I haven't eaten these snacks for a long time. Later, I didn't eat snacks on the road with my mother.
Will that smile still appear on your face?
Zhu Ruiyan rummaged through her pocket, found some change and took a street snack.
She was remembering the taste of her childhood, but when she ate it, she had lost the taste of the past. The things became salty and couldn't eat the taste at that time anymore.
She didn't throw it away and continued to eat what she had bought slowly.
The wind blew loudly on the road, and Zhu Ruiyan walked down the street in a down jacket.
She prayed again: Mom, mom, please get better quickly.
Just after she got home, the landline rang. It was Zhu Ruixuan's voice: "sister, when did you get home?"
"I ate something outside." Zhu Ruiyan replied.
At this time, the house has been cleaned. I don't know whether Zhu Ruixuan did it or Zhang Shuai did it. It may be Zhang Shuai. Zhang Shuai was preparing to take a mop when she went out.
"One of your colleagues called home today. He asked you to call back."
"Oh." Zhu Ruiyan didn't expect Ye Zhijie to find her home phone.
She didn't remember ye Zhijie's cell phone number and dialed the phone she had seen in the toilet engraved in her mind.
"Hello, what's the price of kidney?"
The man on the other end of the phone didn't talk much and didn't answer Zhu Ruiyan's question. He asked, "who are you?"
The sound seems a little careful.
Zhu Ruiyan knew that buying and selling organs was not allowed by law. "Tell me what the price of kidney is?"
Perhaps Zhu Ruiyan asked too eagerly, and the other party also offered: "normal kidney, if it's high, 100000."
"Just this price?" Zhu Ruiyan thought it was too little.
"Madam, 100000 is not low. Many are only about 70000 and 80000."
"Too little money!" Zhu Ruiyan thought, "I need money very much now, otherwise I won't find you. Let me think about it."
"If your kidney is really OK, the price can be discussed." the other party may need a kidney.
"I'll think about it again." Zhu Ruiyan hasn't made up her mind.
She looked at the sky outside, her face white.
The next day she went to the hospital and replaced Zhu Ruixuan and Zhang Shuai.
When Zhang Shuai saw Zhu Ruiyan, her head was full of green silk flying in the wind. After being hit so hard, Zhu Ruiyan was still so dazzling.
The eyes are still bright, although there is strong sadness inside.
In this case, he can be strong and controlled. He still believes that the future will be good. Zhu Ruiyan, this is the real her, and he can't have her anymore.
No more.
Zhang Shuai quietly looked at Zhu Ruiyan, looked at her strong, looked at her gentle, looked at her sad, looked at her no longer related to herself.
Zhu Ruiyan walked over, looked at Zhang Shuai and asked, "did mom get better last night?"
"Last night's finger moved and talked to the nurse. The nurse told us that we didn't wake up yet. Finger movement is only a reaction of physical function."
Zhu Ruixuan cried: "sister, will mom..."
She didn't dare to say whether she couldn't wake up.
Zhu Ruiyan said firmly, "Mom will be fine."
"Already..."
Zhu Ruiyan wouldn't let Zhu Ruixuan finish: "she will be fine. We have to trust her and believe that she will wake up."
Zhu Ruixuan was convinced by her: "sister, I believe in my mother and I believe that my mother will be fine."
Zhu Ruiyan looked at Zhou Hui lying in the window. Her eyes were so sad. She called Zhang Shuai: "Zhang Shuai!"
"Yanyan, just say something." Zhang Shuai looked back and saw Zhu Ruiyan looking very serious. He knew she should have something to say to her.
Zhu Ruiyan looked at the man, walked to one side of the chair and sat down, "Zhang Shuai, I want to ask you for help!"
"Yeon Yeon, just talk to me if you have anything." Zhang Shuai said firmly.
Zhu Ruiyan came straight to the point: "I'm going out to raise money this time. It's about a week. Can you help take care of Xuanxuan and her mother this week?"
"I should." Zhang Shuai promised.
"I asked you for help because you were sorry for me. I can't find anyone else to help me now. Xuanxuan hasn't recovered yet. This is also caused by you."
Zhang Shuai has nothing to say, but he will take good care of this side.
"Sister, how do you raise money?" Xuanxuan thought Zhu Ruiyan's reaction was abnormal. "Sister, we have no other relatives. The original relatives and friends have been offended by Zhu Jianjun. Now who else is willing to lend us money? Besides, it won't help to borrow thousands of yuan."
"I'll ask someone to borrow it. Don't worry. I'll be responsible for the money," Zhu Ruiyan said.
"Yan Yan, Xuan Xuan is right. The money we need now is not a small number, but millions. The hospital urged money again yesterday."
Zhu Ruiyan said to them, "go home. Mom will let her recover now. Someone will inform us when she wakes up. I'll go out for about a week. No matter how much money I borrow, I'll take the money back to treat my mother."
"Sister, tell me, where are you going?"
Zhu Ruiyan didn't know how to answer: "I'll find someone and friends. I can always think of some ways."
"Qin Yizhao?" Zhang Shuai asked.
When Zhu Ruiyan heard the name, her heart jumped fiercely and then hurt again. She stood up and said to Zhang Shuai, "Zhang Shuai, don't guess. I have nothing to do with Qin Yizhao. I won't go to find this person. Don't say it."
Zhang Shuai saw Zhu Ruiyan's physical reaction, but did not mention those: "then go, don't worry here, I'll take good care of everything here. I told my family that I won't go home for the new year this year."
"Thank you very much." Zhu Ruiyan expressed her heartfelt thanks to him.
"Go home and have a rest." Zhu Ruiyan urged them.
Zhang Shuai and Zhu Ruixuan left.
Zhu Ruiyan looked at Zhou Hui who still didn't wake up in the window. She was really so helpless.
"Zhou Hui's family?" the nurse came with a sheet.
"Yes," replied Zhu Ruiyan.
The nurse gave the list to Zhu Ruiyan: "here is the list of expenses. Now you need to pay."
Zhu Ruiyan looked at the list blankly: "in these two days, 100000 has been spent?"
"Yes, that operation will cost more than 80000. Your mother's current situation is to rely on money. If you don't use drugs, life will stop immediately."
"I'll pay the money as soon as possible," Zhu Ruiyan said quickly.
"You go early. In the future, you will need a lot of money every day. If you don't go out of the intensive care unit, you still need so much." the nurse told the truth.
"OK. I see." Zhu Ruiyan looked at the distance foolishly.
"Yanyan, I went to advance 50000. I just borrowed 50000 from my friend. He promised to give it to us tomorrow. Don't worry, we will help Mr. Zhou through this difficulty." Zhang Shuai came back with the payment bill.
Zhu Ruiyan looked at Zhang Shuai's sincere words, and Zhang Shuai was so sincere to her. Unfortunately, now is not the time to think about this. They have been separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, "thank you. I will pay back the money in the future."
Zhang Shuai said seriously, "don't pay it back. I also want to do my part."
Zhu Ruiyan didn't have the strength to say anything more: "thank you. Go home and sleep for a while."
"Well, Xuanxuan is still waiting below. I'll go first." Zhang Shuai left.
Zhu Ruiyan stayed outside the intensive care unit for a day and left for a while at noon. Then he sat there and looked inside. He didn't know what to see and couldn't see the end.
Zhang Shuai came in the evening. He came alone. Zhu Ruixuan is not well yet. This situation can't stand it.
Zhang Shuai hasn't approached yet. He looks at Zhu Ruiyan not far away. His face is plain, but he can feel the sadness inside. There are lights everywhere in the hospital. The light reflects on Zhu Ruiyan's face and body. It looks so white, but it looks so unreal, as if this person doesn't exist in this world.
Zhang Shuai looked at Zhu Ruiyan and was very worried. Zhu Ruiyan had been staring at a place quietly for a long time. He even forgot to blink. He had been standing here looking at her for a long time, but Zhu Ruiyan didn't even move.
"Yanyan, you must tell me anything." Zhang Shuai was very afraid of such Zhu Ruiyan.
When Zhu Ruiyan heard Zhang Shuai's voice, she reacted and changed her position. "Nothing, didn't Xuan come?"
"She can't stand it. I'll just come over," Zhang Shuai said.
Zhu Ruiyan looked at Zhang Shuai, smiled and nodded. This man now knows that he thinks of Xuanxuan.
"Yan Yan, what were you thinking about just now?" Zhang Shuai was still worried about Zhu Ruiyan. The way Zhu Ruiyan looked just now was really worrying. "What were you thinking about before?"
"Zhang Shuai, will you be kind to Xuanxuan?" Zhu Ruiyan looked at the floor and asked.
"Yan Yan." Zhang Shuai opened his mouth and didn't say what she wanted to say.
"I know you still have a heart for Xuanxuan, and now you know to care about people." Zhu Ruiyan continued: "Zhang Shuai, you must be kind to Xuanxuan."
Zhang Shuai agreed to nod.
Zhu Ruiyan explained to him: "if, I mean if, what's the matter with me and I can't come back, please be nice to Xuanxuan, and then try to take care of my mother."
"Yan Yan, what are you talking about? What are you going to do? Don't think about it." Zhang Shuai was worried. He looked at Zhu Ruiyan and didn't know what she meant by that.
Zhang Shuai thought what Zhu Ruiyan's words meant, but he couldn't guess.
Zhu Ruiyan looks at Zhang Shuai. Zhang Shuai stares at Zhu Ruiyan and wants to guess something. Later, he directly asks, "Zhu Ruiyan, make it clear, what are you going to do?"
They still fell in love with each other for six years. They both know each other's character.
Zhu Ruiyan said low, "Zhang Shuai, don't think blindly. You know me. I cherish my life and won't do anything stupid. I just ask someone to borrow money, but people are a little tired. Don't be scared."
"Yanyan, in this world, the problem that money can solve is not a problem." Zhang Shuai comforted Zhu Ruiyan.
Zhu Ruiyan looked at him with sincere eyes: "Zhang Shuai, you and Xuanxuan are good. You are wise and down-to-earth. You will always make achievements. You calculate too clearly. In the end, you may not get anything. What's safe is the most real. I don't care about your previous affairs."
Zhang Shuai looked at such Zhu Ruiyan and didn't know what to say.
"I'll go to the city tomorrow morning."
"How much can we raise?"