Chapter 151

"It's not clear yet. How much can we raise?" Zhu Ruiyan replied.

After Zhu Ruiyan saw the bill, she went out to make a phone call and agreed to sell a kidney. She wanted to let her mother live and she had a kidney. Later, she could still live a good life, and she would try her best to live a good life.

Now she must want her mother to survive, no matter what happens when she wakes up, as long as she is alive, as long as her mother is alive.

The house is about to be demolished. When the time comes, sell the exchange house, pay off the money of Zhang Shuai and Tao Xin, and earn it yourself. You will certainly be able to cross this barrier.

At noon, she tested her blood type and matched it. In the evening, the other party will give her specific address.

Zhu Ruiyan made it clear to Zhu Ruixuan before she left: "Xuan Xuan, you really have to be careful. You can't have another abortion. You should know to take care of your body when you study medicine. Too many abortion times will really affect your future fertility."

"Sister, don't worry. I'll pay attention."

"I may not come back this week. You take care of your body and look at your mother."

"Sister, where are you going to raise money?"

"In the city."

"It's not far. It won't take a week."

"Maybe I'll come back right away. I'll take a longer time to make you mentally prepared." Zhu Ruiyan turned her head as she said. She was afraid she couldn't control her emotions.

"Sister, brother Zhang Shuai bought you a mobile phone yesterday. It's very cheap and easy to contact. The mobile phone number is my ID card. Take it with you." Zhu Ruixuan handed Zhu Ruiyan a mobile phone. Zhu Ruiyan's mobile phone was lost and inconvenient to contact.

Zhu Ruiyan picked it up. "Well, thank him for me."

Zhu Ruiyan took the mobile phone bought by Zhang Shuai. She didn't know what was going on in her heart. She thought she would never forgive Zhang Shuai in her life, but in a few months, she really didn't hate him now. Time can make people forget their pain and forget their hatred.

Qin Yizhao, I can't see our future. I flinch. Qin Yizhao, please forgive me.

Zhu Ruiyan took her new mobile phone and didn't call Qin Yizhao.

She has confirmed with the people in the advertisement that there are many people who need kidneys. They also have a point to do this operation in Yu County.

Before she went, she still called Qin Yizhao. She still remembers Qin Yizhao's mobile phone number. There are a lot of things. To be clear, she doesn't want to drag on.

She uses a pay phone. Try to calm down and wait for the phone to connect.

After the phone rang for a long time, Zhu Ruiyan became numb. At the other end of the phone, a voice she had heard many times: "hello?"

Zhu Ruiyan heard the voice and couldn't forget it. She stopped. The people on the other side of the phone also trembled: "are you?"

Qin Yizhao didn't say who he was. He spoke carefully. Qin Yizhao's people were like this. Zhu Ruiyan smiled very clearly.

"Zhao, it's me." Zhu Ruiyan stabilized her mind and opened her mouth.

"Yan Yan, what's the matter with you? Yue Yue is looking for you everywhere. Your mobile phone can't get through. You can ask for leave if you have something to do." Qin Yizhao's voice is so gentle, not urgent and slow, which makes people calm. "What's the matter with you?"

Zhu Ruiyan felt that she wanted to cry again. She closed her eyes, calmed down, opened them again and controlled her emotions. She had done a good job of mental construction before she called, but she almost collapsed after hearing Qin Yizhao's voice.

After controlling for a long time, Zhu Ruiyan said again, "Zhao."

"Yan Yan, what's wrong?" Qin Yizhao felt Zhu Ruiyan's abnormality, and his tone began to be urgent.

Zhu Ruiyan wants to cry in her man's arms like other lovers, tell her hard work, tell her grief and tell her fear. However, she can't do anything now. She wants so many things and she wants complete love.

Love can't be mixed with other interests at all. Mother finally looks like this because she married Zhu Jianjun to help her solve her household registration, so she entangled with Zhu Jianjun all her life and owed Zhu Jianjun all her life. If Zhu Ruiyan talks to Qin Yizhao, she will owe Qin Yizhao all her life. She doesn't want to do this. Because of this, she will be unhappy all her life.

She must save her mother by herself. She is her mother's daughter. Her body was given by her mother. She had never seen her biological father, and her mother did this because of herself. She had to save her mother, that is, let her use her life to fill in, but Qin Yizhao didn't owe her.

She knows that missing a kidney will have an impact on her body, but she can't think about it in the long run. Tao Xin doesn't owe her. She has only this way to go.

There was silence on both sides.

"Yanyan, what's the matter with you?" Qin Yizhao continued: "Yanyan, I'm very tired recently. I have a lot of things to deal with every day. There are a lot of meetings. Don't let me worry. Yanyan."

Zhu Ruiyan tried to bite her teeth, control her tears and prevent her voice from being abnormal. She said hard, "Zhao, let's finish."

She and Qin Yizhao have known each other so well. They have been tangled for so long and happy for so long. Now, we still have to say the end.

She didn't know how much courage she had to muster to say it. When she said it, she lost her strength.

"Why?"

Zhu Ruiyan allowed her tears to fall quietly. Without a choking voice, she replied in a low voice, "there is no love."

There are many reasons. After all, I failed him first.

"I didn't agree." Qin Yizhao's voice was so calm. "Tell me what happened?"

"It's over. Never see each other again."

"Don't hang up on me and tell me why." Qin Yizhao was angry.

Zhu Ruiyan obediently didn't hang up. Holding the microphone tightly in her hand, she said again, "I didn't love you."

"Zhu Ruiyan, do you know what you're talking about?" Qin Yizhao seemed to have something wrong with his ear and put his mobile phone closer.

"I'm going to marry someone else. It's too hard to live with you. You're an official and I'm a people. It's hard to be with you. When I get back to my hometown, I know that the person I love is brother Xinxin, Qin Yizhao, who grew up with me. I'm calling you now to tell you it's over."

"Zhu Ruiyan, tell me what happened to you?" Qin Yizhao shouted at her.

"Qin Yizhao, if you don't yell at me, you'll yell at me. I'm also a human. Why should you yell at me? I've always played with you. You're stupid. I really think I'm a good man. I just want you to help me get Zhang Shuai from beginning to end."

Want to break clean, she doesn't care to throw dirty water on herself.

"Zhu Ruiyan, what happened to you?" Qin Yizhao still didn't believe her nonsense and continued to ask.

"I didn't lie to you. I don't like you and won't go to the city. In the future, I'll live my own life. Qin Yizhao, we'll never meet again. You should be able to afford to put it down. Ignore me. That's all between us."

This time, Zhu Ruiyan really hung up.

Qin Yizhao watched the phone break. He dialed her cell phone number, turned it off, and then dialed the number just called. No one listened.

Zhu Ruiyan wept quietly next to the public phone. It was her choice. She knew that Qin Yizhao could help her and that Qin Yizhao wouldn't care much about helping her, but she didn't want to tell him that she didn't want to owe him even if she sold her kidney.

She wants love, real love, equal love. If she owes a debt, they will not be equal. When the love is gone, there is only endless hatred for each other. Therefore, she doesn't want to owe him even if she sells her kidney.

After selling her kidney, she was not sure how bad her physique would be. She had nothing, even her good body. How could she fall in love with Qin Yizhao? It might as well be over now.

She thought for so long, comforted herself for so long, and her words had been spoken, but she still found that she had been evacuated. At this time, she knew how much she loved Qin Yizhao, and they had happy times together. Those happiness crossed before her eyes, and then looked at herself. She leaned against the telephone booth and was alone. No matter how you go, you can't get out of a healthy and dirty road. Then stop now. Everything is over.

Zhu Ruiyan's body slowly stood firm and her strength returned to her body. The phone in the public telephone booth was still ringing. She understood that it was Qin Yizhao. He probably didn't accept what she said. She knew that Qin Yizhao was hard to cheat, but she was going to sell her kidney. Nothing would change.

Zhu Ruiyan still couldn't move. She looked at everything around her blankly. There was no fixed focus in her sight, and there were still tears on her face.

She spoke so decisively, but her heart was broken so badly that she tore it with her own hands. How sad, but she had to tear it up.

Zhu Ruiyan finally squatted down, buried her head and cried.

In such a cold winter and such a noisy city, only Zhu Ruiyan squatted on the ground and cried.

It's almost the new year. The streets are decorated so happily, but these have nothing to do with Zhu Ruiyan.

Zhu Ruiyan pretended to be so strong for so long. At the moment, she can't pick it up. She knew that Qin Yizhao, who had only been with her for so many months, had taken root in his heart. Now it was so painful to pull it out.

Zhu Ruiyan is helpless now. She is a weak woman. Tears are the most worthless thing, but she only has tears.

She is now guessing Qin Yizhao's expression at this time. The thick eyebrows are condensed at the moment. Is there a cold light in his eyes, or is he burning with anger? The nose is flat and crooked. Is the lip still so warm? She wanted to feel the face carefully, as usual, to smooth his eyebrows and calm his anger. They used to hug each other. It was so warm. Now, there is nothing but the cold north wind.

Zhu Ruiyan's heart is broken and can't heal anymore. Qin Yizhao, I'm sorry. Qin Yizhao, please be happy.

Publicity Department of the municipal Party committee.

Qin Yizhao's driver registered at the door and sent Qin Yizhao to the municipal Party committee compound.

"You wait for me downstairs." Qin Yizhao told him, then went to the publicity department and directly entered Qin Yue's office.

"How did you come here at this time?" Qin Yue was surprised to see Qin Yizhao.

"What's the matter with her?" Qin Yizhao asked, looking at Qin Yue.