"I know what you think of me!"
Fang Zheng defends, and his chest rises and falls violently. Xu Haodong's words are too hurtful.
"At the beginning, I rejected you. I told you not to have feelings for me. I was afraid that I would hurt you. You didn't listen. You leaned on me all the time!"
"My fault? I asked for it? If I stick to you shamelessly, I deserve it
"I've come to accept you. What else do you want?"
"Don't go, don't touch him!"
"My education is a tough one. It's a good opportunity."
"So in order to be famous and become a great painter, would you rather make up with an asshole who has hurt you? Even if I'm by your side, I love you and I love you, you still don't look at me one more time? "
Xu Haodong's eyes gaped with anger. Fang Zheng didn't hesitate at all, so he was willing to talk to a scum and didn't want to look at himself.
"Is he important or am I?"
"It's not a matter of comparison!"
Although Xu Haodong is said to be a hooligan, he is an individual. Nimbo is a beast! Animal hypocrites in human skin! Let alone compare them together, it's an insult to Xu Haodong to mention them together.
But without waiting for him to explain, Xu Haodong kicked over the easel, and his anger leaped to the top of his head!
"What have I done to you after all this time? Can't we compare them together? Although this scum is scum, he has status and reputation, which can help you to be more successful. I have nothing, so I'm not qualified to be together, right? Ah
Xu Haodong's stormy anger is all on Fang Zheng. The rain is pouring down, and Fang Zheng's breathing is a little hard.
He was angry, sad and distressed. Fang Zheng was worried. It was not like this.
"Let me explain. It's not what you think it is!"
"You don't have to be cunning. It's not what I think. You sign it? You don't want to go yet, but you cheat me with your hard words
Xu Haodong doesn't want to listen to sophistry. The facts are here. Everything he says is sophistry!
He rushed up and grasped Fang Zheng's shoulder and lowered his head to approach Fang Zheng's face.
"Fang Zheng, you are a really cold-blooded person."
His face was a little twisted, his teeth were bright, and the veins on his neck and forehead were bulging.
"Why are you provoking me, since you are ambitious? You have no face, no skin and no dignity when you are in him. You are arrogant and domineering when you are in me! Yes, I didn't listen to you. You advised me. I didn't listen. I was chasing you. Since you know I'm useless to you, why do you respond to my feelings? Because I can do housework for you to take care of you, because your sister Jiang Xiaobai has been egging you on, so you think it's not good to use me for nothing, so give me some sweets, let me always fight with you, you use me, you use me to relieve your loneliness. Use me to take care of your daily life. In your heart, I'm just a dog. As long as you wave to me, I'll be loyal to you all the time. I'll die for you and do everything for you. I think we love each other so much! "
"I didn't..."
Fang Zheng's retort has not yet been said, but Xu Haodong interrupts it again.
"You don't love me at all. Your so-called acceptance of me is just that you don't repel me all the time. You have no feelings for me at all. Hugging, kissing, physical contact are you lonely, just want to vent! I'm just your toy, your free helper. In your heart, I am nothing, you are good to me, help me fight, give me the lead, because I have use value! You don't look up to me, but you are greedy of my care for you, so you leave me beside you! "
Xu Haodong glares at Fang Zheng. He can see Fang Zheng's heart at a glance.
Fang Zheng is greedy for Xu Haodong, greedy for his easy and happy life around him, greedy for his love for himself.
His words, let Xu Haodong heart fire, he guessed right!
Xu Haodong pushes Fang Zheng onto the cot again. He pulls away Fang Zheng's T-shirt and presses his hand on Fang Zheng's chest.
Biting teeth, glaring at Fang Zheng.
"Fang Zheng, I don't blame you for having him in your heart, but you shouldn't use me like this! You've done a lot of harm! Is your heart a stone? It's just a stone. I've spent seven or eight years, and it's time to cover my feelings for so many days. But in the end you use me like that! "
Hand a grasp, Fang Zheng's heart left a few red marks, white body red fingerprints.
"I really want to take out your heart and see how ruthless you are."
Xu Haodong's teeth are broken. He hates that he can't get rid of Fang Zheng and turns to leave.
Fang zhengtuoli lay on the cot and raised his arm to cover his eyes.
"I didn't use you."
No, it's not like that.
He is greedy for the happiness brought by Xu Haodong and the warmth and support when he is around. Let the depressed muddle along oneself become positive, from living to living, very enthusiastic to live.
"What are you talking about here? Go after him quickly and make it clear!"Jiang Xiaobai is worried and doesn't know what to do. He's afraid of Fangzheng's accident. He wants to catch up with Xu Haodong and explain to him. However, no matter how he explains it, it's not as good as Fangzheng. I have you in my heart.
"Go to him quickly. I'll call him for you. You tell him that you have him in your heart and you like him very much. Don't misunderstand him!"
Jiang Xiaobai drags Fang Zheng and asks him to get up quickly.
Fang Zheng shook his head.
"You're going to die, you're going to give up such a good feeling and make a fool of yourself. How does Xu Haodong treat you? You know better than anyone. Are you stupid to hurt him for a scum? "
"I signed the application for admission. How can I quibble?"
"You, you, you die. When Xu Haodong falls in love with others, you cry! You can't get out? **What else do you want to do after 20 years? You trapped yourself? Then you are sleepy to death! Nobody cares about you! "
Jiang Xiaobai was so angry that he stepped on his feet and ran after him.
"Brother Xu, don't blame Fang Zheng. He doesn't mean that!"
Xu Haodong left the door behind him. As soon as he got on the bus, Jiang Xiaobai grabbed the window and was in a hurry to explain.
"How stupid his mouth is! You know, he can't speak even when others make a confession! All that's left is panic! Is he an active person? He's just a dead eye. He's not interested in you. Can he be intimate with you? It was this letter that came so suddenly that he didn't think about it well. You wait for him to think about it, and he will know which is lighter and which is heavier. On this point, brother Xu, if you have a little patience with him, he will give you heart and soul. "
"Let go! It's none of your business. Don't worry about it! "
"I can't care, brother Xu. I've been friends with him for a long time. I know him. He's had a hard time. He's been blaming himself. I can't see how much he likes Ningbo. He just hated each other so much. At that time, they had a good relationship. They went from heaven to hell every second. There was no buffer time for him because of this No friends, no classmates, and who keep a distance, he is not easy to believe people, in addition to me and her sister did not speak, his parents indifference to him, his sister is also very busy to take care of, he shut himself in the room for many days, see a long time psychiatrist, at the beginning of his ten days and a half months do not speak, he even I do not believe, I spent nearly a year to let him For me to bridge the gap. At that time, a painting of mine was copied by a master. He was so silent that he could stand up and speak for me. He is a bit light tempered, but he thinks that he cares about important people. You think he yells at the police for you, he tortures the two thieves for you. He gives up his job and takes care of you all the time. How does he treat you? You can't break up with him just because of this small matter! You'll be fine if you have a little patience
Jiang Xiaobai is dying of anxiety. A series of words come out. I hope Xu Haodong doesn't leave in a rage. I hope they are having a good talk.
Xu Haodong had a pause.
"I'll go out for a drink. I'll fight him here. Don't let him do anything stupid. Watch him. I'm going
"No, brother Xu, think about it again. At the beginning, when you contacted Fang Zheng, what did he do to you? He usually had this kind of virtue and loved to reply. Later, two days ago, two days ago, you went out on a date. He melted to you. You can't just give up halfway. Brother Xu, it's so sudden that you didn't react to it. You're considerate Forgive him. He really didn't use you. He has you in his heart. We outsiders can see clearly. Don't go out now. Can you two have a chat and be calm? "
"What can he talk about now? I don't talk to him. I don't want to talk to him. Now I'm angry, and I'll quarrel. I don't quarrel. I'll go out and calm down! "
"Then you must come back!"
Xu Haodong stepped on the accelerator and left. Jiang Xiaobai was in a dilemma and didn't know what to do.
Jiang Xiaobai returns to the room, and Fang Zheng begins to draw with headphones on.
"You have a big heart. Can't you talk to him?"
"What can I say? That's what's going on. "
"Why are you so absent-minded? Why are you still signing there when you tell me you won't go?"
They go out to relax. Fang Zheng tells Jiang Xiaobai about it. He says Ning Bo sent it to him by mail. He asks for peace and gives him an application for admission.
Maryland College of art is one of the best art schools in the United States. For those who study painting, it is really the palace of art.
Jiang Xiaobai scolds Ning Bo and laments why this opportunity didn't come earlier. If it had been seven or eight years earlier, Fang Zheng would have been able to go abroad and become more famous than Ning Bo.
"I wanted to get in touch with nimbo and see what he meant."
"Then tell brother Xu clearly."
Fang Zheng's brush stopped.
"To be honest, I was really excited at first."
He was a monk on his way. He didn't go to art school. He thought of many ways to become a teacher. That's when the teacher taught them to draw. In fact, his university is totally irrelevant.This has a lot of disadvantages. At first glance, it's layman. No layman's painting is better than an expert's.
He's going to get a gold medal and go to art school, so no one will question him.
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