Chapter 69 - 69. didn't deserve.....

Warning: You guys are so going to hate the Author...T^T.

Xuan was 6, an age where we all were still having a set of milk teeth and he was standing here, watching his only light being brutally chained in a mesh of nails, blood seeping out of his little body.

Yun's blood drenched his snow like white fur, a bloody-red.

The always excited dog was whimpering in the dullest of the voice, his breathing was ragged, heartbeat urgent, everything was witnessed by Xuan, he was sure this scene would hunt him for the longest of the times, every single instance played by in slow motion, slowly but surely Xuan's body was growing cold, starting from his heart and then towards his extremities.

His eyes had already lost even the last tinge of warmth they always carried.

Xuan closed his eyes for a second and took a deep breath, what hit him was the rustic smell of blood and the pungent smell of urine, from you know whom, mixed together, his brows furrowed, but still,....he calmed the devil inside, it wasn't that time, yet.

He can't torture that 'thing' lying there, he side glanced the woman, every second counted, Yun must live.

When she saw those eyes of his, which looked at her not like she was a living being but as if, she was a dead corpse, she felt goosebumps all over her body, she started struggling more only for him to give her a small smile, he was a reaper incarnate.

Just moments before her death, everything slowed down, she regretted what she did but she never thought she will die...karma, huh?

She saw him fly over to her in a single step, that angelic face passed by her holding no emotion, the moment he passed her, she heard him say in a small voice, "I'll make it fast."

Though she was scared and regretful, at that moment she calmed down, somehow she was disgusted with that man who claimed to protect her for life but threw her to the hands of these people at the drop of a hat and she felt envious of the dog, at the very least he had a good master, who can kill and even become a devil to save his life.

Just a second before Xuan directly smashed her C-2, causing a severe cervical fracture and her instant death, all with a single strike, she had closed her eyes and apologized, "A'Hei, dui buqi... But don't worry, I won't let this end like this.".....It was both a prayer and a curse to everyone present.

Thump.

A second after he hit her, her body fell.

Everything happened too quickly, everyone present there never thought that the boy would be this decisive when killing, even the killing maniac Guan Li was stumped for words but a second later, his face morphed as he got a cue from the man at the top, who also had spark of interest in his eyes, which was very rare, as he looked at 'that' boy.

Guan Li started clapping, slowly and eerily.

"Good Job, young master. Well, it would have been better to do it slowly" he sounded really regretful, "but well...like promised we won't torture that dog anymore.....", he paused to get a look at 'Mu' Xuan.

Xuan stood there unmoving, he had killed someone but there was no trembling, no regret, no pity, and certainly no disgust in his eyes.

He was calm as if, it was a daily thing for him and he was used to it....everyone thought that Guan Li was weird but if you ask him, even he had retched when he killed someone for the first time at 12, well, the man he had killed was his father and he only felt disgusted to touch that scum but still for a reason or other, he still had a change in expression ma... but looking at this boy who was half his age from back then, looking this calm, 'a Monster, indeed', he thought.

Xuan himself wasn't faking it, he was actually calm, in this dog eat dog world, all his world views had crumbled from that moment a month ago, this time he was just venting all that was pent up.

He was still calm until he saw his 'father' pull out an antique gun and pointing it at him with its barrel shining under the light giving it a cold silver shine.

Xuan had an omnious feeling, it wasn't the dread feeling one felt before dying but something even more dreadful.

His fingers jerked, he wanted to move from there but before he could do so, he saw Guan Li strongly pull Yun from the ground which made him fly in the air and.....

BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!

Piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing....

His ears started ringing....he felt the world stop.

Yun fell before his legs....he saw Yun watch him with those teary black eyes for a moment, engraving Xuan's face on his mind forever before he slept for eternity....and then giving out an almost inaudible whimper, he closed his eyes.

Yun had four bloody holes in his body...

Guan Li was saying something along the lines, "You need to grow, you don't need feelings..you--------", the rest was a mystery....

The ringing didn't stop...everyone went away.....he never saw his father again.....he never heard anything again............he didn't cry ever again...his heart had stopped at that moment, his soul had stayed there at that scene, just his body was moving.....he took Yun's body into his hands...the body was already cold but his heart was colder....he went back in a daze...along the road back, many were whispering...a trail of blood was left throughout his way back home...when his mother opened the door, he couldn't hide the undisguised hate he had for her, he saw her back away two steps with a devastated face....but he didn't care anymore.

He didn't need anyone anymore, losing one was enough, he didn't want to open his heart to anyone and at least not to someone like his so-called mother.....they didn't deserve it.