. Fang Zheng had always been good at both character and learning. He was arrogant and was besieged by people. Could he stand the blow? My psychiatrist and I advised him to leave the environment. He went back to Tengyun Town, just like his refuge. My grandmother has always been a haven for him to escape from injuries, followed by my parents, who are very selfish and face loving. Fang Zheng didn't dare to tell them about his love for men. He only said that Fang Zheng came back after thinking about me. They said that they were born dead, cause and effect circulation. Even if they were looking around, wouldn't they still delay their future? What can be changed? He also complained that Fang's psychological endurance was too weak. One after another, they closed themselves up.Xu Haodong biting the tip of his tongue. These animals.

"I don't think it's going to work. He's already at the top of his rope. He doesn't trust anyone and keeps a distance from everyone. At that time, I felt that he had mild depression, especially my death, which became the last straw to crush him. "

Fang Zong B swallowed even more.

"I was at work that day. He didn't sleep well for two or three days in a row. My parents did their own things. Originally, he was lying on the side of my nursing bed. I told him to go back to sleep because he was too tired. If he didn't go, I would hurt him. He would sleep on the sofa in my nursing room. He was too tired and tortured for a long time. He didn't know why he was sleeping too much that day. I fell under the bed with my nipple down and my leg was still on the bed. He didn't know. When I found out, my grandmother's forehead was broken, her face was purple, and he completely collapsed. Shut yourself up. "

Whose fault is it? Is Fang Zheng wrong? He was so tired that he fell asleep. Is it his parents' fault? His parents knew that his mother was seriously ill and they did their own business, either giving gifts or playing cards. They didn't know.

"He doesn't care about anything. He just muddles along. He lives a lifeless life. He just melts all his feelings into the painting. After he came back, my parents were very disappointed with him and had less discipline. Once, he was hungry and had bleeding stomach before he wanted to eat. No one cared about him. I was too far away. I asked him to come to me and he didn't go at all. But I'm relieved to have you. "

"From your blind date, he mentioned you on the phone. He was very helpless and funny to you. Then he was surprised. He said that I didn't expect someone to wait for me so long. He was waiting for me. He didn't know what to do with you. He is a tough hearted person, he does not want to hurt you, do not want to delay you, so the first time he was very despised to refuse you. But your way is to go back to town and keep him. He began to panic, afraid you really seriously, he said he would hurt you. He made it clear to you for the second time, but you are not discouraged and continue to pursue. Until some time ago, when I got married, I was worried about him. He told me to rest assured that he had you.

Xu Haodong stops his car by the side of the road and lights a cigarette. He is very agitated and smokes. He listens to Fang Cong.

"He hasn't had a good sleep for many years. Either he wakes up or he has insomnia. He always stares at the dawn and goes up the mountain when it's time. He likes to talk to my grandmother about everything. But he felt guilty. My grandmother didn't dare go to the old cemetery. Every day, I look at him from a distance, and he is at ease. A few years of constant fixed mode of life, only when painting, he can still have enthusiasm, but not every day painting ah, he slowly boil, the days become boil, can he be comfortable? He doesn't like to talk, he doesn't like to communicate, and he doesn't know how to bring up enthusiasm if he wants to be positive. He wants to get rid of this way, but he can't change it. "

"With you, he no longer complains about how the time hasn't arrived, but complains that the day is too fast, and it's over before it's too late! Over the years, he has no desire to practice. It's OK to eat a month's dried noodles. It's OK to be hungry. Our sister and brother often talk to each other. He used to be mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I'm happy to hear that. Otherwise, what did you do to make him laugh and cry? He has no time to draw, and he has no time to go up the mountain. He is so busy. I am very grateful to you every day. His life has improved, and I am very happy. It's all your credit. You're changing him a little bit. His life is no longer a hard one, but a very active one, from looking forward to three meals a day to actively painting. You can see that. "

"Maybe you haven't seen his paintings carefully. A few years ago, his paintings were very depressed and sad. His paintings were very good and very infectious. When you see his paintings, you have an impulse to cry."

Xu Haodong said, well, he has seen several Fang Zheng's paintings. His mother wants to cry, especially his mother. Even if his mother beat him up every day, he still bought a lot of delicious food and sent it back to his mother. He doesn't want to have a son when he wants to support his mother.

"But look at his recent paintings. He painted a picture of summer. You can see from his paintings how happy he was. People can't help laughing together. This is the change I found in him. His painting style has changed. Recently they painted this scroll together. Look at those elves. He has integrated all the people he likes into his painting. You changed his life. Haodong, you say that he doesn't care about you. Can he be influenced by you? "

"You see his look, his temper, the simplest, is he laughing more than before? Too much talk? It's all because of you, you changed him! "

"I see it in my eyes, and I know you from his phone. He's so weak that he doesn't know anyone very well. I'm curious when a person appears in his mouth three times. He mentions you almost every time on the phone. I'll take advantage of the opportunity of my annual leave to see how you two look. I know you are good to him, you have so many thoughts on him, I certainly support, I just want to make my brother's life simple and happy. So I encourage him again and again, let him accept you, if you want to complain, blame me, it's my fault, I just want him too happy

Fang Cong's voice was lowered. She knew she was wrong.

"If you want to be angry, blame me. Don't be angry with him. I am selfish, I hope my brother's life is good, I love him too much. You scold me, or I go back you can hit me twice, I'm sorry for you, but please don't just let it go, OK? You are not the same. He comes slowly. Would you give him some time"Fang Cong, do you love your brother, but don't you think about others? I'm reincarnated? Is universal life coming? I don't have your compassionate mother's heart. I'm not the Holy Father. What I want is love!

His feelings come slowly, I understand, but how cheap he is! Knowing how the animal hurt him, he contacted the animal and collected his information, but he also said sorry to the other party lightly, forgiving the joke at that time, so he rushed to accept his kindness? Would he rather think about such a scum than look at me? I'm even cheaper than him! "No, he doesn't, he doesn't have nimbo in his heart! He has no feelings for nimbo for a long time

"No feelings, but Ning Bo now has status and status to help Fang Zheng become a master! He can be famous and a master! I don't have the ability! So no matter how much I do, he won't see it. That's all my voluntary, he didn't force me, so I asked for everything, I deserve it! Well, I can't afford to wait on him. I can't be a muddle in his heart if I can't help him any more. When a cow and a horse are around him in a daze, I can't get any feelings, I can't get any gratitude from him, and finally I get one to suffer for myself! "

Xu Haodong roared out. He was not willing to be angry in his heart. Sparks were coming out of his nose.

"I'm not in a hurry. I've been in love with him secretly for seven or eight years. Give me another seven or eight years until he falls in love with me. But Fang Cong, what Fang strives for is not my love, but my status! He wants to be red

Who doesn't want to be famous in history? Who doesn't want his paintings to be Picasso's in a hundred years? "Fang Cong, I'm quite incompetent. If I'm a rich man, or have status and status, I can help him do more. I've wasted more than ten years. I'm working hard now, you say Is there still time?

Fang Cong shed tears, and Xu Haodong was very helpless. This kind of helplessness and despair made Fang Cong feel particularly guilty